Like a bird in a cage,
I’m trapped.
Lost in a cycle
As if kidnapped.
I plead for freedom-
Yet no answer,
Just the voice in my head
It’s spreading like cancer.
Let me free- leave me be!
Still no answer
Still I plea
The bars are thick
It’s getting tough,
But I must be strong
I must stay tough.
Drouwning I’m silence
Anxiety comes in.
The door is open
But you can’t escape your own skin.
I can taste the freedom
So I try to fly,
Walking to the ledge
It seems too high.
Losing the mental battle
I just sit and stare.
Where does recovery start
And is it too much to bare?
Im blinded by a hoax,
Be thin it croaks!
But I want to be free,
But how can that be?
When all I can do is stand and stare,
Bombarded by nothing but air.



















