J💞

Fix me, I’m broken. I need a map to my messed-up mind.

[bipolar-fuck-up]

🌼 Flowerpot 🌺

[bipolar-fuck-up]

Slut.

[bipolar-fuck-up]

Funny faces make everything okay 🙃

[bipolar-fuck-up]

Please help, I’m so lost...

Depression won’t leave me alone.

No matter how far I go.

[bipolar-fuck-up]

Trapped

Trapped.

Scared.

Used.

And abused.

Wrapped in fear and tears.

So hopeless and helpless.

Here without you.

Still trapped by your memory’s...

Remembering all you used to do.

Never loved you.

You said you loved me.

Hurt me...

With words,

Acts,

Manipulation,

Threats,

Actions.

You never loved me.

If you loved me...

The word loves so cruel!

Never want love again.

Never want that pain again.

That pain needs to go away.

That...

Deep...

Deep...

Pain!

All because of your love.

That I never wanted.

Loves cruel.

You lost me, before you even had me.

Suffered all alone with you, by my side.

Forced to suffer in silence as you continue to drive.

I sat there wanting to die, as tears streamed down from my eyes.