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tallulah "bird" nicole marter sixteen - 1st year literature major It’s getting hectic everywhere that I go, They won’t leave me alone. There’s things they all wanna know. I'm paranoid of all the people I meet, Why are they talking to me? And why can’t anyone see I just wanna live.

[birdmarter]

@pyrexthomas

Bird didn’t know what she wanted to do for her birthday, she didn’t have any plans and wasn’t sure who was busy and who wasn’t so she decided to check Pyre’s room first, after all, they haven’t really hung out in a while and she missed him. She knocked on his room door, waiting patiently.

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cliffauggie:

“I’d hope so,” Cliff muttered with a shrug, though he couldn’t help but noticed how tense the blonde was - and though he didn’t necessarily like to show he cared, he still always felt like the type of person to ask. “Something tells me you’re having a worse day than me.”

“You left before you could see?” She asked, not really caring about that part but she knew it wouldn’t have hurt to ask, she hoped. Bird raised her brow, confused. “Why is that?” She raised her brow, trying to figure out what vibe she was giving to see if she could fix it before someone she knew saw her.

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princessxkalani:

“Great then! I have a good feeling that it won’t rain.. might be a tad cloudy, but no rain.” 

“If that’s the case, maybe you can become a weather girl,” she joked something that was rare.

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cliffauggie:

It wasn’t the first time he had damaged the car his boss sent him to steal; most of the time he just got away with a warning. There was something off about him though, from the moment he heard him over the phone - almost as though his voice had been laced with fear. So Cliff delivering the car with a few minor damages was the cherry on top; and it got him the bruise that covered his left eye. After checking in with his mother, Cliff returned to campus for the only class he had that day, however, it wasn’t for another few hours. As he turned from his car he came face-to-face with another, a sigh leaving his mouth as he swung his bag over his shoulder. “Bar fight,” he muttered after catching their gaze on his bruise. 

Bird’s day already been hell for her from a voicemail from her dad and waking up late, missing her favourite class, she was ruling the day as over and planned on going somewhere, anywhere that was off-campus so she could think better. The thought briefly left her when she came face-to-face with someone with a bruised eye. “Do they look worst than you?” She wondered, too stress to be anxious.

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princessxkalani:

“I’m sure that it won’t rain on us, but if you want to be safe we could totally swim indoors.” 

“I don’t mind trying our luck. After all, like you said, it might not rain.”

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silmoon:

@birdmarter

He hadn’t seen her in a while - it had definitely been long before he left for home in the middle of the summer. Silas knocked at her door, hoping to catch up with the girl; hoping she wouldn’t hate him for disappearing. “Hey, Bird. It’s your favorite person in the whole world.”

Hearing Silas’ voice after it been so long felt nice to Bird, he was her best friend, after all, but she would probably not admit that to him. She hasn't left her room since the phone call with her dad so seeing a friendly face was all she probably needed in that moment. Opening the door to him, she didn’t hide her pain or sadness. “Hey,” she muttered with a small smile to show she was actually happy he was there, “come in.” She moved to the side, allowing him access.

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Lost Girl || Self-Para

TRIGGERS: Verbal abuse, physical abuse mention

“You will be spending your days off here!” Rung through her ears as her father yelled it, she knew right away he was sober. He only acted that way sober, she knew that all too well as the thought of the bruises that tended to scatter her body whenever she got back from home to school reminded her of that. “Do you hear me?” He yelled and she jumped even with him not physically being there, the thought of it haunted her. “Y-Yes,” she muttered softly in a trembler knowing what will happen when she had the longer breaks. He hung up shortly after and she broke down crying, laying down in her bed. Wondering how long she would have to suffer, why she was suffering. She didn’t want to go home any longer, she missed her dad, not the monster he became.

                    ...WOULD SHE BECOME A MONSTER LIKE HIM?

only time will tell, she told herself.

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princessxkalani:

“Oh, no need to thank me, darling.” she says while shaking her head before smiling. “Hm.. I prefer outdoors.” 

“Um, okay,” she muttered. “Then outdoors it is, let’s just hope it doesn’t rain on us.”

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princessxkalani:

“I sure hope so.” she says genuinely before nodding her head. “Oh, sure! It’ll be fun.” 

“Thanks,” she replied with a quick smile. “Indoors or outdoors?”

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jay-vidali-hq:

“I guess that’s good then.” She wasn’t sure what else to say on that topic. “Okay fine um…do you know where’s the best place to be alone on campus? Isolating myself is good for writing music.”

She nodded before thinking for a moment. “The garden at night, the back of the library, your bathroom, the theatre when there’s no shows happening, the pool, and the outdoor theatre.”

[minddpalaces]

#scrunch scrunch the secondhand embarrassment away

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princessxkalani:

“Well, that’s a real nasty mark.. I hope that you’re okay and all.” she says a slight frown still apparent on her face. 

“I should be,” she spoke softly to not give off too much information. “Anyways, wanna go to the pool?”

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jay-vidali-hq:

Jayson rose a brow, knowing there was more to this story than let on but it was obvious that this girl would rather keep it secret than tell the truth, Who was she to pry? “If that’s the case then I’d hope you fought back against whoever the hell did that to you.”

Bird shrugged once again, “I didn’t do that much damage but I did enough for myself,” she told Jayson. “Enough about the bruise... um, let’s talk about something else.”

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princessxkalani:

Hearing what she said shocked her a bit, she couldn’t imagine a girl like her fighting anyone, however she’s not one to judge. “A fight? Who would want to hurt you?” she questions gasping a bit. 

She shook her head, “it doesn’t matter, it happened, I’m over it.” She replied, definitely not wanting to lie any further.

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princessxkalani:

“Are you sure about that?” she questions examining the bruise once again. “I feel like a whole lot of people would worry as soon as they saw it.. do you mind me asking how you got it?” 

“I’m sure,” she sighed as she felt anxious as Kalani looked at the bruise. “Yeah, that’s why I didn’t want anyone to see it but my room was too hot so... It’s really nothing special, just got in a fight.” She lied.

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jay-vidali-hq:

“If you say so.” Jayson wondered what could cause such an injury. “How’d you get that bruise anyway?”

“I do,” she tried not to sound defensive but she knew she came off that way. “I’m not the greatest friends with people.” She shrugged,one lie after another.