Am I Cool Yet?

[biscuitsandcadillacs]

I really do hate my mind man. Like why can’t I just enjoy what I have without any negative thoughts intruding trying to fuck up my day. Don’t get me started on my emotions either, I don’t mind being emotional, just the wrong emotions hitting at the wrong time making things worse. I don’t hate many things about myself but those two are the ones that take the cake.

[biscuitsandcadillacs]

I got everything I could ever want & yet it still feels like I’m missing something. I still don’t feel complete.

[biscuitsandcadillacs]

You were always the one that was worried that I’d be the one to leave, never in a million years did I think it would be the other way around. I didn’t expect it at all… the reasons still don’t sit right with me because if one is certain & willing, they’ll stick it thru right? Distance shouldn’t be a concern if you really truly love someone. You find a way to make it work. Right?

[biscuitsandcadillacs]

You ever get an answer but it still doesn’t sit right with you? Like why would you hype something up so highly & then just completely take it back? That’s what I’m stuck trying to figure out now. I’m not hurting over the loss anymore, I’m just trying to make sense of what I was told. I’ll never understand it tho, how is it that something was going good, dare I say? Perfect? And then out of nowhere just end. I don’t understand it… I just don’t…

[biscuitsandcadillacs]

Sometimes you just gotta tell yourself that they didn’t care like you did & that’s okay. Don’t let anyone else miss out on the real you because of a soured experience. Someone will appreciate you sooner than later.

[biscuitsandcadillacs]

Being broke & depressed at the same time is definitely not a good thing.

[biscuitsandcadillacs]

I have attachment issues holy shit

[biscuitsandcadillacs]

I won’t tell her tho

[biscuitsandcadillacs]

I broke my own heart on this one & I’ll admit it.

[biscuitsandcadillacs]

Can’t be mad at anyone but myself tho.

[biscuitsandcadillacs]

She said I hugged her like I was never gonna see her again... How right she was...

[biscuitsandcadillacs]

Now to avoid this problem like I have the other ones.

[biscuitsandcadillacs]

As much as I say that I’m okay... I’m really not

[biscuitsandcadillacs]

“It’s the chase” I just wanna know what that means

[biscuitsandcadillacs]

XXV. let’s get it.

[biscuitsandcadillacs]

Let it be known that what caused me to a breakdown in public is the back story behind my piece & chain

[marsixm]

hey if ur reading this and ur in a bad spot mentally or anything i hope u feel better soon and have a good day