Just call me Bitter

Economics Major @ GVU

[bitterlystudy]

You appear to be quite into Green!

What? Because of my sweater? I'm not the guy wearing colour s coordinated shirt, vest and gloves.

[fozzie]

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Who's this clown.

[magicalystudious-blog]

Wow, what's with the weird get-up?

Are you criticising my taste in clothing? 

[bitterlystudy]

... No I'm asking you what's with it. 

Wear whatever you want. 

[bitterlystudy]

First Semester at GreenVille University

HEY, YOU THERE!

Name: Finnegan Morgan Call me Bitter. Age: 18 Birthday: October 5th Major: Economics Likes: Knitting, Sewing, Guitar, Vegetables, Studying,  Dislikes: Cats, Angels, Failure, Ecology

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weenurse replied to your post: Oh right that dumb angel ...

I won’t like this solely cuz I think he’s cute XP

Idiot.

[bitterlystudy]

Oh right that dumb angel is talking to me.

like my post if I should ignore him

Oh wait! You don't have to for me to do that thing.

Ignoring him. 

[bitterlystudy]

Alright What the hell did I miss while I was gone,

[camp-ramp]

Okay, this was good. He was sensing a lot less resistance in Finn. He still felt some pangs of sorrow from not being able to respond to Finn’s other words, but dwelling on that wasn’t going to do any good. There would be other opportunities.

"…so, looks like a bunch of kids are heading down toward the cafeteria. Ya hungry? Ooh, how does the food taste here? I wanna go try!"

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Finn responded with nothing more than a roll of the eyes to start, before planting his hand exhaustively onto his face.  He wanted to ask about angel eating habits because of that interjection about food taste making him rather interested. But knowing that asking a question would invoke conversation, Finn resisted.  "I'm not exactly up for social meal time. You can go, I'm going to go back to my damn cabin," He spoke without even looking at Rampel, and turned the other direction to start walking back. He probably wasn't 'allowed' to go off on his own, especially at camp, but if he got in trouble, it was easy to fake a stomach ache and the need for rest. 

[camp-ramp]

Rampel shook his head as Finn professed his desire for solitude for the umpteenth time. It didn’t do him any good whatsoever, and they both knew it. A temporary escape is just that. Temporary. Lord knows it can quickly morph into something ugly if you stay there long enough. He had to nip this in the bud.

A genuine frown appeared on Rampel’s face after Finn put himself down. How many times had he heard this boy say something awful about himself, with absolutely no way to contradict him, to have his voice heard? And now, with this opportunity in front of him, he was unable to do anything but frown. Man, this was a little harder than he thought.

But as the unhappy camper asked his question, Rampel realized that Finn was slowly but surely shifting away from trying to get him to leave. At least for the time being. He was glad to hear that.

…but it was still a very good question. He shrugged.

"All I know is, I put my name down, and they let me in without a problem! They must have a good eye for happy campers"

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"..." Finn didn't respond right away, feeling like Rampel had just ignored everything else he said for sake of conversation. He knew he shouldn't have asked that. It's not like he'd get an answer he cared about anyway. "That's really stupid and unbelievable but okay whatever," maybe if he didn't try in the conversation, it would stop and he could go back to his cabin or something.

Although lunch was pretty soon. Great.

[camp-ramp]

He saw the resign in Finn’s face and felt a small rush of accomplishment. And when Finn started talking, what he heard was a rushed, cynical explanation. Truth be told, he really hadn’t expected anything more than that. But it was still progress.

And so was Finn’s demand for Rampel’s own explanation.

"I’m just here to make sure good things happen. Can’t put it any simpler than that"

He sighed inwardly. He wasn’t too crazy about being so vague. There was no way he was going to lie to him, but now wasn’t the time for a full-on discussion, either.

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"It's funny how you say that, when all I want to make me feel better, is some space, but of course you don't consider that a good thing," He didn't even have to wait for an answer to that, to know that was the case. "I'm at least one hundred percent sure that you'd have more fun with other people who aren't me," his hand moved through his hair in irritation, not sure if he should just leave or wait for the damn angel to take a break from this incessant bothersome behaviour. "How the hell did you even register for camp without parents anyway," He didn't want to engage in conversation which would promote conversation but it was something which was bugging him for sure. 

[bitterlystudy]

Me being busy isn’t the point. 

Bluh

The point is that I want to be away from your … deal. I don’t know.  Following me to camp, seriously? 

And I’m not showing you around so you can stop with that thought right now, angel-boy. 

[camp-ramp]

My “deal"? …huh. Well, whatever that is, I can’t really see it being anything worth trying to get away from.

C’mon, just a quick once-around. I wanna hear your take on this place.

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//He unfolded his arms reluctantly.  There was literally no point in doing this. "There's the cabins, there's some stupid office building, there's the lake, and the cafeteria down the hill there, which is stupid because of rocks, and ... other stuff there," His arm moved lamely around while his feet stayed in place, giving no effort, obviously to show that it wasn't really a big deal to him. "And my take is that it's a pretty dull place that was built to give parents a break. That's literally it. Can you get to your actual 'deal' now?" He asked using air quotes, not really wanting to get to any conversation with him, but knowing it was probably better than this dumb non-communication they were having. Also maybe he could get him to leave him alone. What a stalker. 

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sevendeadlysin-lers replied to your post: I never thought I’d say this, but talking to...

Pride: I’ll go SUPERNATURAL on your ass if you don’t quit insulting me kid :)

... 

[bitterlystudy]

I never thought I'd say this, but talking to another human fucking being would be nice as opposed to this supernatural superSHIT

[camp-ramp]

Never said you were.

And I’m here for a good purpose. Just trust me on that.

Anyway, I don’t see what the problem is. You don’t seem very busy at the moment. And you don’t have to show me all the nooks and crannies of this place, or give away any special hiding spots you might have or something…

[bitterlystudy]

Me being busy isn't the point. 

Bluh

The point is that I want to be away from your ... deal. I don't know.  Following me to camp, seriously? 

And I'm not showing you around so you can stop with that thought right now, angel-boy. 

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…urgh.

Well you better keep exploring. There’s way more to see.  That isn’t me; I think you missed my point. My point was that I don’t exactly like you being here.

[camp-ramp]

Well, I’m still not 100% settled in to the whole camp environment yet. I could end up being the best camp buddy ever for all you know =)

Okay you’ve been here before, so you’re a bit more of a camp expert, right? Well, why don’t you show me around? It’ll give you something to do!

[bitterlystudy]

... You could but you're not listening- ugh whatever. 

I'm not showing you around, Rampel. 

I'm pretty sure you only came here for me. I'm not stupid.

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camp-ramp replied to your post: Hey!!

Aw, c’mon. Let’s just enjoy the camp atmosphere, huh? I’ve never been before! And what do you mean “the only good thing"?? This place is really cool! I’ve been exploring for hours and I STILL haven’t seen everything yet.

...urgh. Well you better keep exploring. There's way more to see.  That isn't me; I think you missed my point. My point was that I don't exactly like you being here.

[bitterlystudy]

Hey!!

...

No.

Are you actually-

STALKER