moonlight, stars, and the sea

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[sprsoldier-archive]

they made you into a weapon and told you to find peace

unfinished poems iii // s.z (via mrdcks)

[bitternakano-archive]

Hi I’m back briefly to say if you buy comics please don’t buy Steve Rogers #1. Do a quick search there are so many reasons not to. Okay I’m gone again. 

[bitternakano-archive]

i do not want to do this essay which will be 3 days late and 30% deducted off score. i do not want to write. i am feeling all of the apathy. a. ha.

[havilliard]

stop giving white people poc roles

stop giving white people poc roles

stop giving white people poc roles

stop giving white people poc roles

stop giving white people poc roles

stop giving white people poc roles

stop giving white people poc roles

[cosmicrystalwitch]

white people stop accepting poc roles

white people stop accepting poc roles

white people stop accepting poc roles

[bitternakano-archive]

hunter x hunter is back!!!! chrollo and hisoka are gonna fight!!!! double death, double death!!! chrollo pls kill the pedophillic creepy fucker!!! hisoka pls kill the genocidal shitwad!!!!!

[modernwitchesdaily]

A new modern witch for a friend of mine ! A young witch who can control ice and cold water ♒

[bitternakano-archive]

looking back at year 11 and 12, from me, at the age of 20 (tw: suicide ideation, mental illness)

Awhile back during.... A really bad argument with my parents, my mum said that I had seemed only to get worse, mentally.

I’d always thought that I was better, but I can’t really tell, can I? And it’s more that I’m worse in different ways, but things are a lot better in SO many ways.

The three biggest things is that uni is stressful in different ways, I have learnt some coping skills, and I am no longer so insecure about my friendships.

I think, overall, I’m definitely happier. I still don’t feel like I have a direction, but I’m not (what felt like) constantly wishing for death or wanting to sleep and not wake up.... (just, only sometimes)

woops I should sleep. But I am doing okay. Kinda. I’m getting there. 

[bitternakano-archive]

Self harm tw i guess ??? being a person who might be mentally ill????? am i sure it’s mental illness???????? what if it’s just character failings??????? 

3am and lmao here i am again

random thoughts

saw a post about adhd and memory on my dash that i very much so related to. on the part of the Terrible Memory not the adhd part. as far as i know i don’t have that. 

i need to stop doing the thing where i Dig My Fingernails Into My Skin When Anxious because the very mild aftermath is vaguely annoying to deal with, i.e. i still have tiny itty bitty scars from the last time I had a Major (for me) Panic 

and incredibly shallow barely noticeable skin wounds (?????????) 

also it isn’t actually painful enough to stop me from panicking

also i am Pathetic and Sad and Useless

possibly i am scared of the potential of Trauma so I stay at home and do nothing and live nothing

hate reading people’s blogs is stupid and i should not do that

especially as it’s not actual hate it’s :| i don’t even know. reading someone’s opinion who radically differs? but is within that same framework of leftism of some sort???? not a conservative???? smart as fuck person who i resent for being Functional and Smart because I am Not Smart Not Ever Smart Enough??? 

actually a good thing came out of it which is if they’re allowed to be petty and bitter and live in the moment (as much as this person can, i get that they’re severely mentally ill) 

i need to stop lingering over things and just enjoy the things i do enjoy. i have coherent thoughts about Things I swear

lmao i always get spouts of disbelief

i don’t actually have an anxiety disorder

i’m either faking it or it’s because of my own stupidity and character failings that i’m like this

i’m worthless and should die

i’m tired and not making sense

I have class at 11am :| 

11.30 am actually

fuck

[clairesclitpiercing]

Okay but have you considered what would happen if [sad thing]? It would probably lead to [morally grey, highly kinky scenario].

Every conversation with someone who writes fanfiction (via lickerish-button)

[bitternakano-archive]

hi and bye again

me today: >sleeps all day >goes outside to local music concert that’s for raising money for the local hospital >gets rained on after no rain all day while walking there, heads back home instead >goes on tumblr for the first time in ages >wastes more time >has a test on monday >gets no studying done >remembers why i avoid tumblr

: /

(general update on life: has overall been okay, i’m overall doing a lot better with life, and in general getting better slowly, s i’m cautiously hopeful.)

anyways.

there’s something about this website (or rather the feed that this account in particular has) that’s incredibly draining. 

actually social media in general, but tumblr in particular is incredibly depressing in a different way. i guess that there’s so many different sources of misery? which in it’s own way can be enlightening and comforting. but recently (like, last half year/more) it’s been incredibly draining. 

....

ugh it’s 2am and i need to sleep. and do stuff for uni. so i can do long term Living Adulting Stuff.

bye!

[feministkoriandr-deactivated201]

I can appreciate douchebag characters for what they are: douchebags. What I can’t appreciate is the fandom treating them like misunderstood babies and shipping them with the people they mistreat.

[rignaroklate90s-deactivated2016]

In 2016, there will be three movies that focus on a conflict between a cynical high tech billionaire CEO of a company and a middle class optimist with legit superpowers.

[darksomeness-deactivated2016080]

i know what i’m watching

[rebathecompleteseriesdvdboxset]

don’t you ever compare these nobodies to yugioh

[millenniumitem]

i cant believe you put these clowns on the same level as the King of Games

[barbiedyke]

Reblog with all the concerts you saw in 2015 in the tags

[brutereason]

Let me be crystal clear: if you’ve faced a tragedy and someone tells you in any way, shape or form that your tragedy was meant to be, that it happened for a reason, that it will make you a better person, or that taking responsibility for it will fix it, you have every right to remove them from your life. Grief is brutally painful. Grief does not only occur when someone dies. When relationships fall apart, you grieve. When opportunities are shattered, you grieve. When dreams die, you grieve. When illnesses wreck you, you grieve. So I’m going to repeat a few words I’ve uttered countless times; words so powerful and honest they tear at the hubris of every jackass who participates in the debasing of the grieving: Some things in life cannot be fixed. They can only be carried.

Everything Doesn’t Happen For A Reason — Tim Lawrence (via hereticnarrative)

[bitternakano-archive]

@ fall out boy fans who make edits: stop fucking lightening Pete Wentz' skin colour in pictures and edits. just stop

[sufjansontag]

someday i will expunge myself of all problematic faves and finally achieve full ideological purity by replacing all of my media consumption with listening to static while staring at a blank wall

[omgitspeterick]

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“It’s like brotherly, but it’s more than that, we f- fight with each other. He’s like the only person I can be brutally honest about the creative process with.”

Peterick audio snippet, 25/25