Ophelia is no stranger to wanting. For most of her life it's all she'd been allowed to do, trapped on the outside looking in, window shopping for normal experiences. Ophelia is also no stranger to obsession. Books, movies, TV shows; a terribly ill child who never even had the chance to make a real friend, she took what she could from fiction. All she'd ever wanted growing up, the thing she obsessed over, was someone who could save her, from her life, from herself. Someone who could make her feel alive.
So when her attention is caught by a beautiful, awful boy with a saviour complex, Ophelia vows not to remain a stranger to him either, no matter the cost.
Ophelia may no longer need to be saved, but Nate Jacobs makes her feel so damn alive, so she will turn herself into the kind of girl he wants, needs, and obsesses over too.
• in which Ophelia and Nate are somehow not the worst things to ever happen to each other. •
Warnings: Explicit Smut, Mutual Obsession, Stalking, Manipulative Behaviour, Possessive Behaviour, Infidelity/Cheating, Drinking, Violence, Non-Consensual Drug Use & Sexual Assault, Childhood Parental Abuse (Medical/Psychological/Emotional). Chapters will contain specific warnings.
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[ Season One ]
1. spectacle
2. the slate cleaned
3. knight in shining armour
4. according to plan
5. unexpected ink
6. daddy's angel
7. a week of turtlenecks
8. like and subscribe
9. dirty little secret
10. praise kink
11. deja vu
12. little black dress
13. fight flight fawn freeze
14. the aftermath of violence
15. boot theory
16. i quite enjoy ruining your day
17. mutually assured destruction
18. detriments of the modern age
19. justly serv'd
20. sanctuary
21. paper stars
[ Season Two ]
22. resolutions
23. bpm
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[ Alternate Universe ]
cool for the summer
Nate's been best friends with Lee Chase for as long as he can remember, and Lee's little sister Ophelia has always been... there. The best thing about her is how easy she is to ignore.
But everything changes between them when Lee and his dad go to Fiji for the Summer before their Junior year, and Nate and Lee's moms decide to spend that time holidaying together up the coast, taking the rest of their children with them.
So now, much to Nate's chagrin, he's forced to share a bed with his best friend's sixteen year old sister, who he's barely even had a full conversation with before in his life. But he quickly realises that she's bolder than he gave her credit for. Maybe it's a good thing her brother's on the other side of the world.
Warnings: Explicit Smut, Possessive Behaviour, Underage Drinking, Ongoing Parental Neglect/Emotional Abuse, Compulsive Over exercising as a Form of Self Harm, Mental Healthy & Unreality Struggles. Chapters will contain specific warnings.
1. Reintroduce
2. Reinvent
3. Recontextualise
4. Reconfigure
5. Realise
6. Revitalise
7. Reiterate
8. Reconnect
9. Restring
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Posting of completed chapters for the main fic will begin in the next few days.
Posting of the AU will begin after Chapter 10 of the main fic and will alternate.
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Summary: In which progress is made faster than Ophelia had anticipated. Friendship with Jules is solidified, friendship with Lexi is questioned, and Nate makes Ophelia an offer she has to refuse.
Warnings: self injury as a form of manipulation, gaslighting, implied obsessive behaviour, manipulative behaviour.
A/N: 3903 words. s3 wasn't good... save me Euphoria I Created In My Head To Cope With The Actual Show.... save me blorbo...... anyways I know its been a year but I literally write something about these characters DAILY. crazy how little is the actual fic. see you soon. or in another year!
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The next morning, Ophelia spends hours staring at her own phone in disbelief. Most of last night's conversation with Nate was kind of a blur; she remembers the heady rush she'd felt when talking with him, panicking when he'd taken her phone, and how her heart had sung when she'd realised that he'd been messaging her when she'd gotten home. At the time, she hadn't even thought to question how he'd even know that she'd gotten home, but that following morning she sees she shared her location with him through Uber. She doesn't remember doing that. She also has no recollection of calling him, but her phone definitely says she's the one who made that call. Fuck, she really hopes she didn't come on too strong.
The other thing that catches her attention is the last text Nate had sent, after their call. Again, the fact that she already has his number makes her get all giggly in the privacy of her own room, rereading his texts over and over again.
Nate😘🍆: glad you got home safe
It's not enough for Ophelia. She wants to be on his mind as often as possible. She wants him to think of her even if he tries to convince himself he shouldn't. So she wants to make him believe she got home mostly safe. Perhaps something happened to her in the brief time between leaving the party and their call, something very small, but something that makes him think she'd be better off as long as he was around. At least, that's what she wants him to believe.
But makeup won't last all day. If it's going to be believable, it's going to hurt. Isn't that part of the point? She wouldn't have to hurt herself, wouldn't have to slam the heel of her hand into the gravel flower bed out the back of her house until it bled, if he'd stayed with her. If he'd come home with her. Hell, she wouldn't be doing this if he had even just asked her to stay with him. She hopes it hurts for days. She hopes it hurts him to look at it.
She meticulously picks dirt and gravel from her grazed and lightly bloodied right hand. The choice to injure her non-dominant hand has been a deliberate one. Once she cleans it up, she takes a photo of the scrape before dressing it. The rest of the day she spends sketching the photo of her injury, and a little portrait of Nate from the night before from memory while The Nanny plays in the background.
😇🚬: thank u for looking out for me 😅💕
😇🚬: also sorry for calling at midnight;;; don't know why i did that whoops
Nate😘🍆: i asked you to. don't you remember?
😇🚬: I don't even remember calling u tbh
😇🚬: did you ask me to send my location on Uber too?
Nate😘🍆: you sent it in case you fell asleep before you could call.
Nate😘🍆: don't worry so much. you were fine, cinderella
😇🚬: considering how drunk i got I think it's smart that I left when I did
Nate😘🍆: maybe but you were still fun company
Nate😘🍆: am I not allowed to be disappointed you left
😇🚬: you're allowed just like I'm allowed to not believe you 😅😅
Nate😘🍆: why would I lie?
😇🚬: why would you be disappointed to see me go?
Nate😘🍆: maddie doesn't usually have friends like you
😇🚬: is that good? 😅
Nate😘🍆: still figuring that out
Something in Ophelia's heart sinks; he's back to acknowledging Maddie. That's not a good sign. But still, small victories must be acknowledged when they're won; Nate finds her interesting, and she's set herself apart from the kind of girls he usually, actually interacts with.
There's also a text from Jules, asking her if she'd survived the night before, and inviting her to the mall if she had.
Arm in arm, they walk through the mall together, browsing idly with no true goal in mind. Jules is playfully exasperated by how well Ophelia pulled herself together despite how drunk she'd apparently gotten the night before.
"Listen, before, like, the night we met, I hadn't had painkillers in over a year," Ophelia shrugged helplessly, "now I only use them when I need to so they actually work."
"Wait what?" A bewildered laughed escaped Jules as she slows to a halt, forcing Ophelia to stop too, "what do you mean you haven't had painkillers in a year? You were just, like, suffering for a year?"
For a moment, Ophelia has to bite down on the urge to tell her 'that isn't suffering' with knee-jerk defensiveness. Instead, after letting the instinct pass, she shrugs, admitting that her body had built up a tolerance... for reasons she doesn't feel like explaining. A look of apology, a look almost like pity, flashes across Jules's expression for the barest moment, but Ophelia turns away.
"It is what it is," it's almost forcibly cheerful, continuing on and tugging Jules along, "I'm just glad they're working again."
"Clearly," Jules decides to drop the hint of angst that Ophelia had been quick to brush past, matching her bright energy, "you seem more enthusiastic about today than I am."
"Despite the drunkenness," or maybe because of it, Ophelia thinks, "I had a really lovely night," grinning at her blonde friend, she gives Jules's arm a squeeze, "and now I'm having a really good day; what's not to be enthusiastic about?"
Ophelia's never been to the mall with anyone but her dad, so going with Jules is an entirely new experience for her. While they spend the late morning browsing stores, they take lunch in the food court in the early afternoon. They both indulge with burgers, and Jules spends the entire time telling Ophelia about the guy she's been talking to online. Tyler. The reason she's been giving her phone so much attention recently, it turns out.
Quietly, Ophelia wonders what this means for what was blossoming between Jules and Rue, or if she'd simply imagined that; she's still getting used to having her friends actually around her.
Sunday Lexi invites her over, though she seems almost scandalised hearing Ophelia had gone to party with the footballers, or that she'd even gone to the game at all. Yet again she seems confused by the choices Ophelia's making, down to the casual clothes she's chosen for the day.
"Why do you look so made up?" Lexi laughs as she's letting Ophelia in. When Ophelia tries to brush it off, saying she was simply trying to get into the habit, Lexi's expression scrunched, "what habit?"
"Looking nice," Ophelia shrugged awkwardly, settling on the sofa, "not looking like a dirtbag all the time."
"You weren't a -" but Lexi stops herself when she catches sight of the look Ophelia is giving her, "you looked fine!" She insisted, "it was - you were grunge, or... ska? I think? Ska punk?" Though it doesn't land with certainty, and the girls both find themselves on Google images in the next moment.
"I was never this put together," Ophelia laughed, "I'll take grunge, but you're being too kind. It's not a bad thing that I want to change up my aesthetic."
"Yeah, but you don't need to wear mascara to hang out with me," Lexi pointed out, for which Ophelia didn't have a real answer, "what about the start of - what, your senior year? - made you want to change everything about yourself?"
Defensive, venomous responses sit just behind Ophelia's teeth in this moment. The idea of admitting to the largest part of her truth feels like prying open her ribs; how was she meant to explain that for the first time in her life, she liked the person who looked back at her from the mirror? How the hell was she meant to explain that she'd finally stopped feeling like someone in active recovery, without explaining what she'd actually had to recover from? Despite her intentions, some of that vitriol must show on her face, since Lexi goes to back track, apologizing, attempting to explain herself, though it still comes out awkwardly.
"I guess, I don't know, it's just weird; you look like you should be friends with Cassie, not me, you know?" She folds herself up on the sofa beside Ophelia, legs curled up beneath herself, unable to bring herself to say anything more. It's at least understandable, if incredibly telling. Softening momentarily, Ophelia lets herself forgive Lexi for her insecurities.
"Are you worried that we're going to stop being friends?"
"I don't know, maybe?" Lexi admits, worrying her lip, "is that shallow?"
"I don't think so..." regarding her friend with faint amusement for a few seconds more, Ophelia's expression shifts, "wait, do you think I'm shallow now?" Lexi's guilty wince is answer enough. But after a beat, Ophelia shrugs easily, "maybe I am, but like, focusing my intentions on the opposite thing now."
"Maybe I'm shallow," Lexi muses, surprisingly genuine concern furrowing her brow, but Ophelia shrugs once more, blithely offering that everyone is in this town, which Lexi is more than happy to agree with. In the next breath, she asks what happened to Ophelia's hand, and Ophelia laughs easily about how she can't quite remember, that she must have tripped getting into her house after Friday night. For just a moment, Lexi looks uneasy, but at least she lets it drop.
It's the early afternoon when Ophelia's phone lights up with a text from Nate. They're halfway through watching a video essay on YouTube about the Avatar Theme park, and the message alert catches the attention of both girls; Lexi sees his name, even if she doesn't catch the full text.
Nate😘🍆: what do you do besides smoke and look pretty?
"Who's Nate?" Lexi asks when Ophelia's phone lights up with a text, "it's not..." she sounds dubious as Ophelia returns with a glass of water from the kitchen, "this isn't Nate Jacobs texting with an eggplant emoji beside his name in your phone?"
"Ew," Ophelia responds reflexively, "no, why would you-" she picks up her phone, reading the message. For a moment, her expression softens at his sustained interest in her before she composed a lie for Lexi, "Nathan's from Canada, I met him on the plane back from Sweden, his family had a layover at LAX."
"And the eggplant emoji?" Lexi's eyebrows raised, to which Ophelia made a show of growing uncomfortable at.
"We fooled around in the first class bathroom while everyone else on the plane was asleep -"
"Oh my god," Lexi giggled, once again sounding scandalised, "did you, like, join the mile high club?"
"Did who join the mile high club?" Comes Cassie's voice as she swans in through the front door. The moment she sees Ophelia her expression lights up with genuine fondness. Lexi bursts out into giggles, while Ophelia plays at being mortified as Cassie waves to whoever dropped her home, probably McKay.
"Wait, are we talking about Lia?" Cassie gasps with delight, "have you actually hooked up on a plane?" After kicking off her shoes, Cassie flops herself down on Ophelia's other side, practically glowing with intrigue.
"We just fooled around!" Ophelia insisted, slumping over into Cassie's lap with her face in her hands, "we made out and I touched his- his- his-"
"His dick?" Cassie actually snorted, to which Ophelia doubled down on her innocent act.
"His thing!"
"She touched his dick," Cassie tells her sister sagely, who was herself recovering from laughter.
"Yeah, I got that," Lexi managed, sounding like she was still grinning from ear to ear, "now he's Mister Eggplant?" This sets Cassie off again, since she didn't have the original context for Ophelia's initial lie. Ophelia just buries her face in her hands; all she can do is laugh in defeat. She definitely has to change his name in her phone.
It's a nice day, all things considered, Cassie quickly switching to rambling about her date with McKay. Their mom ends up joining the girls, and Cassie splays out across the other sofa in their living room, her head in her mom's lap as they end up restarting the YouTube video to watch from the start, watching another two by the same YouTuber before Ophelia decides to make her way back home.
After making herself dinner and finishing off her homework for the weekend, Ophelia sets up her laptop to keep watching a sitcom she was halfway through, while opening her art book to a page full of sketches and paintings of a little, brown rabbit with wings. It's late when she gets another text from Nate.
flyboy🔥: didn't realise you had a boyfriend
😇🚬: ???
flyboy🔥: heard youre getting dick pics from a guy you fucked on a plane
Honestly she hadn't expected the news to reach him that fast. Cassie and Maddie were quick... and couldn't be trusted. Obviously. Still, she plays along.
😇🚬: OH!! well if anyone asks i never slept with him, we just fooled around a bit
flyboy🔥: did not expect you to be that kind of girl
😇🚬: ... what kind of girl??
flyboy🔥: a slut lol
😇🚬: pretty sure lying to people about kissing a boy on an airplane doesn't make me a slut lol
😇🚬: not that I have anything against sluts, I admire their confidence
flyboy🔥: what are you even talking about
😇🚬: I'm just saying that I literally do not even meet the baseline for the definition of a slut 😅
😇🚬: oh and the thing aboiy the plane is also a complete lie i made up to explain why i was getting texts from Nate😘🍆
😇🚬: *about
flyboy🔥: 😶
😇🚬: bold emojis to give urself btw i was half convinced u were hitting on me 😅
flyboy🔥: all your other contacts had cute emojis
flyboy🔥: and maybe I was hitting on you. whose to say.
😇🚬: 😳! then im double sorry if I was weird last night I've never been hit on before haha
flyboy🔥: I could tell lol
😇🚬: oh god don't say that 🫣
flyboy🔥: anyways if you want your story to be more believable i can send pics
😇🚬: how would that b more believable if they can see it's u haha
flyboy🔥: not pics of my face.....
😇🚬: 😳🫣 oh u mean THOSE kinds of pics
😇🚬: again I never actually fooled around with a boy in a first class bathroom so u don't need to do that but thanks !!
flyboy🔥: relax princess i was joking, im not hitting on you anymore
😇🚬: oh... okay?
flyboy🔥: made up with maddie kind of
😇🚬: oh lovely! happy for u guys 🥰
😇🚬: wait are we still allowed to be friends??
flyboy🔥: cute
😇🚬: im serious you're nicer than I thought apart from when u thought I was a slut
flyboy🔥: 😂 yes we can be friends
flyboy🔥: sorry I called you a slut
😇🚬: out of curiosity...........
😇🚬: what kind of girl do u assume I am....
😇🚬: like in that context.........
flyboy🔥: 😏
😇🚬: again I'm being serious, you said smthn abt it earlier and I'm curious
flyboy🔥: honestly before this conversation I wasn't quite sure. you don't swear but you do smoke
flyboy🔥: you could have secretly been a slut I guess. like you could go either way.
😇🚬: ....... I mean theoretically haha
flyboy🔥: but if last night was your first time being hit on
flyboy🔥: I can imagine what other firsts you still haven't had
😇🚬: 😳
flyboy🔥: you're the one who asked, princess
flyboy🔥: am I wrong?
😇🚬: 😳😳😳
flyboy🔥: so it's fine when you lie about it but you get all 😳 just thinking about the real thing? you're the one who asked lol
😇🚬: tbh I was a mortified blushing mess when I came up with the lie too 🤭😳
flyboy🔥: you're so cute
😇🚬: also you're..... um no you're not exactly wrong haha
flyboy🔥: about you being cute?
😇🚬: Sure. Yeah. Let's go with that. 😳👍
It's a strange line that she walks, texting Nate like this while still playing innocent. Now he knows she's lied to Cassie, and by extension Maddie, about who she's talking to. Of course she knows the risks, knows it's wrong to want him the way she does when he's already in a perpetual thing with Maddie that dances between situationship and relationship without ever properly ending. Surely he's still taken enough by her innocent act that he doesn't see how intentional her subterfuge is. Either way, he does seem glad for it; Ophelia would put good money on him hiding these exchanges from Maddie too, even if they are talking about getting back together.
The next text comes on Monday morning, in home room. For the first time, despite passing her most mornings, Nate must have noticed Ophelia on his drive to school. It's a block away from the school, Nate slows just enough that she notices, though she pretends not to recognise his truck, and her phone goes off after the bell rings.
When he asks if she always walks to school, she bites back a smile. When he tells her to call if she needs a ride in future, a foggy, drunken memory surfaces; Nate's voice calling her pretty and helpless. Making a token effort at bashfulness, she responds that she doesn't want him going out of his way for her, to which Nate tells her with an air of nonchalance, that her place is on his way to school anyways.
An absolute lie, Ophelia knows for a fact. Butterflies, even as she insists that she likes the walk. Too much, too soon, to accept that offer. Thankfully Nate let's it drop, but tells her the offer is always there.
Before lunch, Ophelia runs into Cassie touching up her makeup in the bathroom, and gets caught up on the fact that Maddie and Nate are talking again. Maddie's not happy about it - clearly, if she was already venting to Cassie - but apparently he'd gone out of his way to spend most of the football after party following 'some girl' and acting all cosy and flirty with her to make Maddie jealous. Some of the footballers had been talking about it, but apparently all they'd noticed was Nate arguing, or maybe play-fighting with the girl, since they'd heard her when she'd yelled for him to give her phone back. Maddie didn't exactly know what to believe, but either way she was jealous. It had worked, evidently.
It's at this point that Cassie asks if Ophelia had seen at all, or maybe knew the girl in question, that she'd lost track of Ophelia rather early into the party. Ophelia claims to have left incredibly early, smiling easily with a shrug.
"Not my scene, yet, I think I need more exposure therapy," she laughed. Cassie gave an amused eye roll right as Ophelia's phone goes off with a text notification in her hand. Its Nate, though Ophelia tells her its 'flyboy' and Cassie asks if they've exchanged nudes yet. Ophelia finds herself genuinely flustered at the thought, quickly shaking her head.
Cassie calls her cute, but also says she should, if she wants to join the rest of them in the twenty-first century.
Things return to a strange kind of normal after that. Ophelia acts sunny in passing at school, but not at all fond or familiar with Nate, but then again neither does he. His gaze sweeps dismissively over her in the halls, and in a glance all she gets is the same, detached disdain as before. Still, for all they act like they don't know each other, they text far more frequently than either would ever admit to.
flyboy🔥: what are you wearing?
The text comes through at lunch, halfway through the week, while Ophelia's sitting with Rue, Jules, and Lexi. The surprised noise she makes gets the attention of the others, who immediately turn their attention to her. Looking to Lexi, who already knew of the boy on Ophelia's phone, Ophelia nervously tells her what 'flyboy' had just sent. The girls go into a gleeful frenzy at that, only exacerbated when Lexi explains to the others the story Ophelia had made up.
😇🚬: excuse me??
😇🚬: i thought you weren't hitting on me
flyboy🔥: now I am. you need the practice.
😇🚬: excuse You??
flyboy🔥: at least this time you picked up on it
flyboy🔥: stop blushing this is why u need the practice
😇🚬: how did you even know I was blushing???
flyboy🔥: lucky guess
flyboy🔥: but I was right wasn't I?
With Jules now practically draped over her shoulders and reading every message as they're exchanged, the lie gets more complicated, yet somehow more in line with the truth. 'Flyboy' said he just wanted to be friends after the incident on the plane, except now he was the one hitting on her. For practice.
"You couldn't even say 'dick' when you were talking about how you touched his," Lexi pointed out, amusement shining in her eyes, "I think he could be right, you could use the practice."
"Lexi -!"
"You fucked him and you can't even say dick?" Jules crowed with fond amusement.
"Or fuck," Rue added, grinning in her own right.
"Tell him what colour bra you're wearing," Jules insisted with glee.
"It's black," Ophelia mumbles, playing up how flustered she felt with their combined attention on the situation, "and I didn't sleep with him."
"Really?" For a moment, Rue sounded genuinely surprised, eyes flicking to Ophelia's chest like she somehow developed x-ray vision. Or maybe she was thinking about Ophelia and the implications of black underwear, that perhaps she wasn't as innocent as she seemed. But it passed quickly, and Jules captures Ophelia's attention once more, telling her to tell 'Flyboy', not them.
Before Ophelia can respond to anyone, the bell for class goes, and the girls start to collect their things and disperse.
"And if he wants proof," Jules adds as she's collecting her bag, coy gaze looking Ophelia over for just a moment as she smirked, "you should show him."
God, sometimes Ophelia wished her chosen persona had even half the sexual confidence of Jules. That night at McKays party had been so much fun... until it wasn't. But she'd made her choice, and now she had to take things slower.
😇🚬: I've been advised to tell you...... I'm wearing Black.
flyboy🔥: advised by who
😇🚬: friends who think you're right and that I do need your help with this
flyboy🔥: smart friends
😇🚬: they don't really know who im talking to tho 😅
flyboy🔥: i figured
flyboy🔥: you don't seem to make friends with people who like me
😇🚬: not on purpose!!
😇🚬: and Maddie likes you
flyboy🔥: depends on the day
😇🚬: does it matter?
flyboy🔥: are you really friends with Jules Vaughn
😇🚬: yes.
😇🚬: why
flyboy🔥: just be careful
flyboy🔥: I'm starting to think you're too nice for your own good
Nate and Jules' beef has nothing to do with Ophelia, she decides, but also decides to interpret the warning as his way of looking out for her. Almost immediately after, however, he decides to circle back around to his initial question, letting her know he doesn't believe her. He saw her that morning, walking to school in that little lavender shrug and purple, flouncy skirt; honestly he doesn't even believe she owns any black clothes, tells her he can't imagine her in them. When Ophelia reminds him that she'd been wearing black stockings the other night, she can practically hear Nate roll his eyes when he says that's different.
Then he tells her to prove it.
After getting settled in her second to last class for the day, she deliberates before telling him that he could always ask Maddie; they'd had gym that morning after all. Of course they both know he won't do that, so she suggests that he'll simply have to trust her, and be satisfied with whatever his imagination can come up with.
The story between cassie and maddy was ALWAYS a love story but you are a weird dumb ass man and you were too scared to get to that conclusion sooner cause you had to involve a man only for them to end up together in the end any damn way
it doesn't have to be Maddy/Cassie vs. Maddy/Bishop; Maddy has two hands.
Cassie/Maddy/Bishop where Bishop IMMEDIATELY clocks that Cassie is in love with Maddy, but it takes him longer to see that Maddy's feelings for Cassie are much stronger than she likes to admit. Cassie who's hesitant about having Bishop around at first, but he's got surprisingly helpful insights regarding their content house. She also appreciates that he seems to implicitly respect that they're trying to do things far more ethically than anything Alamo did.
Cassie and Bishop renovating the house together?? Bishop and Cassie developing a strange, little friendship?? I can imagine Bishop becoming fond of Cassie in the same way he's fond of his poodle. Also Cassie adores his poodle.
Both of them developing a respect for the other's relationship with Maddy. Cassie sees how quietly good he is to Maddy, over and over, without even expecting thanks or acknowledgement for it, which is so far from what either of them are used to, and realises she can't begrudge anyone who cares about Maddy even half as much as she does. Bishop learning about what happened between Maddy and Cassie, and hearing how bitter Maddy still is even if she tries not to be. He also sees how Cassie makes the effort to put Maddy first in their lives, in their business, in everything; she's naturally self-centred, and he sees how hard she works against that specifically for Maddy's sake. Bishop realising that Maddy almost resents her own feelings for Cassie, even though he knows they're sleeping together on the regular, and one day simply suggesting that maybe, after all this time, Cassie too deserves some grace, and Maddy deserves to let go of this negativity regarding a man who's no longer a part of their lives. (its the only time he references Nate directly, and is also the moment Maddy realises he's figured out Nate's dead)
Maddy getting concerned and confused by Cassie and Bishop's friendship, but Bishop is incredibly blunt about how he has absolutely no romantic or sexual interest in Cassie. This does initially hit Cassie's sense of self incredibly hard, since shes never actually had a platonic friendship with a man. Cassie realising that she wasn't actually attracted to men in her past, she just expected their attraction and enjoy the attention.
Cassie going out and partying but bringing Maddy and Bishop every time (she says its so they can be filming her for content and she can keep her hands free, but its definitely because they make her feel safer). Cassie and Bishop happily carrying Maddy's bags whenever they go out shopping. Cassie and Maddy figuring out Bishop is a fan of Westerns, and the girls organising movie nights for the three of them to watch his favourites.
Just,, Cassie and Bishop having this weird friendship that no-one else seems to understand, but it works for them.
Cassie/Maddy/Bishop, that is all. Thank you for your time.
for just this moment, before anything else happens in the episode, I have this. I have Maddy and Cassie together in this dinner with only each other in this world. I dont think it'll last, but right now, I have this.
kissing fan merch for cassie, pink vs black color scheme, 'its not personal its just business' ........... come on toxic yuri we've never ever been so back
the actor behind bishop is incredible. he’s both terrifying and captivating but also just silently watching in the background and you don’t know if he’s on rues side or not. or anyone’s side for that matter. who’s the actor behind him and where can i see his entire filmography????
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