Now In Uni!!

Just your average college freshie nicknamed Cola! (Aka David). At EU? Hit me up!

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OOC: What if I bring this back, in our year of the lord and savior 2023

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can't really leave this alone. typical of the two of us. cola, how much do you know now? how much can you remember? can you see all the things we other students did for you? can you see the fullness of the events that led you here? -maro

Hey Maro.

I know a lot of things, so you’d have to be more specific. I know I only recently ‘woke up’ if that is what you’re asking. I’ve been drowsy and kind of out of it for the past three (i think?) days… I remember the pain in my hands and around my skull. It was like I had an intense muscle spasm. I remember seeing something coming towards me, but that is when it all faded to black. 

I remember what I did to Earl and Quill. I should apologize to them.

I remember seeing Egg after their change in the cafe. I was terrified and felt so betrayed…

I remember my uncle’s expression when he gained the sight for the first time. I shouldn’t have given that to him.

I remember wondering if Egg liked me back, and wondering what my family would think about that. 

I remember thinking I didn’t deserve all of my friends that I had. Thinking back, I was right.

Is there something specific you were asking about?

[kryoneiros]

do you remember that i told you all the things we did for you? all the ways we died for you?

can you see things you couldn’t see before? can you see the truth behind what it is i said?

if you can’t, can you believe me?

[bittersweetbozo]

A lot of things are blurry and fuzzy in my head. 

But I do remember a few things… 

I know I was wrong in a lot of ways, but I do stand by a lot of things. I’m not going to try and force them on others though.

I will listen, but I can’t promise belief.

[kryoneiros]

you learn. less of a skull to have to get through now, huh? (that was rude and uncalled for, but i couldn’t resist it)

well, egg changed so drastically to save you and you ran from them, refused to believe them. egg, the one we now know you loved.

cicero died in your place, and earl changed the flow of time until no one, including you, had to die (that is, until your place was one that didn’t involve dying). in that process, i was killed two times. it wasn’t pleasant and it went unappreciated. in life, all our deaths went unappreciated by you.

many nights i lay awake thinking about you and the ones you led astray. your friends, your seniors, your uncle. cola, you caused a lot of worry and a lot of grief and a LOT of pain when you were alive.

do you understand my apprehension now?

[bittersweetbozo]

I still don’t quite comprehend how a day can ‘repeat’ as Earl claimed it did, and am still quite skeptical on the matter…

I am aware that Egg is… different from when I first met them. Change is a hard thing to accept and Hallet’s change was a lot more abrupt then I would have liked. I’m still not entirely sure how to explain what happened to them, but I know that in the end, they still tried to save me. I’m deeply indebted to them, and sincerely wish I could pay it back. I doubt that I could now.

I do understand your fear and accusations. I was a terrible parasite in life, infecting everyone I touched with my poison and leading them to their doom. And now here I am, living beyond death and spreading my filth all over the screens of everyone here. I can’t help but do it. I wish I could just disappear and spare everyone the pain of having to deal with me.

I really do want to leave so that everyone can be happier.

[kryoneiros]

move on not for us, but for yourself. or are you just afraid of what awaits you, now that you see what you were in life?

whatever waits for you on the other side, that’s where you belong. move on and go home. staying here is too lonely, and you’ll lose yourself in the weight of your life and your death. when that happens, there won’t be enough of you left to help move on.

[bittersweetbozo]

I think I understand, but I’m not sure. I feel so tired all of a sudden. I’m sorry Maro, but could we continue this another time? I think I might sleep soon.

[violinsandmasquerades-blog]

Goodnight, David.

[bittersweetbozo]

Go od nigHt Ha L Let. Sle e e͡ ę ͞p҉ ẃ̸͜ ̶̢͜͞e̸̡ ̢҉̧͘l̷͟ ̸̵̡͏ĺ̵̡̪̯̭͙͈̻̼̙͙̝

[bittersweetbozo]

can't really leave this alone. typical of the two of us. cola, how much do you know now? how much can you remember? can you see all the things we other students did for you? can you see the fullness of the events that led you here? -maro

Hey Maro.

I know a lot of things, so you’d have to be more specific. I know I only recently ‘woke up’ if that is what you’re asking. I’ve been drowsy and kind of out of it for the past three (i think?) days… I remember the pain in my hands and around my skull. It was like I had an intense muscle spasm. I remember seeing something coming towards me, but that is when it all faded to black. 

I remember what I did to Earl and Quill. I should apologize to them.

I remember seeing Egg after their change in the cafe. I was terrified and felt so betrayed…

I remember my uncle’s expression when he gained the sight for the first time. I shouldn’t have given that to him.

I remember wondering if Egg liked me back, and wondering what my family would think about that. 

I remember thinking I didn’t deserve all of my friends that I had. Thinking back, I was right.

Is there something specific you were asking about?

[kryoneiros]

do you remember that i told you all the things we did for you? all the ways we died for you?

can you see things you couldn’t see before? can you see the truth behind what it is i said?

if you can’t, can you believe me?

[bittersweetbozo]

A lot of things are blurry and fuzzy in my head. 

But I do remember a few things… 

I know I was wrong in a lot of ways, but I do stand by a lot of things. I’m not going to try and force them on others though.

I will listen, but I can’t promise belief.

[kryoneiros]

you learn. less of a skull to have to get through now, huh? (that was rude and uncalled for, but i couldn’t resist it)

well, egg changed so drastically to save you and you ran from them, refused to believe them. egg, the one we now know you loved.

cicero died in your place, and earl changed the flow of time until no one, including you, had to die (that is, until your place was one that didn’t involve dying). in that process, i was killed two times. it wasn’t pleasant and it went unappreciated. in life, all our deaths went unappreciated by you.

many nights i lay awake thinking about you and the ones you led astray. your friends, your seniors, your uncle. cola, you caused a lot of worry and a lot of grief and a LOT of pain when you were alive.

do you understand my apprehension now?

[bittersweetbozo]

I still don’t quite comprehend how a day can ‘repeat’ as Earl claimed it did, and am still quite skeptical on the matter…

I am aware that Egg is… different from when I first met them. Change is a hard thing to accept and Hallet’s change was a lot more abrupt then I would have liked. I’m still not entirely sure how to explain what happened to them, but I know that in the end, they still tried to save me. I’m deeply indebted to them, and sincerely wish I could pay it back. I doubt that I could now.

I do understand your fear and accusations. I was a terrible parasite in life, infecting everyone I touched with my poison and leading them to their doom. And now here I am, living beyond death and spreading my filth all over the screens of everyone here. I can’t help but do it. I wish I could just disappear and spare everyone the pain of having to deal with me.

I really do want to leave so that everyone can be happier.

[kryoneiros]

move on not for us, but for yourself. or are you just afraid of what awaits you, now that you see what you were in life?

whatever waits for you on the other side, that’s where you belong. move on and go home. staying here is too lonely, and you’ll lose yourself in the weight of your life and your death. when that happens, there won’t be enough of you left to help move on.

[bittersweetbozo]

I think I understand, but I'm not sure. I feel so tired all of a sudden. I'm sorry Maro, but could we continue this another time? I think I might sleep soon.

[bittersweetbozo]

I wonder what everyone is dreaming about.

It’s so lonely without anyone to speak to…

[nickname-elsewhereu-blog]

nights are usually like this

[bittersweetbozo]

Why are you up this late Nicki? Can’t sleep?

[nickname-elsewhereu-blog]

I don’t need to, not anymore

how is death treating you?

[bittersweetbozo]

It’s not fun. I’m constantly dizzy, and drowsy and bored.

I deserve this though so I shouldn’t complain.

How is not sleeping anymore treating you?

[nickname-elsewhereu-blog]

I have more time, way more time, I don’t get really tired anymore, only mentally, If I was feeling suicidal I could go on a run right now, but I don’t think that would be wise. 

There are side effects of course, every deal has at least one side effect, sidhe effect, heh

[bittersweetbozo]

I see. Yes I suppose that could place a damper on things…

[nickname-elsewhereu-blog]

I don’t suppose you are able to get a cup of coffee with somebody?

[bittersweetbozo]

No, I can’t move from this spot unfortunately. And even if I could I doubt you could see me, I saw a hiker this morning, but they completely ignored me.

I don’t really need to drink either. Thanks for the offer though.

[paintedface-eu]

Sooooo are you dead again?

[bittersweetbozo]

I’m pretty sure I’ve always been dead Pf.

[paintedface-eu]

Always?

[bittersweetbozo]

Not always, just since I've been here. Or

Ugh, it's hard to explain right now. Everything is foggy.

[bittersweetbozo]

I wonder what everyone is dreaming about.

It’s so lonely without anyone to speak to…

[nickname-elsewhereu-blog]

nights are usually like this

[bittersweetbozo]

Why are you up this late Nicki? Can’t sleep?

[nickname-elsewhereu-blog]

I don’t need to, not anymore

how is death treating you?

[bittersweetbozo]

It’s not fun. I’m constantly dizzy, and drowsy and bored.

I deserve this though so I shouldn’t complain.

How is not sleeping anymore treating you?

[nickname-elsewhereu-blog]

I have more time, way more time, I don’t get really tired anymore, only mentally, If I was feeling suicidal I could go on a run right now, but I don’t think that would be wise. 

There are side effects of course, every deal has at least one side effect, sidhe effect, heh

[bittersweetbozo]

I see. Yes I suppose that could place a damper on things…

[nickname-elsewhereu-blog]

I don’t suppose you are able to get a cup of coffee with somebody?

[bittersweetbozo]

No, I can’t move from this spot unfortunately. And even if I could I doubt you could see me, I saw a hiker this morning, but they completely ignored me.

I don’t really need to drink either. Thanks for the offer though.

[paintedface-eu]

Sooooo are you dead again?

[bittersweetbozo]

I'm pretty sure I've always been dead Pf.

[bittersweetbozo]

I wonder what everyone is dreaming about.

It’s so lonely without anyone to speak to…

[nickname-elsewhereu-blog]

nights are usually like this

[bittersweetbozo]

Why are you up this late Nicki? Can’t sleep?

[nickname-elsewhereu-blog]

I don’t need to, not anymore

how is death treating you?

[bittersweetbozo]

It’s not fun. I’m constantly dizzy, and drowsy and bored.

I deserve this though so I shouldn’t complain.

How is not sleeping anymore treating you?

[nickname-elsewhereu-blog]

I have more time, way more time, I don’t get really tired anymore, only mentally, If I was feeling suicidal I could go on a run right now, but I don’t think that would be wise. 

There are side effects of course, every deal has at least one side effect, sidhe effect, heh

[bittersweetbozo]

I see. Yes I suppose that could place a damper on things…

[nickname-elsewhereu-blog]

I don’t suppose you are able to get a cup of coffee with somebody?

[bittersweetbozo]

No, I can't move from this spot unfortunately. And even if I could I doubt you could see me, I saw a hiker this morning, but they completely ignored me.

I don't really need to drink either. Thanks for the offer though.

[bittersweetbozo]

I wonder what everyone is dreaming about.

It’s so lonely without anyone to speak to…

[nickname-elsewhereu-blog]

nights are usually like this

[bittersweetbozo]

Why are you up this late Nicki? Can’t sleep?

[nickname-elsewhereu-blog]

I don’t need to, not anymore

how is death treating you?

[bittersweetbozo]

It’s not fun. I’m constantly dizzy, and drowsy and bored.

I deserve this though so I shouldn’t complain.

How is not sleeping anymore treating you?

[nickname-elsewhereu-blog]

I have more time, way more time, I don’t get really tired anymore, only mentally, If I was feeling suicidal I could go on a run right now, but I don’t think that would be wise. 

There are side effects of course, every deal has at least one side effect, sidhe effect, heh

[bittersweetbozo]

I see. Yes I suppose that could place a damper on things...

[bittersweetbozo]

I wonder what everyone is dreaming about.

It’s so lonely without anyone to speak to…

[nickname-elsewhereu-blog]

nights are usually like this

[bittersweetbozo]

Why are you up this late Nicki? Can’t sleep?

[nickname-elsewhereu-blog]

I don’t need to, not anymore

how is death treating you?

[bittersweetbozo]

It's not fun. I'm constantly dizzy, and drowsy and bored.

I deserve this though so I shouldn't complain.

How is not sleeping anymore treating you?

[bittersweetbozo]

I wonder what everyone is dreaming about.

It’s so lonely without anyone to speak to…

[nickname-elsewhereu-blog]

nights are usually like this

[bittersweetbozo]

Why are you up this late Nicki? Can't sleep?

[bittersweetbozo]

I wonder what everyone is dreaming about. It's so lonely without anyone to speak to...

[bittersweetbozo]

@egg-is-dead I’m really sorry about everything…

[violinsandmasquerades-blog]

Don’t say that. Don’t say that you’re sorry. It’s a dangerous thing to say to anybody, especially me.

[bittersweetbozo]

I can't help but be so Egg.

You saved me so many times, and I still failed you.

I'm so very sorry.

In life I was useless, and now I'm even more so in death.

[bittersweetbozo]

I think a lot of people have gone to sleep.

I can’t sleep, not anymore. I can’t even leave this area. 

All I can do is sit here and think and wait.

At least I can catch up on here.

[nickname-elsewhereu-blog]

Sleep is important

[bittersweetbozo]

I’m so tired, I wish I could sleep.

[nickname-elsewhereu-blog]

I hope you get to sleep soon

[bittersweetbozo]

I don't know if I will, but thank you.

[bittersweetbozo]

can't really leave this alone. typical of the two of us. cola, how much do you know now? how much can you remember? can you see all the things we other students did for you? can you see the fullness of the events that led you here? -maro

Hey Maro.

I know a lot of things, so you’d have to be more specific. I know I only recently ‘woke up’ if that is what you’re asking. I’ve been drowsy and kind of out of it for the past three (i think?) days… I remember the pain in my hands and around my skull. It was like I had an intense muscle spasm. I remember seeing something coming towards me, but that is when it all faded to black. 

I remember what I did to Earl and Quill. I should apologize to them.

I remember seeing Egg after their change in the cafe. I was terrified and felt so betrayed…

I remember my uncle’s expression when he gained the sight for the first time. I shouldn’t have given that to him.

I remember wondering if Egg liked me back, and wondering what my family would think about that. 

I remember thinking I didn’t deserve all of my friends that I had. Thinking back, I was right.

Is there something specific you were asking about?

[kryoneiros]

do you remember that i told you all the things we did for you? all the ways we died for you?

can you see things you couldn’t see before? can you see the truth behind what it is i said?

if you can’t, can you believe me?

[bittersweetbozo]

A lot of things are blurry and fuzzy in my head. 

But I do remember a few things… 

I know I was wrong in a lot of ways, but I do stand by a lot of things. I’m not going to try and force them on others though.

I will listen, but I can’t promise belief.

[kryoneiros]

you learn. less of a skull to have to get through now, huh? (that was rude and uncalled for, but i couldn’t resist it)

well, egg changed so drastically to save you and you ran from them, refused to believe them. egg, the one we now know you loved.

cicero died in your place, and earl changed the flow of time until no one, including you, had to die (that is, until your place was one that didn’t involve dying). in that process, i was killed two times. it wasn’t pleasant and it went unappreciated. in life, all our deaths went unappreciated by you.

many nights i lay awake thinking about you and the ones you led astray. your friends, your seniors, your uncle. cola, you caused a lot of worry and a lot of grief and a LOT of pain when you were alive.

do you understand my apprehension now?

[bittersweetbozo]

I still don't quite comprehend how a day can 'repeat' as Earl claimed it did, and am still quite skeptical on the matter...

I am aware that Egg is... different from when I first met them. Change is a hard thing to accept and Hallet's change was a lot more abrupt then I would have liked. I'm still not entirely sure how to explain what happened to them, but I know that in the end, they still tried to save me. I'm deeply indebted to them, and sincerely wish I could pay it back. I doubt that I could now.

I do understand your fear and accusations. I was a terrible parasite in life, infecting everyone I touched with my poison and leading them to their doom. And now here I am, living beyond death and spreading my filth all over the screens of everyone here. I can't help but do it. I wish I could just disappear and spare everyone the pain of having to deal with me.

I really do want to leave so that everyone can be happier.

[bittersweetbozo]

I think a lot of people have gone to sleep.

I can’t sleep, not anymore. I can’t even leave this area. 

All I can do is sit here and think and wait.

At least I can catch up on here.

[nickname-elsewhereu-blog]

Sleep is important

[bittersweetbozo]

I’m so tired, I wish I could sleep.

[bittersweetbozo]

can't really leave this alone. typical of the two of us. cola, how much do you know now? how much can you remember? can you see all the things we other students did for you? can you see the fullness of the events that led you here? -maro

Hey Maro.

I know a lot of things, so you’d have to be more specific. I know I only recently ‘woke up’ if that is what you’re asking. I’ve been drowsy and kind of out of it for the past three (i think?) days… I remember the pain in my hands and around my skull. It was like I had an intense muscle spasm. I remember seeing something coming towards me, but that is when it all faded to black. 

I remember what I did to Earl and Quill. I should apologize to them.

I remember seeing Egg after their change in the cafe. I was terrified and felt so betrayed…

I remember my uncle’s expression when he gained the sight for the first time. I shouldn’t have given that to him.

I remember wondering if Egg liked me back, and wondering what my family would think about that. 

I remember thinking I didn’t deserve all of my friends that I had. Thinking back, I was right.

Is there something specific you were asking about?

[liminal-spacethyme]

I… don’t know how to react to you being… not alive, I guess, but here.  I can’t speak for Quill, but you don’t need to apologize to me.  You didn’t understand what you were doing, and I was not hurt because of it.

And besides, I failed you.

[bittersweetbozo]

No Earl, that was all on me. 

At the time, I knew what I was doing. I knew there would be danger in giving the sight to people, but at the time O just wanted people to understand what I was going through. 

It was my fault for doing all of that. I shouldn’t have, and I was terrible for doing so. 

I am so so sorry for what I put you through.

[bittersweetbozo]

can't really leave this alone. typical of the two of us. cola, how much do you know now? how much can you remember? can you see all the things we other students did for you? can you see the fullness of the events that led you here? -maro

Hey Maro.

I know a lot of things, so you’d have to be more specific. I know I only recently ‘woke up’ if that is what you’re asking. I’ve been drowsy and kind of out of it for the past three (i think?) days… I remember the pain in my hands and around my skull. It was like I had an intense muscle spasm. I remember seeing something coming towards me, but that is when it all faded to black. 

I remember what I did to Earl and Quill. I should apologize to them.

I remember seeing Egg after their change in the cafe. I was terrified and felt so betrayed…

I remember my uncle’s expression when he gained the sight for the first time. I shouldn’t have given that to him.

I remember wondering if Egg liked me back, and wondering what my family would think about that. 

I remember thinking I didn’t deserve all of my friends that I had. Thinking back, I was right.

Is there something specific you were asking about?

[kryoneiros]

do you remember that i told you all the things we did for you? all the ways we died for you?

can you see things you couldn’t see before? can you see the truth behind what it is i said?

if you can’t, can you believe me?

[bittersweetbozo]

A lot of things are blurry and fuzzy in my head. 

But I do remember a few things... 

I know I was wrong in a lot of ways, but I do stand by a lot of things. I’m not going to try and force them on others though.

I will listen, but I can’t promise belief.

[bittersweetbozo]

can't really leave this alone. typical of the two of us. cola, how much do you know now? how much can you remember? can you see all the things we other students did for you? can you see the fullness of the events that led you here? -maro

Hey Maro.

I know a lot of things, so you’d have to be more specific. I know I only recently ‘woke up’ if that is what you’re asking. I’ve been drowsy and kind of out of it for the past three (i think?) days… I remember the pain in my hands and around my skull. It was like I had an intense muscle spasm. I remember seeing something coming towards me, but that is when it all faded to black. 

I remember what I did to Earl and Quill. I should apologize to them.

I remember seeing Egg after their change in the cafe. I was terrified and felt so betrayed…

I remember my uncle’s expression when he gained the sight for the first time. I shouldn’t have given that to him.

I remember wondering if Egg liked me back, and wondering what my family would think about that. 

I remember thinking I didn’t deserve all of my friends that I had. Thinking back, I was right.

Is there something specific you were asking about?