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Kurt take me away....

#nirvana #kurt cobain #music is my boyfriend #sweet escape

larry-gergich

"I’m a garden rose."

And my handsome prince ♡♡♡

My perfect son :) Jacob Tate

update:

I am no longer a Turner... I am a Hernandez! and I pushed a beautiful perfect baby boy out of my vagina :) he is 6 months old and the light of my life! My husband is my price charming and takes such good care of us. And guess what?! We are having another one!! Yep another child has to come out of my little hole! Its so crazy how much my life has changed in a year...reading my previous posts man oh man I was so dumb....I made the right decisions for sure! Couldnt be more happy with my life right now :))

Im gonna hold on to the idea that I can have my cake and eat it too...i can.

On the other hand:

The guy ive wanted for.4 yrs has finally grown.some.balls and has made things happen between.us...but of course its right when.i give up on us and my.prince finds me...aaand its just months before he.enlists with the army and goes away for 4 yrs...i know he doesnt want a gf while hes serving and.i.completely agree...but I want him...for.right now...hes amazing.

On one hand:

I have a prince charming who does everything to make me feel beautiful and secure and wanted. Hes everything I want... but I dont think im ready...i still feel so.young...i dont want to quit smokeing...i dont like going home before midnight much less sleeping before midnight....there will be plenty of time for.sleep when im dead...the worst thing to me is for me to become boreing...i dont want the.boreing life with a boreing family being good.citizens...

Going from being single for 24 years to a serious relationship in a little over a month is a lot harder then youd think...i miss doing what I want when I want :/