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this is a BLUNT zine about child sexual abuse and the body and gender and rape culture and doctors and (meaningless) consent and control and

New zine up on my gumroad! An angry, blunt rant about the rhetoric of sexual violence, and the ways that it’s still weaponized against survivors, even (or perhaps especially) when we attempt to declare our unassailable right to our own bodily autonomy.

#zine #sexual abuse #child sexual abuse #survivor #abuse survivor

#writing

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Can a man be a lesbian? A perzine exploring the "contradictory" nature of bigender existence when you are a womanman manwoman--who is also r

My latest zine! “BoyDyke: Bigender Manhood and Lesbian Attraction” is up on my gumroad!

Can a man be a lesbian? A perzine exploring the "contradictory" nature of bigender existence when you are a womanman manwoman--who is also r

My latest zine! “BoyDyke: Bigender Manhood and Lesbian Attraction” is up on my gumroad!

#trans #transgender #non-binary #lesbian #bigender #zine #lesboy #boydyke #boy dyke

oleandrsstudio

This week's #zine #review is of "Puddletown Masc: A Trans(sitioning) Zine: Dysphoria. Part 1" by Tor Lowell @bitterteahymnal

Content warning: the zine discusses child sexual abuse, dysphoria, suicide, self-harm, dissociation, transphobia, misogyny, religious abuse

This was a heavy zine.

One of the things I love about zines is how they're documentation: a record of a person's experience and knowledge. Puddletown Masc is a testimony. It's a story about Tor's experience with dysphoria, about struggling to simply survive. And it's a story about finding one's way. It can be painful and confusing and terrifying -- but it's how we can learn to live.

I felt a lot while reading this.

#thank you!

gender0bender

Pages from a zine I made about disability. You can view the full zine on my itchio as well as download your own prinatble copy! Payment no longer optional as I’ve had some emergency expenses so the zine is currently £2.50, but this is a temporary thing.

ID: an illustration of the wounded man standing almost naked, impaled with multiple weapons. His body is coloured in red while the ground and weapons are black. His face looks tired.

The second image is black text with red ornate letters are the start of each paragraph that reads “You have to imagine that the wounded man is happy. That he has friends and family who love him, that his lovers taste his blood when they go down on him and don’t flinch from how the swords slide in and out of his body during sex. You have to convince yourself that after he has broken down and sobbed from the pain and fear that he picks himself and his wounds up off the floor and continues onwards. You have to make yourself believe that it is better to bleed than to be dead. You have to believe that this life is worth living too.” ED.

#just bought #and it was beautiful

Portland, OR

Mechanical pencil with square lead

#calligraphy #words #pencil

bitterteahymnal

Written, as always, for my girlfriend

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My girlfriend called me her dork muse.

#trans men #transmasc #transmasculine

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frankenstein-zomboy-deactivated

My first zine is officially complete! It’s about being trans, fighting for yourself, and becoming something new. It’s my first zine and I made it using collage techniques, then scanned it and cleaned it up digitally.

You can get your own copy here. It would seriously help out this disabled queer artist.

genderqueerdykes

wo/man, a zine about being a man & a woman at the same time, is now out!

wo/man is a 30 page PDF about what it's like to live as a man and a woman at the same time, embracing being multitransitional, bigenderism, and more!

You can purchase a copy for $5 or more on our Ko-Fi! Every sale goes towards supporting a disabled bigender lesbian escape unsafe housing and evade potential homelessness. I need to be out of my house by mid October, so every little bit of help goes a long way. Thank you for reading & interacting!