ball jointed girl

✨💕folie a deux💕✨ | H: 5’7 | CW: 138 | UGW: 100 | trauma | schizophrenia | bulimia | sex and violence as a coping mechanism | ⛓NSFW⛓KIK: Bjg1rl

[bjgirl]

Today my manager asked me how I’ve been losing weight!! MY FUCKING BOSS WTF

[mynewoldedblog-deactivated20220]

I just want him to be able to pick me up without struggling

[dug-two-graves]

every day I step on my silly little scale and want to jump off my silly little roof

[baratlover]

[sad-enbie]

my sensible brain: actually, starving is not the correct way to loose weight as you body enters a 'starvation mode' and your metabolis-

my ed: no food = no fat

my sensible brain: u right I'm sorry my bad

[lizyax]

perfect.

[gravehop187]

Vent (tw)

When I’m dead my parents will love me again.

[juniperjoonpearl-deactivated202]

“You see, the nightmare of schizophrenia is not knowing what’s true. Imagine if you had suddenly learned that the people and the places and the moments most important to you were not gone, not dead, but worse, had never been. What kind of hell would that be?”

— “A Beautiful Mind”

[labygate]

Auditory hallucinations: *incoherent whispering*

Me: speak THE FUCK up or shut THE FUCK up

[thoughts-of-a-schizophrenic]

Every conversation I ever have

“I’m sorry what did you say? Could you repeat that? Sorry I didnt hear you what was that?”

[mywusc]

uncertainty

is the only

certainty

[sometimesicryatnight-deactivate]

[gravehop187]

[blackcoffxe]

🍵

[realisticrecovery-deactivated20]

trauma makes me feel weak like i’m still a sick child. all i want is to grow up, move on, straighten my back and live

[furiousgoldfish]

abusive parents will act like most selfish, spoiled, tantrum-throwing children and then insist on their children acting like adults

[seraphimrot]