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just binge watched all of TADC in one day and my thoughts are
I love lesbians
my god do I love joining fandoms late/after everything has already released because I can only imagine the hell hole this fandom was, especially with Jax and her being trans
I love lesbians
Love it when every other message in the group chat is just “oh honeyyy” because we are all in fact, going through it
Imagine you’re a seasoned fbi agent trying to take down the literal mafia and your key witnesses are 2 asshole 19 year olds who refuse to let themselves go into witness protection bc then they can’t play their college sport. Let’s just say that Agent Browning should count his lucky stars he hasn’t discovered how Kevin Day connects to all of this bc he would not leave one conversation with Kevin with his sanity intact
your life is not an optimization problem
as in you'll never achieve the perfect daily routine, sleep schedule, coping mechanisms, mannerisms, fashion sense etc. even after years and years of healing and improvement and self-discovery. you will never be so good at life that you manage to utilize every waking moment. its great to be productive and all but sometimes you'll suck ass. sometimes you'll take eight hours to be done with a twenty minute job. you'll prioritize the wrong thing. you'll sleep for 12 hrs just to avoid being awake. you'll relapse. and you'll relapse again. you'll forget to turn in the assignment. you'll order too little food. life is far too large and complex for you to even experience it completely, much less try to make sense of and control it. you can't. please give up on that and be at peace with the hours you lose. they are not separate from your life.
First time playing dnd and we got delayed for an hour because tech issues so I just started reading Romeo and Juliet aloud. Very fun and I did break the dm
Second time ever playing dnd and I fall asleep mid session
“There’s plenty of fish in the sea” well i don’t know what ocean you fish in but over here the water’s fucking polluted
First time playing dnd and we got delayed for an hour because tech issues so I just started reading Romeo and Juliet aloud. Very fun and I did break the dm
Looking through my own selfies and going “ugh how am I even real” #prettyprivilege
i hate the word spicy can we bring back calling things erotic
rolling up to Wendy's to get an erotic chicken sandwich
Kinda find it funny that my ex best friend who I fell out of contact with is the one who introduced me to Noah Kahan
Why the fuck did she reach out to me not even twenty four hours after I posted this
Kinda find it funny that my ex best friend who I fell out of contact with is the one who introduced me to Noah Kahan
Man these new anti depressants got me going to bed at ten pm and eating wanting to eat balanced meal what the fuck
Listening the there great divide in stages because just listening to Doors, American cars and Downfall in one sitting almost killed me
hey don't cry. blorbo coughing up blood
blorbo writhing in agony ok? don't cry
blorbo screaming so much their voice becomes hoarse and weak and the pain still won't stop
blorbo unable to close their eyes and avoid the visceral sight of their own body
blorbo suffering unimaginable pain and being powerless to stop it ok? ok
Were some of y’all really taught nothing about medication/mental illness growing up?
I was talking to a friend the other day about how my doctor, after being really stumped on whatever the fuck is wrong with me, decided to prescribe me some anti depressants. Throwing shit at the wall and seeing what sticks ya know? It’s also because mental health issues run in my family so that’s provably why I was just given them so easily. Anyways I was telling her about this and her reaction was really fucking weird. She was so absolutely flabbergasted on why a doctor would give me “happy pills” and she didn’t even really understand what anti depressants even were. She was so concerned for me because I was “sad” asking me if I was ok and if I needed someone to talk to.
And it’s just kinda weird to me because, like I said, my family has a history of mental illness. Both my parents have been taking anti depressants and anxiety meds since before I can actually remember shit. Growing up they’d talk about it as if it were any other health issue. Getting a prescription for anti depressants for me meant absolutely nothing. I know I’m probably depressed and all how this really affects my life is that I have to set up an alarm now so I don’t forget to take them.
But apparently some people have a very skewed view of mental illness
I had too much caffiene and I can feel my bones vibrating
