god i hate the people from my job so fucking much
I hate how they say "fat" or "big" like it's a bad thing, or how using a bigger size of clothing has to have some sort of justification - as if the clothes define how you are
I'm taller (5'5) than most of them, and bigger too (I'm fat, chubby and curvy, round face and big butt and soft belly) and CONSTANTLY they talk in such a tone that anyone that is skinny is better and it gives me a feeling of being worthless
And I know I'm a fucking catch, not only because of who i am but I also love my body, even when I struggle with it
But omg, I can't I just can't keep listening to how the word fat is said, or big, or how they find justifications to show their messed up opinion while not being openly aggressive
Like, when we eat, if it's not something like a fruit or vegetables, you are "cheating on your diet", or how bread is awful for you, or how someone is so much more beautiful after losing weight or how someone is fat and the voice sounds like it's saying that person robbed their family or something