Black Rosé Da Poetess

I'm an aspiring poetic. Love to express my feelings in a creative way. The things I write sometimes about the things I go through and see.Love, spirtiual, relationships, sexually and life itself. People and things around me gives me motivation and inspiration. Poerty allows you to be yourself and have your own inner voice like no other. Its comes from the heart. It's my blessing to those who can relate. Hope everyone who gets a chance to read my poems enjoy it❤

[blackrosedapoetess]

Something about your light and darkness that gives me true love that I can't find in empty in space. I know that no matter wherever I go, you're be there. No matter where we are in the world, we're finding a special moment just for you and I while the world ignores what's pure . How can I love you indiguise ? I can never hide my truth from you when you're my light. I find peace and grace . I can finally not listen to my heart, but I know my heart without confusion. I won't make this long because it doesn't take much to recognize beauty. You've got all my attention and love. You've what I pray for silently in hidden place. Just in time, you've always come to guide me through and give me joy

With everything that is going on in the world, you're my true love

[redinkquill]

Should Have Written Sooner

I had something in mind

For a special kind of poem

It’s just that I’m not knowing

What it was

Should have written it down

When it popped in my head

Instead I thought

‘I’ll remember in the future’

Should have written it down sooner

Oh well

[blackrosedapoetess]

That's the 💯 percent Fact

[blackrosedapoetess]

Who cried for me ?

Who spoke up for me?

Who fly with me?

Who prayed for me?

Who actually love me and adore me?

I know someone out there way beyond for my spirit tell me so

God has told me I'm not alone

Therfore angel was sent my way

Not to judge me or abuse me or confuse me but to love me in the condition that I am in

An Angel did all for me.....

Still I stand as wings are over me

[blackrosedapoetess]

The dark love I have for him

It's true I love him still

It's true even though I've been hurt

I love him still

It's true I have not love no other

No other has love me

I'm under a dark heaven

Have I lost mind

My mind left the state of me and him

It's true I speak his name still

Its true that love is really ill

I'm living the illness of love

I've been on and off like a light switch

My heart doesn't exist to most

It's true I feel like I'm living in host

I've searched and seek high and low

The best of me isn't here yet

I'm still in awe of pain and love that I can't operate

It's true that he is my first love and first heartache also the last

I've come to dead end there will not be no revolution for me to love as long I'm in this dark cloud and thinking silent that the strength I had to love was only stronger than

My wall is so beyond its not even bricks

Something harder until a light comes

I'm done trying to find love

The fact is love is here

It's me!

In and out of the twilight

Because of the dark love I have for him

Loving in a dark place is no mystery

One can tell because my heart sometimes is speaking

I can't hide the fact the history remains

Until a brighter future

Yet slowly and long matter of time

I'm leaving that dark cloud of mine

And enjoy my shadow to love me

In the light of love, there comes a time, place, and someone to uncover my darkness

[peintre-stephane]

poppy power

translated from a @ultra-zaitsev23 photo

[blackrosedapoetess]

The education of hard knock love

Living and loving through pain

So much to gain from it

Is it that pain made me

Love that made me confuse,  weak and sometimes strong

To go on and let go

Wrongful things

Reflecting on the past like glistening moon above the ocean

The light over me

The dark of me

Mix feelings

Like chemical science project

I object the law who judge me

All that we've all been through

Yet such rough road

Temporary I'll love

Temporary pain

Like a secret garden

Hidden treasure

Hidden wounds

As my heart pound how Can I breathe and go on as I do

Taking it all in like a Ballon

Just to feel the burst of life that was within

So many losses

Done paid the price of love and pain

Love knocks

The door open with the heart of broken stones,  gems and pearls

Yet I cry with dry tears

I only want to the love without twisted situation

Love rocks , knock and lock

The clock of love leaves me at the edge of the dock of my own thoughts

Wounds to be heal , open , new wounds

Same person and different outcome

Different person or same

Wait minute my heart will always be the same

Longing for the real love

A love that don't knock me down

If love kisses the mistakes

Let my breath be fulfilled

Let my mind be restored

Forever let my live through the doors that close

It's a hard knock love for me

My heart is at sea waiting like letter in the bottle

The love is me is up

My mind ...who is to judge

I've been told I'm confused when it comes to love

No I'm misunderstood when it comes to my heart

I've been through rain holding in all the pain throughout the years

Having faith that love isn't dry

It's hard knock love for me

[spiritualseeker777]

[blackrosedapoetess]

There is no deal breaker

I stand in the fog of the universe

I am hung alone on the fig tree

What's life of empty branches

My soul is nude as my thoughts

No it can't be read

Slowly the obvious show

My tears are counted

They are ignore like the lonely river

Even if there was a fisher by side

I'm loner  by heart

Yes I smile, laugh and play

Reality sinks in while I drive under the moonlight

I know God is near

I fear what is to become or not to become

Can my heart of many hearts be restore?

Will there be such Glory and understanding?

I STAND ALONE BY MY BRAVE HEART

Days I feel out of air

The atmosphere changes like

Loner of my ring in the corner

Back against the wall

Hidden truth

No one will never understand

[blackrosedapoetess]

I can't find myself still

My Heart is like a maze

A maze with hidden secrets some may know but not the whole world

Not newfound soul

Not the one that I love deepe than the sea

A maze with hidden treasure

I wouldn't give satisfaction of the significance on my path

My heart would dare to be so soft as silk

Colder than an iceberg

I can't find myself still

I move peaceful with my own doubted thoughts if a dice would roll I would pray on it

I can't find myself forever in your arms

24 hours

I can't find myself dedicated to you and only you

I can't find myself in your pages that you so write visibly

I do see the love in your window

I do it feel through your opening of wound

I taste it through your grape vine

I hear the soar of your voice that magical lifts my spirt into them into tears

I can't find myself still

Like autumn, spring and summer leaves

I wander like the breeze of freedom

Love can't keep still

Love becomes ill

Love becomes pain

Love becomes temporary

Although I just long for it and that's all it's bound to do

[blackrosedapoetess]

I love you and will always love you

U had sex with her

Wish it was bc wanted to be you

You left me and didn't want to give me another chance even though you gave me more chances

You've dance with me

Pour your tears

Yet I didn't hear

How selfish of me

If really loved you

I would not dare to fall into my own trap

When I could of wrap you into my arms

Where love is the real deal

As man I only thought with the head below

Instead of been patience with love....,

[blackrosedapoetess]

I can't lose myself if I'm about to lose myself I'm not that body of an ocean where there is life of deeper surface

The space I try to create from things and people

I can't lose my truth

I can only know my worth and purpose

Even if people have an proposal

Life is bigger purpose

This isn't supposed ……

[blackrosedapoetess]

Unheard love

Pain and tears

Years of reflection of what I wanted and could of been

In the moment spilling tears and hurt of what could of been the future

What could of been future does it care about my past pain that I'm still living at this moment

As I'm in tears of poisonous 

The saying drunk people tell the truth

I've Always been real

Real as my pain and love

The two isn't good combination 

Love and pain

No matter what the circumstances

Like mix drink it's a fix

Just A MESS!

I FINALLY CONFESS WITH MY HEART WHAT COULD BEEN OF BEEN FUTURE

SINCE THE PAST ISN'T PASSED AWAY 

I'M STILL IN RECOVERY AS I AM DISCOVERY MYSELF AND LIFE MUCH MORE

I don't want my life on repeat like different look

Same taste

So it's up to me to make of my life what it can be

Not man or woman

Me and God

That's my journey

An difficult one TOO

Love and real love is from within

For some it's about survival

For some love and survival

Love, everything will fall in place

In meantime I'm unheard

When I pray I know above hears me and wipe my tears away

Unheard love…..

[blackrosedapoetess]

Because he's here and he had it, live it and touch by it

I'm not going to sink into something that is here.I'm not too going walk long trail's and thinking of the past

I want the heart that connects between everything that bring love to me

A love that's not here but there

A love of time, patience and risk's

A love that falls like leaves

For he's all the reason to be there

The other that I want is there

The other that I dare

The other that I challenge

The one that God has for me

Not the one who wants me and adore me for a moment

The one who will cherish me through every chapter, lap , dance, pain and unconditional happiness

I dare for him to love me and take me away as far as my mind and heart can go. 

A new flame

An old soul

An angel of mines

Because there is no deeper love than the one who is there

My heart is far and where I should be

I fall in love with realty

Speak the heat

Love burn worse than pain

So I wait for HIM

My body, mind and heart will wait because I won't settle for “ Here”

[blackrosedapoetess]

If Love is patience

The key to the heart

A heart that never closed

A kiss that is memorable

Passion that is never forgotten

If Love is patience

Love can be trust, right

In everything of Light , right

It's more of flesh that drives mind wild

It's more that sexual drug that gets me high

If Love is patience

I must question myself

Why the f**k I am here in a room full of motherless love

Why can't it be the way it needs to be

Because love is patience

Where is the reward of patience woman 

[blackrosedapoetess]

It's raining and there and everyday I have been looking for the growth within you

Are you a rose, wild flower , weed or just something odd?

Time has it limit and has it doubts and time has its own mind

somethings are on time and some not

Time is a keyword one the essential key word and a very strong ingredient to the heart

Not everyone has the heart to love in a condition of the matter

Crazy, wacky, unable to be stable in some area

Sickness or dysfunctional

It has been said that" You can't help who you fall in love with, if that's the case why do we try to change the matter of the person?

oh thou love grow in who I want you to become

I have nurture you, feed you out my hand

dealt with your foolery

cried nights on our pillow

pray here and there

my heart loudly spoken upon the clouds

Are you clowning me

The glow of my smile fades here and there

I have given you much of dime to my name

yet in pain

The condition I am in to love you in the condition you are in is rare kind of LOVE

I dare to love you with

God , life and time has pour patience into my soul even when there are cold 

Patience is running out

I will love you but not the same

[blackrosedapoetess]

At my one of my darkest hour

When pain reveals alone

With evil thoughts

Knowing my faith

The devil tries to get hold of me

In a world of lost souls

While I'm trying to have my sanity

I see more than what I feel

How can I adore life itself

Love don't live within

Hate by many

I'm grateful that God hears me

When my voice don't count by others

Telling me I have no right to be angry

There is light

Not just the stars or the moon

But the light of reality

My strength to move away from the atmosphere of selfish people

It's just me and my thoughts and my lonely heart

I'm battling with my spirit & my flesh

How much longer God?

I can't weep

I can't sleep

I'm filled with such passion anger

I must defeat what's trying to beat me

4 a.m thoughts

Alone with peace

Sleep will come soon

Just not tonight or the rising star

One of my darkest hour

Needing the power to go beyond

Needing more than what I have

All I have is my faith

My strength nobody can't take from me

The warrior that I am

This fight I win 

I have not giving up

Even through this darkest hour

[pulsatingribs-deactivated202304]

I exist more in the unanswered questions than in those with clear answers.

I live in confusion

Grow inside slightly asymmetric mason jars,

Flourish inside the locked cages with its key hanging on my necklace.

I can hear my voice better when I say nothing at all,

See better with my eyes closed.

[blackrosedapoetess]

This is deep!