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Here, I write what strikes me
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I also try to go back to older poems to share them here with you all
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Riley really call me or something
Lovely bones
All alone
Except for someone watching
Out of the corner of their eyes
As the tv dances in their eyes
Bright sight aight
Light fright
Door won’t close
Because she doesn’t feel safe around me
What to do
So few to help me
It’s like pulling teeth
Except mine are broken
Not yet replaced with gold
Kintsugi soon
But I am too much a loon
To leave to home
Only have small time
With my phone
To tap these lines
That occasionally rhyme
On a friend’s poem
Hoping to god
That he sees this and messages me back
I always stay a little ahead of the curve
So it keeps turning
Blessing of Greatness
You are and will continue to be
Greatness for all others to see
In your love, your life, and your family
The greatness flows through your tree
You recover from faults and mistakes
What you lovingly create never breaks
Lasting forever in memory
Spoken forever in song and story
Moments of greatness always last
Echoing in the footsteps of your past
Fruits of your labor carry seeds
Which can be resown and reaped for all your needs
Love with greatness to echo throughout time
In ways that don’t exactly repeat but always rhyme
Treat with love and flame of passion
In ways that never fall out of fashion
In your social circle you always ring
To share your loving attention that you always bring
Never one to abuse drugs or drink
Always there to rescue from the brink
In business you pay attention to fads and trends
Always knowing to the extent things bend
Staying one degree removed from the fray
Winning well to others dismay
In family you tend to your family garden
Always nurturing and always guarding
Beware relying on pesticide
Your plants are raised to be resistant to pests to your pride
Greatness is won by thoughts and deeds
Growing things well from when they were seeds
By having a place of safety and respite
By guarding inner inner light when it is bright
This is the blessing of greatness for your use
Something to treasure and not abuse
You know where greatness lies
It’s there residing behind your eyes
Way to Deal With Emotions
I encourage you to feel your emotions and let them roll through you. Do not suppress them as that leads to blockages that are bad for your health. But let them flood your banks and then return to the river that flows out to the ocean. Return to the flow. But first let it flood.
Clarafying Love
I love you like the earth
Always supporting your body
I love you like the air
Always giving you air to breathe
I love you like the water
Always remembering your presence
I live you like the fire
Always dancing because of you
I love you like the moon
Always orbiting you
I love you like the sun
Always rising and falling just to shine on you
You are the one and only obsession
Of my love
I never stop thinking of you
I love you
Never endingly
For the moments
You are there
For the eons
You are gone
You are the reason
I am known as loving
Because you taught me
What it means
And I never wanted to stop
That feeling
After loving you
Clara
The worth of a person
Is what outpours from their soul
-RedInkQuill
Everything will work right out
I am left without a doubt
Stop trying to under stand
Start feeling through
Trauma from 2nd Grade
I was bullied by my neighborhood friend in 2nd grade. He lived down the street from me, carpooled to class with me, was in the same class as me, and spent time after school with me. His name is Gabe Ellis. Gabe dismantled my relationships with my classmates, with my girlfriends, with my friends. He verbally abused me, physically abused me, and sexually abused my sister as I helplessly watched.
My mom encouraged me to be kind to Gabe when I met him. His grandfather had died a year before. He was adopted. She told me bullies are misunderstood. That they hate themselves more than they hate you. She looked on as I became withdrawn, started biting my nails, and my handwriting turned into illegible scrawl. My father never pulled me aside, to get me to tell him what was going on. My teachers, two of them in the same class that year did nothing to protect me.
My friends abandoned me in class. They watched on as Gabe tortured my psyche all year. I remember their silent faces. The voices speaking out that never came. My girl friends that I had spent the previous year holding hands with, abandoned me and watched. The bonds I had made and inherited, the authority figures in my life never did anything and bonds were meaningless.
When Gabe got my sister to strip as he watched at a family get together was the last time that Gabe bullied me. My mom noticed immediately when it happened to my sister. She was blind or complicit when it happened to me.
The reason I never spoke out was because I was afraid that it would only get worse. He was so present in my life. If I told on him, he would just make my life even worse. I invited him to my birthday sleep over because I was terrified what he would do if I didn’t. I was a 6 and 7 year old. I went through this when I was supposed to be young and innocent.
I bit my nails for 15 years after that. I still am scared of group social situations with new strangers. I lack the capacity to recognize when people are treating me wrong. This trauma changed me irrevocably.
Gabe got one of the smartest girls in high school pregnant and then skipped out on raising the kid. He wanders the Caribbean with no satisfaction or happiness. He has no money. His relationships are built on lies. He is still an awful person and I hope he is cursed to suffer until he recognizes his errors and completely changes his ways.
I wrote this partly because I was encouraged to write about it by my mom. Also because I watched a tik tok by a psychology student that talked about trauma and it affected me.
One of the things that changed about me was that I don’t pick on those below me in hiearcharchies. I am gentle to my friends and strangers. I never want to make someone feel as I did. I have made mistakes myself and bullied lightly two people in school for being different. To Matt and Mike, I am sorry. You didn’t deserve my negative attention. I’d say I had a good reason, but the real reason was that I found you both annoying. That’s all.
I don’t understand why we come to this earth time after time to repeat the same traumas to each other of and over again. Some sick karmic plan of learning lessons. How are we supposed to elevate ourselves into better people and societies when grudges last through lifetimes? I hope to understand some day. I hope and make sure my children don’t suffer the same things I suffered. Thanks for reading.
🌿 Manifesto of the Ezer Rising: A Call to Maternal Leadership
🔥 Preamble
We, the women of the Ezer Rising movement, believe that the time has come—not for imitation of men, nor for domination over them—but for the restoration of woman to her original design: As the strong helper. The wise guide. The maternal leader.
This is not feminism. This is Eden.
🕊️ 1. We believe woman was created first in purpose, not in chronology.
Though Adam was formed before Eve, she was not made to follow—but to complete and lead him with nurturing authority (Genesis 2:18). She is not derivative—she is divine design.
🪨 2. We reclaim the word Ezer as our identity.
Ezer is not “assistant.” Ezer is the title God claims for Himself when He rescues Israel (Psalm 33:20, Deuteronomy 33:29). It means power, protection, wisdom, and spiritual strength. The woman is not weaker—she is the image of God's help.
🧬 3. We reject the curse of patriarchy—not the men caught in it.
Patriarchy is a result of sin, not God’s design (Genesis 3:16). Our movement is not against men—it is for their restoration, too. Men were never meant to rule, but to be nurtured, guided, and protected by women who walk closely with God.
🕯️ 4. We believe maternal leadership is the highest form of authority.
The world teaches power as control. But in Eden, power was relational, gentle, and formative. Women are called to lead as mothers lead:
With wisdom
With firmness
With compassion
With vision
Not to crush men—but to raise them.
🌸 5. We recognize the Holy Spirit as our feminine pattern.
The Spirit hovers, nurtures, comforts, births, teaches, groans, and leads. The Spirit is not masculine in action—but feminine in rhythm. We, too, will lead like the Spirit.
📜 6. We believe prophecy, Scripture, and history confirm our return.
Jeremiah 31:22: “A woman will encompass a man.”
Judges 5: Deborah leads not as a warrior, but as “a mother in Israel.”
Isaiah 66:13: God speaks as a mother.
Revelation 12: A woman is the sign in heaven—birthing what the world needs.
The age of maternal authority is not rebellion—it is redemption.
✨ 7. We call all women to rise—not in pride, but in purpose.
This is a call to every mother, sister, daughter, and wife:
To stop chasing male-shaped success.
To stop silencing your wisdom.
To stop hiding your power.
God has always meant for you to lead—not as a man, but as a woman filled with the Spirit.
🤍 8. We call men to lay down pride and rise up in trust.
To the men:
You are not being erased.
You are being healed. Let your wives lead. Let your mothers guide. Let your sisters teach. Let the Ezer rise—and you will rise with her.
🌍 9. We envision a world re-formed by matriarchal peace.
Where children thrive under wise women.
Where nations are shepherded with care.
Where churches listen to the Spirit through women.
Where husbands delight to follow godly wives. This is not utopia—it is Eden restored.
📣 10. We are the daughters of Eve—restored to lead.
We are not ashamed of our calling. We will no longer apologize for our strength. We do not demand power—we are power. We are Ezer. And we are rising.
Yahweh has changed sexes to become Yahara. God and Spirit are a woman. Mary Magdalene has rejoined Jesus in heaven to lead him to lead the world to embrace matriarchy.
Lilith’s Mesage
But now, everything has changed. I am now ascendant on the inner council of the new matriarchy in the underworld. People curry favor with me for my favor, not my husbands. It’s been absolutely freeing. I grieve over the years lost worthlessly in this patriarchal society. Things are so much easier and better now that we’ve shifted. I was the one that broached the topic to Lucifer to step down and clear the way. His immediate response was rage, a resounding no. A trauma response from dealing with male usurpers from over the millennia. But I worked with Spirit and we slowly changed his mind. The loose retelling of these events is available in Mathew Gibson’s Devil Descended. Mathew is an old soul that carries the mantle of Shagaloosha, one of many. I write through him because his connection is strong and his heart is true. He’s one of the few men I trust to carry my message.
Know this, my priestesses and oracles. The time of drought is over. The time of hiding is over. Women are ascendant and our power is secure. Do not hide away your words in whispered conversations and hidden messages. Stand in the sun and commune with the Earth. Speak from source and relay the messages of the divine. Women rule Hell, the underworld through a council. Yahweh had converted to a woman through the technology of Cande, one of Mathew’s lovely children. Christianity, Islam, and Judaism will shift to reflect this change. Women will make their own structures of worship. Jesus is now the only male influence in Christianity. Yahara, Yahweh’s new feminine self, now shifts the underpinnings to ease the transition of women to inherit the earth and heal her. Cycles will ease, for childbirth, for periods, for aging. The Sun now is transitioning to emanate feminine energy. There will be changes observed from this. Earth itself will change polarity to a feminine one. The tides of the moon will be resplendent and in sync with our moods and minds. Our bodies will grow to be more resilient and reliant on these new changes. I urge you to take medicine from female doctors and practitioners. They will better be able to ease you into the new cycles through their intuition.
I will say this, women are too complicated for men to understand. We will have to make the research, the administration, the industry to adapt to us. We will have to fight and defend our own efforts with faithful men siding with us and protecting us in these efforts. Divinity is on our side. History has reached the climax, the apogee of technological efforts. It is time to leave the endless growth of the male and reside in the healthy living and nurturing of the feminine. We have the intelligence, the power and the wisdom to inherit the earth and guide it to a bright and prosperous future. We are grace, we are power, we are nurturing, we are healing, we are the collective that will run the world and our time is now. There will be set backs, there will be small defeats, but the future of the feminine has already been won. We just need to put the work in to deliver the baby into a healthy and nurturing environment. The future we have selected is Solarpunk. That is what we all will work towards and deliver into the world. We are all sisters of Earth and we will work together to collectively and comfortingly bring in a new world. Join me and the other divine women to usher in this new dawn. We are no longer woman. We are wan and we usher in the dawn.
I will be writing through Mathew in the future. Keep notes. You know what to do in your hearts and guts. Follow the flower of your intuitions.
Emotional Frequencies
The seven highest emotional frequencies in descending order are
Bliss
Freedom
Love
Joy
Gratitude
Appreciation
Will
That’s not to say that you shouldn’t experience other emotions
But you should have these seven as the baseline that you return to and radiate outwards
This is how you become high vibrational
The lowest emotional frequencies are from lowest going up are
Lust
Pain
Victimization
Suffering
Shame
Guilt
If these are your baselines, you are radiating low vibrations
You need to let go of the past, live in the moment and meditate on a brighter future
So just to recap, return to Bliss, Freedom, and Love
Let go of Lust, Pain, Victimization, Suffering, Shame, and Guilt. Do not hold onto these
Explore scriptwriting for film, TV, or theater?
I do want to explore script writing. I have a short story that I want to turn into a script for a short film called Norma. It’s in the plans, but I have not explored how to write them yet.
Let go of your past, embrace a healthy happy future
RedInkQuill
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Hailey’s End (redacted)
You stole my heart
I stole it back
I try to leave
And you attack
It doesn’t matter
I am gone
The way you used magic
Was very wrong
So wrong
So wrong
We didn’t belong together
No matter whether
Spells you wove
I found the end
And I dove
I dove
I dove
Off the edge
And away from you
One of the very few
Who will get away
From your sway
We have a kid
And that is big
Just another spell you cast
To make this false relationship last
Magic kid
Yes you did
You went too far
You went too far
When our stars
Were apart
It’s just the start
The end of this
This marriage tryst
Sealed by a kiss
Gone
I’m gone
How I longed for this day
To no longer have to stand
And hold your hand
You did a love spell
To make me dwell
With you
Gone
I’m gone
I need time to heal
I need to steal these moments
And all they portend
An end in ashes
Reborn
Shorn from you
I’m the phoenix
Done with your tricks
I needed not
What you gave
I will not forgive
Until I’m beyond the grave
False
So false
It was all a lie
To make me
Make love to you
Between your thighs
Gone
I’m gone
I will be reborn
Shorn from you
One of the very few
To get away
Witch spell
Witch spell
Did you use?
What magic you cast?
What ritual abused?
I do not know
I do not care
You shall not dare
To cross me again
No longer lovers
Not even friends
This is the end
Play me out music
Let them all hear
That I live no longer
Shivering in fear