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Attempting a pinned post!!

Userbox creds @tcc-mojis // userbox image creds @jamespotter09

Hi, you can call me Arch and use whichever pronouns you feel fit. I save various shit here but, mostly the wild amounts of bullshit that happen in the vast “emoji community” and occasionally give my two cents on it. I don’t have much else to say; you can look around to see more in depth what I do around here

Discord: blahblah_arch

Other blog: @emoji-community-confessions

Tagging:

~In no particular order~

#angry guy talks — Because of this ask I decided this would just be my talking tag

#misc archive — A catch all tag; really can be used for anything and basically is

#boundaries archive — a post archiving someone’s boundaries. ie credit interaction or recolor preferences

#traced art — Something I believe is copied or traced art || it may not be directly traced just used for ease of tagging

#tonto — Any post I archive involving Tontoemojis

#apathe — Any post I archive involving apathemojis

#trix — Any post I archive involving trixten01

#k9 — Any post I archive involving K9emotes

#exposer — Any post I archive involving exposeeing

#tcc — Any post I arcive involving tcc-mojis

#ttc — Any post I archive involving thetetrisco

#lem — Any post I archive involving lemqny

#choco — Any post I archive involving Choccocritters

#skel — Any post I archive involving Skelecord/angelemotes

#shuriifin — Any post I archive involving shuriifin

#venus — Any post I archive involving Venus

#gleep — Any post I archive involving GleepGlorpian

#goob — any post I archive involving GooberEmotes

#meeb — any post I archive involving MeebMotes

#wordmojis — any post I archive involving wordmojis (tumblr user not just the concept of wordmojis)

#angel — any post I archive involving angel-emotes aka puppyemotes

#rando - any post i archive involving stillarando

#regular ass reblogs — something I reblog for any reason unrelated to the normal emoji based topics on this blog ie. liking just the post. Just what anyone would typically reblog for; hence “regular ass reblog’s”

#saturn - any post i archive involving Saturns-emotes (old deactived blog) / Razzmatazz-emotes

#aster - any post i archive involving aster-emojjs

This will always be added to as more people are talked about here

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for future reference on queued posts, you can go into the "queue" section in settings and post it directly from there :)

I thought so but it only had a delete button, not even an edit button. It might have been a glitch at the time 🤷‍♂️

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Hello hello! I’m the new entitled emoji creator that was spoken about like.. two hours ago? I do want to voice my side of this, and I understand if you [ owner of the blog ] doesn’t respond to this, or just screenshot it, or whatever.

I’m going to go backwards when responding to every point made about me, just saying this to avoid confusion

5. My “posts” about what I assume were the ones about racism have nothing to do with anything that was discussed 3 months ago, those “posts” are about the racism I and others have faced in communities I’m apart of and me expressing disappointment / sadness that it’s happening in the first place, and if I was asked about it in the first place [ which I wasn’t ] I could’ve explained that. Other than that, I’m not sure what posts they could be talking about

4. That’s definitely a way to dumb everything down I guess. In my own words, “some discomforts of mine have been stuck in the back of my head even after our conversation. The way you seemed so comfortable using the N slur threw me off greatly, along with the fact you were comfortable around others who constantly used the N word. I’m speaking here as somebody who is.. visibly black, I guess.” — “I understand this was months ago, around three months(?) by now, but with how recent this behavior was I just felt uncomfortable about it for a while.” I’ve acknowledged that it was months ago, I don’t even blame them for me being uncomfortable, they asked me what was going on and I let them know what [ I’ll attach a screenshot for more clarification ]

3. I don’t vague post about people in my server. Unless it’s in a joking away and with my friends, once again, any posts about discrimination / racism have nothing to do with any members or any past members in my server, they have everything to do with the racism I and others experienced in communities that I’m apart of.

2. I know they’re mixed, I didn’t assume they were white. The fact that they’re visibly white with blue eyes and wavy hair but also was very comfortable using the n slur at the time just threw me off. But I do apologize for the comment I made about being visibly black, at the time I wasn’t sure how to word what I wanted to say. However, I still shouldn’t have said something like that and that’s my fault alone. I was not told this person was upset, looking back at the last conversation we had I see no implication of them being upset. But if I did upset them I really do apologize for that.

1. I’m not sure why this person is trying to make it seem like the only thing I ever talk about is “how bad white people are”, and I’m not ENTIRELY sure what could’ve given them that idea..?? But I can assure you I know what I’m talking about when it comes to race and ethnicity 😭

[ I do apologize if anything here reads “weird” or a little confusing, I’m happy to give clarification on things if needed ]

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I accidentally set Randos reply to a random time tomorrow morning and it won't let me edit it and post it now. Does anyone know how to fix this?

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I still can't get this to post but it will automatically in a few hours

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Hello!! I am the person that the anom addressed in a recent conversation with Rando. I was just notified that my side of the situation was talked about.

I absolutely DO NOT want harassment to go to Rando. The situation was 3 months ago, but as I continued to stay in Rando's server, my staff team has been showing me particular messages that have seem indirect, more towards me than towards anyone else.

For context:

About 7 months ago, I used to send racial slurs I could reclaim to a server that used to be for friends. At this time, I knew so many people for 6-8+ years, and they had heavily enforced deep influence under me. Most of them, at this time, were INSANELY comfortable using the n word, despite not being the direct race to even reclaim the word.

DISCLAIMER! I do NOT THINK ANYONE should reclaim a racial slur, no matter your skintone. Its offensive, its normalising centuries history that has been nothing but dehumanising to all kinds of people who were heavily oppressed during those times. Racial slurs, LGBTQ slurs, and many more, should NOT be said. No matter what.

Back to the context. My friends had made me think I was 'cool' and 'nonchalant' for using a word that I never wanted to use for myself or for my comfortablity, but to make them happy. Yes, I take absolutely ALL accountability for using the n word, I am more than regretful about it than anything, and I am deeply held at a point where I wish I wasn't stupid and naive for ever saying it.

After that, months later, round about late July this year. I had told a few friends in that server that I was diagnosed with cancer. They have known my history with cancer, and how many times I've had it over the years of my childhood to my current state. One of them, was heavily against me and sent a gif that was something to do with blue lock, and it said, "Does this thing in your head...does it work?" and that set off a fuse. The owner, a really close friend of mine in the server had believed this person who was against me. Mind you, they'd known him for a year compared to me, for over 7 years.

I eventually vented my feelings out to my own server, and had gained a small amount of traction. Rando, had decided to help me confront them, as they had banned me from the friend server. Rando joined it from a link, so did others. While Rando investigated, he came across the times I used to say the n word, but, not as much as how my friends did. Rando then sent me a DM, saying that he was deeply uncomfortable for how I was, 'so comfortable' using a racial slur. I had already told him, and my many server members, that I am mixed. I am just lightskinned. They all know I am natively African, and my ethnicity is Xhosa, Zulu, and many more. My father's side was black, my mother's side was white.

I apologised to Rando. I apologised for making him uncomfortable, for upsetting him in a way I never was meant to upset him, and I just wanted him to atleast still remain as my friend. No slur was directed at him. No fight back was initiated. Just me apologising for my actions, and taking accountability for what I had done.

After that, I had noticed Rando left my server, and I sent him a DM about my concerns on why he left, why he just disappeared after the situation finally settled. He deliberately ignored me for 2 whole days. I sent some messages, not many, especially not spamming ones, until he finally answered. He sent a message via the situation AGAIN, and had stated that he relooked the situation and left my server because he, had, 'discomforts of his', prior to the topic of me using the n word.

I again apologised to him, told him I hadn't used the word ever since, clarified I'm not white if he still had the thought of it, and many more. The main parts I took great offense to was when one of his messages said, "as someone whos...visually black, I guess". It felt like he was trying to say, "You're white, you can't be mixed AND lightskinned". It sat with me for so so long.

Then, Rando had rather gone into his server a day after the situation, posting vaguely about communities and racism and 'his own comfortability' and 'places that were meant to make him feel safe', in his debate channel. It went on to his shitpost channel, and then the latest post, to his announcement channel. I told a friend about it, vented about how it feels like hes pointing fingers at ME in particular, and how it made me hate myself so much than it should have already. Verbal communication, indirect or direct, can really, REALLY hurt me. I have a paranoia disorder, so I'm so quickly to try and fix as much as I can when someone has a problem. But I can't fix my skintone. And that has almost led me to hurting myself.

My friend said they'd, 'spread awareness in another server', and that probably led to the latest post by someone from that server. I was only informed of it today, just as I woke up. I want to say I wish I could formally direct to Rando about all of this, but it feels like I'll be denied, stooped under a rug, and probably get told nothing was directed towards me when it visually looks like it was.

Overall, this is my response to a post, this is me addressing what has happened, this is me stating my side, this is me giving context and as much truth as possible. I don't want drama. I really, really don't. I appreciate the person who spoke on my behalf, but I don't want anyone to get hurt because of this. I care about people a lot. I really don't want to hurt anyone because of this.

- Val

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I think anon saying blaming a child for fucking up social situations was talking about Faline since i didn't see anything mentioned in Randos anon thing that mentions that stuff? Idk

Ah, thank you

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Didn't even give me a reason and closed the ticket without even talking to me, banned me from the server, leaving me a "nope" in the ticket reason... what the actual fuck?? How fucking rude and unprofessional do you have to be?? I would've completely understood if there was something wrong with my server that you don't agree with, or even just told me that you don't want to partner, but ffs, COMMUNICATE.

I don't consider myself problematic (at least, I hope not), and our stances were similar.

This is why I hate the emoji community. It's just so fucking toxic. Looks like a dodged a bullet.

(Do not harrass asterarray, I don't condone that behavior. I just want a reason as to why they were so obnoxious.)

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Update: a staff member from Aster's server has reached out. I cleared up the miscommunication.

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I accidentally set Randos reply to a random time tomorrow morning and it won't let me edit it and post it now. Does anyone know how to fix this?

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I don't understand blaming a mentally disabled child for fucking up social situations. Why not, Idk, bring it up to the kid? It seems unfair to paint a child as fame hungry with no proof. Insane. How the hell will a call-out post help them in any way dude, shit. It's all bonkers to me.

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why exactly have you not been posting some of the asks you've been getting

Its typically because I'm busy offline or because I don't want to. Some shit is "syscourse or unimportant discorse topic #145 thats not relivent to emojis but I hate someone about!!" others are things I want to reply to in depth but it will take spoons I don't have to spare for the day then I forget to reply for 2 weeks. We are bodily chronicly ill and I can't always spare the energy to reply but I also have not great memory. 🤷‍♂️

I'm going to try and make more of and effort to take time every so often to look back on my inbox and partially spam post so I don't keep forgetting about some asks.

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That new emoji creator, Rando, has genuinely got to be one of the most entitled people I've heard about in a while. From everything that's been going around, they're weirdly obsessed with criticizing white people, and half the time it doesn't even seem like they know what they're talking about when it comes to race or ethnicity.

One thing people have brought up is that they apparently assumed a mixed person was just white because they were light-skinned, which is... not how that works. Then, during the same situation, they called themselves "visibly black" while talking to that mixed person. It was just a really insensitive comment to make. Let alone it made the mixed person genuinely upset.

They also have this thing of making vague posts about people in their server, except instead of just saying what they mean, they'll hide it behind "debates" or throw it into their announcements channel, which honestly just sounds like a place for them to vent about people.

From what I've heard, this whole thing started because a mixed person said a slur they were actually able to reclaim. It was within a friend server prior too. Rando DM'd them saying it made them uncomfortable, even though it had happened 7-11 months before. The person hasn't even used the word since because they realized it wasn't something they wanted to keep saying, regardless of their skintone. They used their brain and realised its wrong.

At this point it just sounds like Rando keeps turning situations into bigger problems than they need to be. Whether you agree with them or not, the way they handle people is genuinely so ridiculous. Why make posts about something that was discussed 3 months ago...and instead of addressing your concerns to the person, you just decide, "Okay well I'm going to post vaguely in my PUBLIC SERVER about this person and drag it"? Its ridiculous. I hope the person whos been dealing with this is okay. I'm unsure who they are but they're another emoji creator too. I've just been popping by servers and honestly catching latest information on emoji creators.

I wanted to get this off my chest on behalf of the person Rando is at. Overall, this was just a rant, no one should be harassed over this. Especially for the person Rando is up against hates drama being around their circle.

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fuuuuck i forgot to give a shit about stupid bullshit that doesnt matter 🤦‍♀️

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…faline lowkey needs their own doc cause the lore on that is CRAZY!

1. Joining as many emojicord servers to then try to get a mod position so they could promote their own emojis / server (has happened in every server we share with them).

2. That one giant blog post of them being a hazbin hotel sympathizer + their cc crash out in mod questions over it

3. Being creepily parasocial with as many staff members as possible to gain attention to their own emojis and social media presence

4. Regularly breaking rules across multiple servers to try and keep getting attention for their content and being the “next big emoji maker”

I’m sick of people excusing behavior because the user is “just a kid” they know what they’re doing, they argue with staff REGULARLY and they don’t care about the ethics of what they’re doing they just want the “fame” and attention

I wish I could add ss on anon because they’ve been weird asf in so many people’s DMs and I’ve been collecting stuff for ages

If you send them off anon i can edit this post with them and delete your ask. I would appreciate any level of more information on this

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Fuck

Lmao yeah

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were here to point out that faline in general is a sweet being and ive loved working with them in general, anything done within cc should be taken with a grain of salt because cc in general is a very sucky server

Why would they want to continue to associate with the server? I'm sure they are nice but if they are staffing the Chococritters they are endorsing the actions taken there to an extent that isn't negligible

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As an ex-cc helper I can confirm almost every single one of the higher ups is some form of racists, anti-recovery, bigot who will only moderate situations when it’s relevant to a parasocial friend. The current admins are using the servers clout to get their own attention for personal gains and if you breathe wrong around them they will send horrible messages in staff chats about you that often end up being one of the 3 prior stated issues… and 90% of the time it’s 20 some year olds picking on 13-14 year old kids. They will remove staff for personal reasons and lie about why you’re being removed (has happened to every round of helpers so far from what I’ve heard). They get worked up if you recommend any form of constructive criticism to their server then blame the fact they haven’t fixed anything to “having a busy staff team.” When it’s like… configuring a role which takes 15 seconds. Overall Just a horrible group of people and the fact the server is so close to 100k is appalling seeing as the stuff 90% of the staff has done is public / in tickets and easy to ss and share

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[drawing-attempts]

An emoji I made for my friend! The sweetest wood elf around.

05/02/2026

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These are traced off @custom-emojis