Blaine

tw ed diary // pro recovery // block don't report // 20

[blainebonez]

i think im relapsing and god it feels so euphoric. the post purge feeling when you’re just sitting on the floor and everything feels dizzy and somehow just magical. i missed this. i missed this little secret

[blainebonez]

Reopening tumblr after attempting recovery is a different type of nostalgia

[chicdietgirls]

there’s something incredibly bittersweet in arguing with your family about your disorder. like, this conversation is killing me but you’re also making me feel so euphoric and validated

[star-riding-through-clouds]

Chat I found this on TikTok and thought it was worth sharing

[crumbc04t]

when it was just supposed to a quick fix but now i’m pacing the halls every time i brush my teeth , throwing food away again , always waiting for time to pass , gorging myself on yoghurt bowls & protein bars , & fear the scale

[sacred-portal]

[ribb0nwrappedd0ll]

ℱ𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑔𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ 𝑢𝑟 𝑢𝑔𝑤 𝑞𝑢𝑖𝑐𝑘𝑒𝑟!!

Don ’ t eat until X book is complete

Don ’ t eat until completed X amount of YouTube videos

Don ’ t eat until X art project / hobby is complete

Don ’ t eat until you have ran X km

Don ’ t eat until you ’ ve completed X amount of steps

Don ’ t eat until you have finished X show or X movie series

Don ’ t eat until X assignment has been completed

Don ’ t eat until you ’ ve studied X amount of hours

Don ’ t eat until X person forces you

Don ’ t eat until you come from school/work

Don ’ t eat anything until X person offers you food

Don ’ t eat until 1 hour before X event

Don ’ t eat until X amount of lbs/kgs is lost

Don ’ t eat until room/house has been cleaned/organised

Don ’ t eat until X package arrives

[starvingmessiah]

i love my ed no one could ever make me hate it

[emptyboxheart06]

just a reminder to please HIDE YOUR FOLLOWING AND LIKES this is how mass r3p0rts happen, they will go into your following list and get rid of you and all your moots! I no longer follow anyone who doesn’t have it hidden because it is a risk to my account.

[sk1nnyb0n3]

it’s soo annoying 😭

[cokezerobug]

going out a few hours after taking lax is such a dangerous game but I live life on the wild side

[justwater4meeeeeeeee]

I want to have control

I want a perfect body

I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice

[blainebonez]

wieiad 10/12/24

Apple - 68 cals

Coffee with oat milk - 22 cals

Two chocolate bars - 298 cals

Oat milk latte - 168 cals

In: 555 cals

Out: 223 cals

Total: 332 cals

[blainebonez]

wieiad 9/12/24

Coffee with oat milk - 33 cals

Scrambled egg sandwich with tomatoes - 233 cals

Oat milk latte - 184 cals

Scrambled egg with toast bread, mozzarella and vegetables - 186 cals

In: 634 cals

Out: 236 cals

Total: 398 cals

[40kgsoon]

academic comeback ꫶᳜᳝ᰭ ᅠ✿

while getting thinner ᮫͙𓐩ꦿ

[blainebonez]

Diet plan for this week:

Monday: 650 cals

Tuesday: 500 cals

Wednesday: 500 cals

Thursday: 500 cals

Friday: 600 cals

Saturday: 700 cals

Sunday: 700 cals

We're backkk (hopefully for more than just a few days)

[thebestpearl]

no drugs no cigs no vapes no energy drinks just me against the world rawdogging this disorder