bro at work these british girls (iโm assuming their from the ages 13-15) come and every time they never fail to harass me. like at first they had a huge ass order so the total was $63 and when i told them they got angry and were like โweโre not paying that muchโ??? like sorry am i the ceo of the restaurant chain tf do u want me to do and also bro ur in canada. nothing comes cheap here. and then to make my next shift even worse it was rush hour so i was running around doing drive thru making drinks and then i hear them yelling EXCUSE ME EXCUSE ME over the counter and clearly iโm busy but instead of trying to get the attention of my other coworkers mind u there were so many they specifically wanted me so i go and the girls like oh u guys forgot to give me a large cup i can show the receipt. this ho was trying to scam my ass and i was like girl thereโs no large fucking cup on the receipt but at this point these girls were so obnoxious i got the cup and was like โjust take itโ and walked away. like why do they specifically look for me to take their order and complain to like bro iโm just a young ho bother someone else! manager can fire me idgaf and ik thereโs like so many ppl in van for the world cup but omg why tf r u terrorizing meeee. those british girls r gonna be in my nightmares.
and tell me why the fuck itโs so hard to get an insulin pump?? doctor telling me to pay $7000 dollars like where do u want me to pull that money from my ass?? literally covered with insurance too like omg its so unfairrrrr ๐ญ๐ญ
bro at work these british girls (iโm assuming their from the ages 13-15) come and every time they never fail to harass me. like at first they had a huge ass order so the total was $63 and when i told them they got angry and were like โweโre not paying that muchโ??? like sorry am i the ceo of the restaurant chain tf do u want me to do and also bro ur in canada. nothing comes cheap here. and then to make my next shift even worse it was rush hour so i was running around doing drive thru making drinks and then i hear them yelling EXCUSE ME EXCUSE ME over the counter and clearly iโm busy but instead of trying to get the attention of my other coworkers mind u there were so many they specifically wanted me so i go and the girls like oh u guys forgot to give me a large cup i can show the receipt. this ho was trying to scam my ass and i was like girl thereโs no large fucking cup on the receipt but at this point these girls were so obnoxious i got the cup and was like โjust take itโ and walked away. like why do they specifically look for me to take their order and complain to like bro iโm just a young ho bother someone else! manager can fire me idgaf and ik thereโs like so many ppl in van for the world cup but omg why tf r u terrorizing meeee. those british girls r gonna be in my nightmares.
THE PARTY YOUโRE CURRENTLY attending was obnoxiously blasting terrible loud music, some radio hit that was making your head ache worse by the second.
you downed your cup of mixed alcoholic drinks that tasted like shit, but you couldnโt help it due to your even shittier mood.
even though the conditions were extremely overstimulating, someone yelling the words the terrible radio hit, boys and girls making out everywhere, all you can think about in the moment is the girl standing across the room.
natalie.
when you spot her, sheโs smiling at some joke van probably cracked, one of her hands shoved into the pocket of her leather jacket, with her head thrown back in what looks like bliss. at least one of you were seemingly okay. โREAD MORE!
you and nat havenโt spoken in four days, four horrendous, torturous, ridiculously long four days, and it was all because you got jealous.
one stupid argument was all it took for you to impulsively spit out a, โmaybe we should take a break,โ in a fit of rage. that was it.
and maybe it was the liquid courage, or just the fact that you were drinking yourself to death, but before you could think, you found yourself stomping across the room, to exactly where natalie stood.
natalie barely had time to clock that it was you and not some random stranger grabbing the sleeve of her jacket before yelping out a โwhatโโ
โno questions, follow me.โ
she stumbled after you, blinking at you in confusion as you hastily drag her down the hallway, dodging multiple bodies and finally making it into an empty bedroom before slamming the door shut.
natalie immediately turned to you, her brows furrowed.
โwhat the fuck was thโโ
she found her words cut short at your eyes, they were big and glossy, along with your pink flushed cheeks, and anxious breathing.
โโฆbabe?โ
her expression was now faded into her โconcerned girlfriendโ expression. the one she gave you when you were sick, or upset, or even when she was worried for you.
the bubble of irritation in your chest disappeared so quickly it made your heart clench.
she took a careful step closer to you before she finally stood close to you, face to face.
โwhat happened?โ she says, voice in that gentle, soothing tone that was reserved for you. โdid somebody say something to you? upset you? just tell me whoโโ
her immediate care is what did it for you, you let out a strained whimper, and natalieโs eyes widened in concern.
โbabe, heyโฆ whatโs..โ
before she could ask anything else, tears already found themselves streaking down your face.
โi miss you, nat,โ you choked out, hiccuping.
natalie looks as if she froze at your words, her body going stiff.
โuh, what?โ
โi miss you so much.โ you cry out as your voice shook, the words coming out of your mouth thoughtlessly.
โi know iโm probably just being dramatic and i know i drank likeโฆโ you sniffled, wiping your face aggressively as you tried to find your words โโฆa lot more drinks than i can handle, but i canโt stop thinking about you.โ
natalie just stared at you with her mouth gaped open, and you tugged at the strands of your hair in frustration.
โiโve been so mad at you, and then i remember your stupid, cute laugh and i get even angrier because i couldnโt even stay mad.โ you choke out a sarcastic laugh. โyouโre literally everywhere. every song i hear reminds me of you, and then at night i keep going to my phone to call you and then i remember weโreโฆbroken up.โ
natalieโs expression changes just the tiniest bit, but of course you notice, she probably thought you were patheticโ she would never want you backโ you shake the thoughts out of your head, crying harder.
โiโm sorry,โ you whisper to her. โnat, iโm so sorry.โ
she opens her mouth to say something, but of course, in your drunken declaration of love, you donโt let her speak.
โi was jealous because that girlโjessica or whatever the fuck her name was, kept talking to you and i hated how pretty she was and i know you werenโt even doing anything bad.โ you laugh helplessly through your words, completely falling apart in a break down. โi was just beingโฆ being such a jealous bitch.โ
โhey.โ
โi donโt deserve you, nat.โ
โbabyโโ
โi donโt!โ you cry out, tears spilling somehow faster. โyouโre all i think about, natalie. thereโs something wrong with me, itโs so embarrassing. i keep walking past your locker even though it makes me late to calc everyday.โ
natalie couldnโt hold it back anywhere, a tiny smile tugged on the corners of her lips.
โyouโre finding joy in this?โ you asked sadly.
โyou just admit that youโve been stalking me.โ
โi wasnโt stalking you.โ
โyou literally just confessed it.โ
โi wasโฆ looking out for you, nat.โ
she giggled, actually giggled in this situation, and the sound was so familiar that it nearly made you fall into another sobbing fit all over again.
โi hate you,โ you mumble, embarrassed.
โno, you donโt.โ
โโฆi know.โ your shoulders slump in absolute defeat.
โi justโฆโ you look down, breaking eye contact as your voice faded so quiet she barely heard you. โi really miss my girlfriend.โ
for what felt like ages, there was silence, and then natalie comes closer until sheโs unbelievably close to you.
โyou done?โ she asks softly, her eyes sparkling with an emotion you donโt have the intelligence to figure out right now.
you sniffle with a small nod.
nat gently cups your face with both of her chilly hands, wiping away the fallen tears under your eyes.
โyouโve really been crying this whole time, you couldโve cried a river,โ she mumbles.
โi know.โ
โyou look like you went to hell and back.โ
you let out an offended laugh, scoffing in disbelief. โyouโre so mean.โ
โi know.โ she grins, โbut i still love you.โ
your breath hitches, and natalie watches your face for another second before leaning in and placing her lips on yours, and it feels like a fireโs been ignited in your body.
you felt warm. you felt like fireworks on a summer night, like coming home after a long day, you felt heaven.
the second your lips met hers, every anxious, miserable thought you had been thinking for the last four days disappeared.
you melt into her, your hands clenching at her jacket, chasing her warmth and affection as another whimper escapes you through the kiss.
natalie smiles against your mouth.
โstill crying?โ she mumbles against yours lips.
โshut up.โ
โi missed you so much too.โ
you pull back to look at her clearly, โโฆyou did?โ
she gives you the most dumb founded look, as if that shouldโve been common sense. โin my head,โ she whispers, โwe werenโt actually broken up.โ
you blink in confusion.
โwhat?โ
โi was just giving you space because you were upset at me.โ
โโฆnat.โ
โwhat?โ
โyou let me think we were broken up.โ
โi thought we were justโฆ having a dramatic argument.โ
you stare at her blankly before letting out a baffled laugh and hid your face in her neck.
โweโre actually idiots.โ
โyeah,โ natalie replies, wrapping her arms around your frame. โbut youโre my idiot.โ
โiโm sorry again.โ
โi know.โ
you cup her face in your hands now, looking at her with a frown.
โyou know this is when youโre supposed to make me work harder for your forgiveness.โ
natalie gestures mindlessly, shrugging. โi didnโt really want to, the silent treatment was enough torture for me.โ she brushes a stray strand of hair away from your face before stealing another kiss.
โnow letโs go.โ she says.
โwhere?โ
โyou cried nearly enough tears to make an entire river.โ
โso?โ
โso,โ natalie says, intertwining her fingers with yours, โmy girlfriend deserves a nice fresh glass of water and a few minutes where she stops saying โsorryโ and just lets me love her.โ
you squeeze her hand with a grin, jokingly asking, โgirlfriend?โ
โyou wanna argue with me again?โ
โno maโam.โ
โgood.โ
she kisses your forehead affectionately before opening the bedroom door, the obnoxious music flooding your ears once again, but this time, you welcomed it with ease.
โi was getting really sick of pretending we were broken up anyway.โ
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ROCKSTAR GF NATALIE SCATORCCIO โก itโs currently past midnight and natalieโs still on the floor with her guitar settled on her lap, playing the same melody on repeat with a notebook open in front of her.
youโre supposed to be asleep by now, but instead your gaze is settled on her, listening to the soft chords of the guitar and her quiet curses under her breath every time she messes up.
โnat,โ you mumble, voice raspy from exhaustion. โcome to bed.โ
โin a minute,โ she replies automatically, not even bothering to look up.
you sigh and push your body out of bed, walking until youโre standing right in front of her, and itโs only then when she glances up, eyes heightened down with a tired expression, but of course still stubborn.
โyou said that like an hour ago, babe.โ
โiโm so close,โ she whines, head falling back.
you shake your head and drop your tired body into her lap, the guitar now cast aside as her hands immediately move to your waist, steadying you with her arms wrapping around you.
โheyโโ she complains, although it sounds more content if anything. โthatโs not fair.โ
โyouโre tired,โ you whisper into her ear, leaning in to place a soft kiss to her lips. she melts into you now, tension leaving her body as if she didnโt realize how exhausted she was until this moment.
โbut itโs for you,โ she admits softly when you pull back, glancing at the unfinished pages of lyrics.
you smile, squeezing her body tighter. โyou can always finish it tomorrow.โ she hesitates, looking at the notebook before looking back at you.
โโฆfive more minutes?โ
you kiss her again, slower and firmer this time. โi want you in bed. now.โ
she legs out a quiet chuckle, forehead leaning on yours. โgod, fineโ you win.โ
she finally rests the guitar onto the couch with a sigh with a longing look, though her hands never leave your body, pulling you closer if anything.
โyouโre distracting,โ she whispers with a yawn.
โwell sorry, but the song could always waitโ you know i hate falling asleep without you.โ
you feel her smile against your neck at that, and then finally, she lets you pull her up to her feet, still clinging onto you the whole way to bed. โฏโฏ ๐ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ง๐พ๐ต๐ค
GF NATALIE SCATORCCIO AFTER A FIGHT โก itโs nearly 2:00am when you hear sharp taps at your bedroom window, your first response is to assume itโs the patter of the rain hitting the glass due to the rainstorm going on, but then you hear it againโthree solid knocks, and you know it couldnโt possibly be the rain.
you cautiously pull the curtain aside, and there natalie is, standing on the ledge of your wet roof.
her hairโs sticking to the sides of her face, a mess from the harsh wind, and her leather jacket is half zipped as if she threw it on in the dark and itโs practically soaked, the rain clearly did a number on her, and in one hand sheโs holding a slightly crushed and withered bouquet of flowers, and in the other hand is a small teddy bear (and the creepiest teddy bear youโve seen) that looks like it was cursed.
you push the window open in a hurry, staring at her with a bewildered expression. โnatalieโฆ are you fucking serious right now?โ
โbefore you say anythingโโ she says instantly, climbing inside clumsily, almost losing her balance. โi know i was being an asshole earlier. likeโฆ a really big one.โ
you cross your arms in a protective stance, leaning against your desk. โyou yelled at me, natalie.โ
โi know,โ she replies immediately, the confidence leaving her voice with a frown. she holds the flowers, gesturing them towards you nervously. โthatโs why i got you these. i didnโt know what else to do.โ
you glance down at them. โโฆthose look like gas station flowers.โ
โwellโฆ they are,โ she admits, rubbing the back of her neck, and then she gently presses the ugly teddy bear into your hands too. โthe gas station was the only thing open, and the bear was an impulse purchase.โ you look back up at her, holding back a grin, you couldnโt forgive her just yet.
natalieโs scanning your face carefully, as if sheโs trying to figure out whether youโre still upset or not. โyou stopped answering my calls,โ she whispers softly. โi thought you were really done with me this time.โ
your expression softens, heart aching at her defeated expression. โmaybe donโt be mean to your girlfriend next time.โ
โyeah,โ she agrees with a nod. โthatโs fair, i deserve the silent treatment.โ thereโs a silent pause hanging between you two before she tentatively steps closer, her voice nearly a whisper. โcan i hug you?โ she mutters, โor are we still angry with me?โ
you sigh with a pout, but step closer despite yourself, and natalie instantly pulls you into her embrace like sheโs been waiting for you all night, her arms wrap around your waist while she presses a soft kiss to your lips. when she pulls back, her forehead rests against yours, her nose brushing gently against yours in an affectionate manner.
โiโm really fucking sorry,โ she sighs out, sadder this time. โi hate when i upset you.โ you glance down at the teddy bear in your arms before meeting her gaze again, finally letting your smile break free.
โyou climbed up my roof with flowers and a teddy bear during a storm,โ you say in a tone of disbelief. โyouโre crazy.โ
โyeah,โ she mutters, chucking softly at the absurdness of her actions. โbut i really love you, and iโd do anything for you, so...โ
โyouโre lucky i love you too.โ you whisper softly as you roll your eyes at her, leaning in to kiss her again, with the horrifying teddy bear still squished between your bodies while natalie smiles against yours lips like she just won the lottery. โฏโฏ ๐ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ง๐พ๐ต๐ค
YOUโRE LEANING AGAINST THE cold metal of your locker in the hallway, pretending to listen to your teammate, one of the cheerleaders talk about something that happened at some dumb party you couldnโt care less about.
youโre spaced out, watching passerbyโs roam the hallway, the noise of everyone talking over each other making your brain static even more, you swear your head was about to explode.
and then you hear a familiar voice dim the noiseโyou hadnโt even noticed she approached you and your friends.
โshit, do you guys talk about anything other than boys?โ
you glance up to met her gaze immediately.
natalie scatorccio is standing a few feet away from you the hallway, leaning against a locker across from you with some of the other girls on the soccer team, her hands are curled in the pockets of her leather jacket as her bleached blonde hair falls in the most perfect yet messy way it always does around her face. โREAD MORE!
sheโs already looking at you with that same smirk she always has on when the two of you inevitably get into some petty argument.
your friends grimace at her approach immediately.
โoh yay,โ one of them enthusiastically speaks with a sarcastic smile. โyour best friend.โ she says nudging you.
you roll your eyes dramatically with a scoff. โoh my god, iโd rather eat shit.โ
natalie snorts in rebuttal, โwow princess,โ she responds jokingly, โyou could say all the shit you want, but i know youโre obsessed with me.โ
โobsessed?โ you cackle with a grin, pushing your body off the metal. โtrust me, scatorccio, iโm not obsessed with you, i have better taste than that.โ
you hear a few entertained laughs from the girls surrounding you both, and you find yourself holding a smile back yourself.
the corners of natalieโs mouth lifts just slightly, displaying her amusement.
โsure,โ is all she says as she walks away into the halls.
the lunch bell rings just a minute later, sending a crowd of students roaming in the halls towards their classes, your friends walking ahead of you, still mumbling about the soccer team under their breath.
you fall a few steps behind them as you look for your earbuds in your bag, and as you pass a classroom near the corner of the hall, a hand grabs your wrist.
you have no time to react before youโre suddenly pulled inside, the classroom door shutting behind you with a quiet click, and your heartbeat instantly calms when you notice the familiar blonde.
โnatโโ
you donโt even get the rest of her name out before she starts kissing you.
itโs not rushed like it usually is when you and her somehow manage to find somewhere deserted in school, she kisses you like itโs all sheโs been wanting to do for a long time.
your hands instinctively grab the front of her jacket, tugging her body closer to yours as you as your lips chase hers back.
when you finally pull away from her mouth, slightly breathless at the pace, sheโs still leaning in for more.
โyouโre such a fucking idiot,โ you mumble as you swat at her chest gently.
natalie grins as she softly leaves a peck at your cheek.
โyeah,โ she replies. โbut i wanted to see you, babe, could you blame me?.โ
you scoff lightly although a soft smile reveals itself on your face. โthat was seriously risky, natโduring block change? someone couldโve seen, and then we wouldnโt be the โrivalsโ anymore.โ
โthatโs kind of the point, i donโt wanna be rivals anymore, i wanna kiss you in the hallways in front of everyone, especially in front of that bitch friend of yours, always giving me that fucking look.โ
you giggle at her response as glance at the classroom door nervously. โnat, someone might walk in.โ
โno one will.โ she reassures.
โyou donโt know that.โ
she just shrugs with a smirk, leaning herself on a desk and looking at you with that familiar teasing look.
โalso,โ she continues. โyou canโt be mad at me for this, you started this.โ
โuhโi did not.โ
โyou said youโd rather eat shit than be my best friend.โ
โi stand by my words.โ you say teasingly with a pleased expression, which she raises an eyebrow to in response.
โbesides, youโre the one who just dragged me into an empty classroom when the halls are the most active.โ
natalie smiles at that.
โyeah,โ she replies. โbut i donโt regret it, i got what i wanted in the end, didnโt i?โ
you try not to smile, but you find yourself already failing.
natโs expression softens, the teasing look melting into a look of adoration she canโt ignore.
โcome here,โ she whispers.
you step closer again without even thinking about the risks you were so worried about a few seconds ago.
natalieโs hand brushes a loose strand of hair behind your ear before leaning in once again and kissing you, slower and more meaningful this time.
the hallway noise gets quieter through the door, reminding you that youโre both technically supposed to be in class by now because of the hallways emptying.
but for a moment, neither of you move, neither of you want to..
when nat finally finds the strength to pull away, her forehead rests against yours in an affectionate manner.
โyou know i hate you right?โ you whisper, an underlying teasing tone under your breath.
natalie smirks, whispering โgood,โ softly.
she presses one last kiss to your lips before nudging you towards the classroom door, pushing it open.
โnow go,โ she whispers. โbefore someone realizes the best players of the cheerleading team and the soccer teamโs disappeared at the same time.โ
you roll your eyes, but you press a chaste kiss to her cheek as you rush out the door, and anyone who had walked past you could see the love dazed look on your face and can probably guess what had just taken place one try, but you make no effort to conceal your smile as you leave.
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YOUR HOUSE IS ALWAYS AS DEAD as a cemetery when midnight approaches, so silent, and itโs definitely not in a peaceful way either.
itโs the kind where youโre left alone with your pacing thoughts, where you donโt even dare to call your girlfriend on the phone because you know just how thin the walls are and exactly how easily your parents could find out and send you to some conversion camp.
your lamp dimly lights up the room, the warm lighting cascading onto your desk, your perfect clothes, the framed certificates youโve earned from church that your mom insists on displaying onto your walls like proof of how โgoodโ you are.
youโre sitting on your bed, leaning your back against the headboard as a book laid open in your lap, you havenโt bothered turning a page in ten minutes, due to your continuous cautious glancing at the window.
itโs stupid to be checking every thirty seconds, you know that of course, but as you were just about to convince yourself to turn of the lamp and finally go to sleep, you hear a soft thump.
you lift your head immediately, heart thumping in your chest instantly as you see her hand clenching the frame. โREAD MORE!
you donโt even catch the fact that youโre smiling so brightly until natalie pulls herself over the window sill, landing inside your room smoothly as if itโs muscle memory at this point.
which, it probably is.
she pauses after climbing in, breath slowing after the intense cardio she had just seemed to finish, eyes landing on you with a glint of relief.
thereโs always something about the way natalie looks at you every time she successfully sneaks into your room, as if she just snuck into some highly guarded prison.
โhi,โ she whispers.
you shake your head, holding back a smile as you try to look unimpressed with her insane sneaking in skills even though your chest is warming even more in your chest.
โyouโre late.โ
natalie simply shrugs with an exasperated expression, closing the window quietly behind her.
โyour porch light was on for forty minutes while i was parked outside. i thought your mom was still up.โ
โgod, seems like she always is,โ you mutter under your breath. โat this rate weโre gonna get caught one day.โ
natalie letโs out a quiet chuckle, inching closer.
โyeah? then iโll just tell her i came over to study.โ
you raise an eyebrow at her words, holding back a scoff yourself.
โyou? studying? really?โ
โhey,โ she says, feigning an offended tone. โi could be studying material, canโt i?.โ
โyeah well, youโre wearing a leather jacket, and in my momโs eyes, thatโs likeโbeing sent to hell energy.โ
โokay, you have a point.โ
you try to keep your serious face, but it slips from your face immediately. a smile reveals itself onto her face now too as she comes even closer, your noses nearly touching now, and then her hand brushes lightly along your arm like sheโs memorizing the feel of you.
โyouโve been staring at the window since i told you i was coming on the phone, havenโt you?โ she whispers.
your face warms as you quickly scrabble out, โno i have not.โ
she lets out a sound, she clearly doesnโt believe you. โdonโt lie to me, you have.โ
you donโt get the chance to refuse again, because she immediately breaks the gap and kisses you.
your hand comes grips the front natalieโs jacket instinctively as you kiss her back with an equal amount of force, she steps closer without breaking the kiss, one hand sliding to your waist as the other brushes over the thin fabric of your nightgown.
โyou talk too much,โ she mumbles against your lips.
โyou sneak into my house in the middle of the night,โ you whisper back with a smile. โi think iโm allowed.โ
she grins, and kisses you again, this time with a softness, and you fall back onto your bed as you tug natalie down with you.
she goes with no fight, bracing the impact with a hand beside your head as she climbs over you, her knees pressing into the mattress between yours, the fabric of your gown riding up under her touch.
the book you were previously โreadingโ slides off your bed and hits the floor with a thud, neither of you care enough to break the kiss.
โmissed you so much,โ natalie whines under her breath, talking absentminded as she brushes her fingers along the side of your body, now slipping just beneath the your nightgown to rest against your bare skin.
โyou saw me a few hours ago,โ you say, wanting to tease her, but it comes out more tenderly than you intended it to.
โyeah,โ she agrees, leaning down to kiss you again, โstill fucking missed you.โ
she kisses you slower now, with affection and care dripping into the action.
your fingers make their way into her hair, tugging on the strands gently, and she exhales a breath against your mouth in a way that makes butterflies release in your stomach.
this moment is so fragile and warm and special the way all of your memories with natalie are, and you just wish it wasnโt limited to your room.
and as you two are getting more and more lost in each other, suddenly thereโs a knock.
you and natalie natalie freeze instantly, her hand tightening at your waist.
โsweetheart?โ your momโs voice comes from the opposite side of the door with a sleepy rasp. โyour lightโs still on.โ
at this point your heart is pounding so hard in your chest that you feel like youโre about to throw up.
natalie hides her face in the softness of your neck, as if that will somehow hide her. you swallow the lump in your throat.
โuhโฆyeah!โ you answer quickly, trying to sound as calm as possible although you sound more breathless if anything. you clear your throat. โiโm just uhโreading.โ
โreading what?โ your mom asks in a suspicious tone.
you glance frantically at your desk, your nightstand, anythingโuntil your eyes land on the book on the floor.
โthe bible!โ you blurt out.
natalie presses her face harder into your warmth, attempting to stay silent but laughing still.
โokay,โ your mom says after a moment of silence that feels like minutes. โdonโt stay up too late.โ
โi wonโt!โ
and with that, her footsteps fade down the hallway, until she finally reaches her room, and the door closes.
you donโt move. natalie doesnโt either.
you both wait until the house is dead againโuntil the quiet swallows the home like it did before. that was way too close.
after a few minutes, natalie lifts her head.
her face is inches away from yours, her cheeks red and her expression giving away the suppressed laughter.
โthe bible?โ she whispers with a cackle.
you shove her lightly with a frown, worry still wretched onto your face.
โshut up.โ
โyou donโt even read your bible.โ
โi panicked, okay?โ
she bites her lip, still smiling widely as her forehead rests against yours.
โyouโre stupid.โ
โyouโre the one who spontaneously planned this visit tonight!โ
โyeah,โ she says, softer. โbecause i wanted to see you.โ the teasing fades as the two of you gaze into each others eyes. the reality your situation lingers, and you glance at the door.
โif she knew,โ you start, then stop yourself at the vulnerability and fear in your tone.
natalieโs expression dims.
โi know,โ she says with a sadness in her tone.
but before the night could be absolutely ruined, natalie presses a soft kiss to your cheek, and then another one to your jaw, and a chaste one to your lips.
โiโm still here, arenโt i?โ she whispers.
your hand intertwines with hers, squeezing onto each other tightly.
โyeah.โ
she smiles softly, brushing her thumb over your knuckles as she brings it to her lips.
โthen stop thinking about it so much.โ
you force out a sad laugh.
โeasy for you to say.โ
โnot really,โ she admits, and with your questioning gaze, she continues, โi would do anything to go out on a normal date with you, to kiss you in public, to marryโโ she cuts herself off, and you finally look at her.
but she just shakes her head and leans in again, kissing you even softer, slower, and with purpose, a purpose to make all the things she said come true one day.
your hand slides back into her hair, and you two get lost in each other once again, the worries fading into the background.
youโre still isolated in the four walls of your bedroom, and itโs still a fragile secret you two will need to hide for now, but you know that someday, it will all be worth it.
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