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PEOPLE I’D LIKE TO GET TO KNOW BETTER!

ONE - ( ALIAS / NAME ) • Ramblo/J/Bug/somanymore TWO - ( BIRTHDAY ) • June THREE - ( ZODIAC SIGN ) • Gemini FOUR - ( HEIGHT ) • 5′1″ :’) FIVE - ( HOBBIES ) • D&D, writing, drawing, games, walks SIX - ( FAVORITE COLOR ) • Grey first but i like me some blues SEVEN - ( FAVORITE BOOKS ) • Ender’s Game and hecking lot of comics and lore books EIGHT - ( LAST SONG LISTENED TO ) • Kipo and the Age of the Wonderbeasts soundtrack NINE - ( LAST FILM OR SHOW WATCHED ) • Catching up on Kipo and Supernatural, last movie I think was Ne Zha? TEN - ( INSPIRATION FOR MUSE ) • For fandom characters: exploring characters I genuinely enjoy and curious over what their feeling/motivations are and discovering new angles of their personalities. For OC characters: I wanted to develop characters across a wide universe that are all cogs in the same clock. Where even minor characters are fleshed out, because every individual completely matters - which is to balance out how the overarching villain devalues existence due to a self-hatred that is toxic to herself and everyone else. Exploring energy, the soul, emotional weight/morality and then the many sides of exhaustion/suicidal idealism being the priority themes. ELEVEN - ( STORY BEHIND URL ) • It’s a song that I have on the overarching story’s playlist, because it captures a lot of sides of the story from those trying to survive/hold onto themselves and one another and the one trying to deconstruct life. The song is called Starlight by Muse. <3

TAGGED BY: @archetypxl (thanks!!)

TAGGING: @sanguisfulgur, @derjaegermond, @sxbaist, @strnza, @writingxonthewall

#ooc #thank you for da tag ouo

rinkitay

PASSIVELY DONATE THRU YOUTUBE VIDEOS

here’s a small list of videos you can watch and passively donate to different funds that are a part of the black lives matter movement. if you are interested in donating as well, i’ve linked most of the funds and organizations the youtubers are donating too. please do not skip the ads!!

I FOLLOWED A PROFESSIONAL MAKEUP ARTIST’S TUTORIAL: to the Black Visions Collective (x)

80p makeup… but what’s the catch? TESTING SHOP MISS A! First impressions and WEAR TEST!: to the George Floyd memorial fund (x)

In-N-Out Mukbang: to the Minnesota Freedom Fund (x)

how to help BLM with NO MONEY/leaving your house: to protestor bail funds of different states

I Got Drunk And Gave Relationship Advice! The ULTIMATE guide to BOYS & GIRLS!!: to the George Floyd fund and other racial equality charities (x)

Baby Products I Regret Buying: to the George Floyd memorial fund (x) and National Bail Out (x)

MY #1 PRODUCT FROM 10 DRUGSTORE BRANDS: the Black Visions Collective (x)

BIG LOUIS VUITTON HAUL | SS 2020 ESCALE + MORE | hollyannaeree: to the George Floyd memorial fund (x) and Campaign Zero (x)

WANT TO DONATE TO BLACK LIVES MATTER BUT HAVE NO MONEY? WATCH THIS VIDEO: to the Black Lives Matter organization (x)

Watch To Donate For FREE: Black Lives Matter: to Campaign Zero (x), NAACP (x), Black Lives Matter (x), Unicorn Riot (x), Comminuties United Against Police Brutality (x), ACLU (x), Color of Change (x), Equal Justice Initiative (x), Reclaim the Block (x), National Bail Out Fund (x)

Huge Prettylittlething & Missguided TRY ON Haul NEW IN… MAJOR Retail Therapy!!: to the George Floyd fund (x) and others

MAY FAVORITES & BOOKS I’VE READ THIS MONTH | I Covet Thee: to The Bail Project (x)

Quarantine Graduation Cap Cake for Class of 2020 | How to Cake It with Yolanda Gampp: to an unspecified organization dedicated towards the education for black students

AMSR Putting Fenty Makeup on Rihanna (Paper Makeover): to the Black Visions Collective (x) and Support the Cities (x)

DECLUTTER, DIY & DECORATE #WITHME Little Girl’s Boho Room Transformation UNDER $100!!!: to the George Floyd memorial fund (x)

TikTokers SPEAKING OUT About RACISM & BLACK LIVES MATTER (Ft. Charli D’amelio, Dixie D’amelio): to the Black Lives Matter foundation (x)

Let’s Talk About It: Racism & Social Injustice: to the Black Lives Matter foundation (x)

“but i’m not racist?”: to the Minnesota Freedom Fund (x)

regarding everything that’s happening: to the George Floyd memorial fund (x), Minnesota Freedom Fund (x), Los Angeles bail relief fund (x), Atlanta bail relief fund (x), Chicago Freedom School (x), People’s Breakfast Oakland (x), Black Queer/Trans operated fund in MN (x)

designerfai

Anyway, here’s a bunch of videos donating partial or 100% of ad-rev to blm organizations. Look up how the Kpop fandom streams their mvs for more details but a few things to do to avoid your view being nulled by Youtube bot detection:

!! DO NOT just repeat the video after it’s done. Go watch a few videos in between (another on this list, there’s plenty). I’ve seen 3-4 videos and I’ve also seen times of at least 10 mins. There’s plenty of videos above that it shouldn’t matter which it actually is tbh.

!! When you rewatch the video do not just hit replay, MANUALLY search the video title in Youtube’s search bar and click it again from there.

!! Ad blocker off (obviously). Make sure the volume on youtube is 50% or higher. To my knowledge you can mute your computer’s sound or mute the tab itself but the player’s volume MUST be 50% or higher.

!! Don’t use multiple tabs or incognito mode

#ooc #i hope everyone is doing okay and staying safe <3

anotherfatalflaw

Shelley Memorial, Oxford.

#martinrelated

Sorry for lagging a bit. Haven't physically been feeling the best now. All this fatigue is really draining on my ability to think. Gonna try and be present and do stuff later on, though. <3

#ooc

evendrierguys

a kind caring character being kind and caring because they actively choose to be despite their anger and trauma will always be infinitely more compelling and relatable than them just being a pure innocent baby uwu

headspace-hotel

show compassionate, soft characters who are not “innocent”/naive but who fought bitterly to be and remain compassionate and soft

#this applies so much to nestor and marie it's insane #ooc

testyrebloggy

EDITABLE REBLOGS NOT WORKING? WORRY NOT!

so my editable reblogs finally broke. after doing some 2am digging, coming up with a redundant solution, making an ENTIRE TUTORIAL for said redundant solution, and realizing it’s useless, i’ve got the answer to the problem for everyone. i’ve joined the xkit support discord server, and here is what’s been said about the issue so far:

TLDR; EDITABLE REBLOGS WON’T WORK ON ORIGINAL POSTS, BUT IT’LL WORK ON REBLOGS WITH REPLIES. meaning if jane posts a starter and june replies to it without using editable reblogs, it’ll create this trail item. so from then on out, you can feel free to use xkit’s extension to your heart’s content.

so if you’re getting this issue, the solution is simple: DON’T USE XKIT ON THE FIRST REPLY. yes, it’ll be ugly, but everything will be back to normal from there :)

#ooc #man this is so useful to know ahhhh finally

unholyatonement‌:

When Nestor’s boss had reached out, Joseph chose to have them meet with John. As stated, he was the face of the project. Not to mention the face he dealt with people in a very special manner. His head cocked at her introduction, staring at her gloved hand just a second too long before he shook it. “Rather impersonal greeting, Miss Avani,” he stated honestly. “Might I add, impersonal and rude. You’re quick to make assumptions. That’s a sign of Pride, you know. To believe you’ve already gauged the situation, when in reality you have no idea.”

He got up from where he’d been sitting, towering above her, though it wasn’t meant to be intimidating. Merely a shift in focus. “You see, I personally, and I do speak for the whole project as well, don’t think that the bloodshed as you call it, is unnecessary. It’s a part of the process of atonement. Sure, lives have been lost, but those are people unwilling to atone. People unwilling to see the glory of God. We can not allow the few to seal the fate of many.”

@blakholsandrevelations

“I believe there has been a miscommunication, Mr. Seed.” Nestor politely addressed as her brows upturned and an apologetic smile formed upon her lips. “I apologize if my gloves offended you, it’s not meant to be distasteful or an insult. I’d be happy to put that to rest in a bit, if you’d like.” But that wasn’t what she was here for initially, though the offer was left to him she focused her attention on the real priority.

“It would seem you believe I have more answers than I actually do. As I said, I’m here to hear you and your family as much as I am the other residents of Hope County to try and forge negotiations. All life is valuable and cutting short peoples potential is a misfortune that has been witnessed on both sides. Perhaps there has been a misunderstanding - more people may be willing but just uncertain. I was sent here to help your perspective be heard as much as the others. I only ask for the same good will and patience I extend to you, without judgement, so that I may understand.” Nestor bowed her head, though her gaze lowered some she still kept it trained on his torso until her attention lifted once more back to his face. Gently her hands clasped before herself, aiming to keep them in his line of sight at all times to hopefully keep some peace she wasn’t aiming to draw a weapon.

#unholyatonement #nestorthreads

indeliblymarred

@blakholsandrevelations gets a STARTER

It was a cool and crisp evening in Munich as the sun went down, painting the sky with mixes hues of red and orange. The young man was taking a stroll through the campus park, keeping to the stone pathway that lead to the dormitories. He breathed in deeply, relishing the feeling of cold air seeping into his chest and chilling the insides of his lungs. It was like breathing in a glass of ice water. So refreshing, so awakening. The shadow had been following him for a few dozen yards before Johan finally stopped and turned to face his pursuer. He knew it must be the same person he’s spotted following him earlier that day, too. She was pretty good at keeping herself under cover, but no stalker would slip past Johan’s notice.

“Can I help you, dear stranger who has been following me all day?”

Delicately her fingers adjusted the pale fabric gloves as she walked, shadowing at a distance one of the few she’d be investigating with this new case. The deaths surrounding Schuwald left little evidence - but that in itself was the reason for she was there. Her attention on the curious case lifted, expecting to see his back once more she instead was greeted by his gaze directly on her. Nestor noted his perception and perhaps her own carelessness as she came to a halt within conversational distance. So much for choosing when to approach; she swallowed down the flutter of anxiety as she gave a small nod of her head to his question.

“I apologize for any discomfort, sir. It was not my intention.” She inclined her head a fraction though her amber gaze remained on his person. “I’m Agent Avani and I’m investigating a local matter regarding Schuwald.” Nestor’s hand extended, offering a proper introduction should he feel comfortable.

#indeliblymarred‌#nestorthreads #sorry if this is a bit wonky. tumblr kept erasing your reply whenever i tried to reblog it #so i had to fiddle a bit to be able to reply via some sick copy and paste skillz

indeliblymarred‌:

Over the past few years at the District Attorney’s office, Allison had grown more or less accustomed to the spirits that she encountered, seldom feeling dread or fear anymore with them. But this presence was different. She could hardly identify it as a person, let alone a man or a woman, or any features that could indicate what this ghost’s human form took before passing. It was the unknown that frightened her. However, as she talked to the presence, the more it seemed to take on a human appearance. Perhaps she could eventually uncover their face if she continued engaging with it.

“I could look you up. I could find out what happened to you. Maybe help get you some justice, if that’s what you’re looking for. That’s what most spirits come to be for, to solve a crime. Bring peace to your soul.” Allison swallowed and realized her throat was very parched, so she sipped her coffee. It had almost gotten cold in the few minutes she was holding it near this specter. She caught a patron of the coffee shop give her a strange look and decided that she needed to find a more inconspicuous space to talk to this being. “I’ve been noticed,” she murmured under her breath. “Follow me.” She exited the shop and went around the corner to an alley where they could be undisturbed.

“Do you always look like that? A billowing shadow? Can I see your face?”

Solve a crime. The shape rippled gently. Justice. Help. Peace. Words that tasted like hot garbage to a being with no tangible tongue. There’s a lull of silence as it considers the things she has said; noting how the pieces of their own history felt like a distant memory, one they continued to get in fragments. They remember some of who they are but holes exist. Like the ones that riddled their torso once upon a time. Did they deserve it?

Delaney swept their gaze to the one that spotted their unusual person; watching as discomfort fell over them until they moved to another spot before proceeding to follow Allison into the alley. Their head bobbed down, noting the litter and grime - even that was familiar. “My face...?” The words echoed with genuine curiosity as their attention turned back to her. The being lifted its hand, touching over the vacant spot where its face should be. Ah, the basic shapes that created a face were missing and yet that felt completely right. “Do all spirits have faces, Allison?”

The question is followed by a thoughtful hum as their hands lowered just slightly from their empty face, “Is it important? What if I can’t remember my face?” They can. They at least know more than they are letting on but answers from their new person, Allison, would certainly benefit them.

#indeliblymarred‌#monsterthreads

𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋 𝐁𝐀𝐆𝐆𝐀𝐆𝐄

tagged by: @sanguisfulgur (hey thanks!! ouo) tagging: @strnza, @unholyatonement, @indeliblymarred (whoever you like!), @archetypxl, @derjaegermond and i guess whoever else my brain died rip

#nestorhc #she has been through so much hell with this job. or life. lifejerb

tumblr is deciding that reblogging and editing the post = erasing the post as a whole? tried swapping browsers and stuff but no luck. if some replies look weird it’s because i’ve had to copy and paste the answers i got and adjust them myself, then answer. so some icon-related replies might be a bit off but the format of the writing should be a-okay!

#ooc #if anyone has suggestions on what to do i'll hear em #but for now ahhhhhh this will do ouo