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[icaseybaybee]

[scientronid]

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i KNOW god is listening and hears my prayers and none of them go unanswered but like how the hell do i even keep going in the direction of not giving up on these dreams and visions? i have done so much hard work on myself and trusting the process but like, now what? when does it get to be MY time? make it make sense

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the way i have been waiting for this for so long. i remember thinking a year ago i was ready. i absolutely was not. i can’t believe how things just fell apart yet came back together so effortlessly. i remember being so frustrated about how the lord told me no about something i had looked forward to all year long. and the moment i let go and said ok fine, idk what you have that would be better than this? my dream became a reality. the lord DID THAT. trusting in him and his timing. it’s somehow getting easier and more difficult by the day. if i have god, how can i fail.

[jamiemclellan]

Beam me up

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i can’t believe i’m back for round 2. the way that the last several months have shown me positive change, vibes, support, and everything in between have led me to making this a reality. i am so grateful for having amazing friends who have my back and don’t just say that they care. they show me they care. i am making room for good news only. i am ready to see how god is going to work in this new season. i am ready for positive, healthy change, and to see my dreams come true. all signs point to YES.

[inkpressedpetals]

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celebrating one year of freedom tomorrow

freedom from the things and people that no longer serve me and were keeping me from living out my purpose

a year ago my life changed in ways i could have never predicted

the pain does not have power over my promise

i am ready to receive what god has for me and i will no longer settle for anything that isn’t in alignment

waiting feels excruciating at times because i’ve been waiting for so long but i know his plans are greater than mine will ever be and he didn’t bring me this far for no reason

if you had told me a year ago i’d be in this healthy place now i wouldn’t believe you because some of it feels too good to be true

at the exact time my life felt like it was falling apart, it was actually coming together

and now i’m ready

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you’re done your part. now let god do his.

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things have greatly shifted in the last two days. everything i’ve complained about for years (and in recent months) is finally not going to be a problem anymore. everything that isn’t serving me will be left here. the people sitting at that table tomorrow night will not be left here. my delusional ass is still holding onto hope that these dreams i had will become a reality whether i live here or not. if god said it, it WILL be. and he will find a way.

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no words to describe 2024 other than draining and disappointing

a lot to be grateful for tho despite the bullshit

my goal for 2025 is to be healthy and happy

let’s do this

[nontemporary]

[nontemporary]

[pairs-studio]

[remanence-of-love]

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thinking about where i was 3 years ago to now is absolutely wild

it all started with a dream

reflecting on all that god has done in this time brings me to tears. one vision after the other. slowly putting the pieces together. trusting in his timing. i feel so at ease.

no more doubts and questions. let it happen.

[plumslices]