musings

36 y/o closeted freak

[guy5guy55]

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[whynotshaveme]

"This slave had such beautiful hair when it came to me. I, of course, shaved its head immediately. Then I had a wig made from its hair."

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[pantyhoods]

[milkandrope]

[doggers05]

The Urinal is right there! Just lift the lid, you'll figure it out.

[futurevixtim]

found this in the camera roll I WISH I knew the source

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[keepherhogtied]

Do you realize how badly I want to do this to you? Tie you up so you’re completely helpless to the horrible things I want to do to you? I will get so hard watching you suffer and writhe in pain for me like this, desperately trying to get out of your bindings but unable to escape.

I want you to be my little toy to suffer for me.

[supercharlidot]

I want to be your litle toy to suffer for you !

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[the-english-bounder]

This is what Daddy’s tuition fees buy you.

[the-english-bounder]

Education is important

[first-degree-of-humility]

i love the concept of sensory deprivation so much. i would love to put a blindfold and noise cancelling headphones on someone, tie their hands and feet together, maybe even gag them and then just be there with them. stroke their hair or touch their back/shoulders/stomach. maybe i'd do something else for a while and wait until they're scared i've left them. wait until they're trying to call for me before i touch them again to reassure them i'm still there...

[greyhoundsowner]

Such a sexy creature.

Enjoying her breakfast in her cage.

BondageLife.com

[hyenagirlpenis]

Someone who's generally quite respectful and considerate decides you specifically will be the object of their degradation. It's hard to feel "special" when the unique difference is how cruelly they treat you and only you. Other partners are lovers, other subs are darling pets. You are warm holes at best. There's just no real rhyme or reason that makes you different from all their loved ones, friends, partners... When they say you deserve this, what else can you do but start to believe them?

[theblankbull]

Non-Sexual Brainwashing

I feel like non-sexual brainwashing is severely under-rated. I've had brainwashing plays (as tist and subject) where NOTHING sexual happens yet it can be some of the deepest most wonderful trances and programming ever.

Maybe you don't need to mindlessly edge yourself into oblivion that day. Maybe you just need your brain off for half an hour after a long day at work. Maybe you want to be motivated to get those damn dishes done or to fold the laundry properly. Being brainwashed into a helpful task-drone can be a very nice way to do that!

Maybe you don't want to be thinking about all the crap you have to get done. You just want to turn your mind off and be reminded what a good sub you are. How well you obey. How easily you comply. How wonderfully deep you can drop even without a goal in mind. Dropping purely for the feeling of dropping.

Perhaps you just don't want to be human for a bit and want to imagine life as a happy cow in a field or a dumb puppy being petted. Perhaps an object is even better for you, take away the stress of humanity by being a Fembot/Himbot/Thembot or whatever you wish. You can forget about human stresses and just carry out your programming.

For the 'higher powers' lovers it works even better. You don't need to be mentally fucked or masturbate yourself silly when service is purpose and obedience is pleasure. You can spend your time happily answering your programmers questions and performing your duties without so much as undressing.

So yeah, not all trances have to be sexual!

[empire-of-transience]

Thinking about semi-permanent sensory deprivation

Blindfolding a sub, or slipping earplugs in them, or wrapping them in latex so they're cut off from skin input, or gagging them so they can't speak (or even all of the above), with them fully aware that this isn't just for an hour or a day, they'll be stuck like this for a good long while, only returning to full normalcy if/when I feel like releasing them

Your eyes and ears (like the rest of you) are mine and they'll behold what I want them to, if I allow you to see it's only because I've decided to grace you with the sights I want you to witness, you'll feel exactly as much as I say and nothing more, if you speak it is because I allow it, everything you are and everything you experience is on my authority

Just really mindfucking a toy by keeping them omnipresently aware that my will extends over every aspect of their being and that I can allow or restrict everything they experience on a whim because I'm a goddess and they're my plaything

[noescapenow]

[swidom2]

I really love this setup. Notice that she’s in that very awkward position entirely because she’s trying to avoid getting shocked. She can straighten her back, relieving the tension on the weights on her nipples but that would mean dropping the heavy weight on the contact. She could also lower hey heels, relieving the cramp in her calves but that would also mean closing an electrical circuit.

[the-sensitive-sadist]

While we're on the topic it's worth saying that the best time for forced oral is directly after a particularly painful, intense impact session. Intentionally and firmly demonstrating the fundamental inequality between us. you who receives pain and gives pleasure, and Me who receives pleasure and gives pain.

[misssmeat-deactivated20251019]

My favorite thing about introducing edging and denial is the predictability of the events that follow:

You’re in utter disbelief that someone would actually deny an orgasm.

Then comes the anger and frustration. How dare someone try to keep you from your orgasm! Perhaps some attitude will need correcting at this stage.

Soon you’ll be begging. Bartering. Negotiating. Trying anything to prove that you deserve that orgasm.

Maybe you’ll cry when you finally realize that it’s truly out of your control. You have no influence. Your body and its pleasure are no longer a priority or even relevant to the conversation.

And when kept denied, you’ll realize: you’re better without an orgasm. You’re a better sub, better plaything, better toy. You’re more obedient. Your partner knows what you need better than you, and you realize they were right: you don’t need to orgasm.

Then the addiction starts.

The neediness in your body settles as a new default state of being… you would feel empty without it. Directionless.

And suddenly, the same sub who said they could *never* handle be denied is confessing that being told no feels better than being allowed to orgasm.