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Sebastian Smythe♛; What a nice suprise to see you- out of all people- lurk on my blog. You should feel honoured because this isn't an ordinary blog you see everyday. As you might have guessed, I'm Sebastian Smythe (or you are blind at both eyes or have illiteracy). A 16 year old sophomore who attends at Dalton Academy. All that is left to say is enjoy this masterpiece of blog and hit me up if you have any questions.

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when you get a reply for a thread that you’ve been waiting on all day and you’re out in public

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What is your biggest fear?

Like I should tell you; some hidden face that I don’t know?

To be honest, it’s ending up all alone, without having someone beside me. No family, no friends, no partner; nothing. Just me and myself.

I know I seem like I push people away and pretend that I don’t need anyone, but I do. It scares me the most that I just have to do it on my own without anybody beside me.

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SOMETHING GAY - Kurtbastian.

Sebastian stepped in the Lima Bean, looking to the ground. He shifts his sketchbook further under his arm and shoved his glasses further on his nose, although he didn’t care if his glasses didn’t really sits perfectly on his nose (he also fixed a cigarette that he placed behind his left ear, just in case). The tall boy normally cares about his apperance and how he looks. He needed to for himself, to keep a certain standard. However this day, he went in the coffee shop with messy hair, kaki pants and a two sized too big lumberjack flannel.

This seemed like the first day he was inside the Lima Bean wearing these ‘sloppy clothes’ but it was something he felt comfortable in. Something that people- or so he assumed- wouldn’t think Sebastian would wear and he had to agree with them. Since the beginning of this year he felt like he changed again. Sebastian wasn’t sure if it was for the better or the worse, but he decided not to really care anymore. This was who he was when he was still France, anyways.

And fuck, he missed France so much. He missed who he was; the carefree artist that drew everything. Especially trees, the neighborhood and he tried to draw human beings. People has something interesting, because everybody is just so different. But why did he pick this hobby up where he left it? Sebastian didn’t really know... all he knew was that some boy turned him around. He wouldn’t admit it; he hate to admit it, but it was true. This boy had this power to make Sebastian draw again and especially after the party.

Yes, he had to admit what he drew so far were normally sketches, but some searching on google, made him study his instagram page. Which wasn’t the same as real life (real life was better), but it worked for the most part. 

Wandered in his mind, he ordered his usual coffee order and walked to the comfy couch against the wall, in the back of the shop. He wouldn’t to be disturbed and he could just draw. He placed his coffee on a small table, right to the couch and placed his pencil case in front of it and opened his sketch book. Without thinking about it any longer, he started to draw.

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forevergoldenfabray:

I’ve had a lot on my plate this last week, so, I apologize if I’ve seemed absent. I’m sure you all know how it goes. But anyway, did anyone do anything eventful for Halloween? I was hoping to snatch a few pieces of candy, but we managed to get rid of it all faster than anticipated.

Hey there you are. I wondered where you suddenly went. Halloween went by and it was gone in a split second. Did you enjoy it?

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kittygoeswilde:

Never was a party animal, but I guess I have all the potential since I threw the coolest party in Lima. Hope everyone had as much fun as I did

It was definitely an interesting party. Thanks again for the invite.

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TEXT MESSAGE ✉ ASSHOLE

KURT: Court says I have to face you in court, not jail. But.... I suppose I could

KURT: 😩

KURT: hmph

SEBASTIAN: That's too kind of you, meeting me twice. You're a doll.

SEBASTIAN: 🙄

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fashonistahummel:

Hey there guys, I’m sorry for disappearing on you. Some stuff happened and I am certain you don’t want to hear the details. Anyway, I am back now and better than ever. What’s everyone up to?

You are certain we don’t want to hear details? Come on, don’t make us curious and leave us in the cold.

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TEXT MESSAGE ✉ ASSHOLE

KURT: First off, why would I visit you in jail? Second off, whatever.

KURT: ugh you

KURT: Yep, guess so.

SEBASTIAN: Because you put me there in the first place and well since court says you have to.

SEBASTIAN: ugh you, too

SEBASTIAN: Hmhm

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TEXT MESSAGE ✉ ASSHOLE

KURT: Clearly

KURT: don't ugh me! ugh you!

KURT: I guess we have

SEBASTIAN: Maybe you want to visit me in jail to tell me I shouldn't copy you anymore

SEBASTIAN: ugh each other?

SEBASTIAN: I guess so, too

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TEXT MESSAGE ✉ ASSHOLE

KURT: I'm dialing 911 now

KURT: Oh no! Boo hoo. Poor you

KURT: I can ask you the same thing.

SEBASTIAN: Good, bc we definitely don't want a copy cat around here

SEBASTIAN: ugh you

SEBASTIAN: Guess we already answered this, huh?

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KURT: Copy cat!!!

KURT: 🙄

KURT: Actually, you in particular are exhausting

SEBASTIAN: Oh no we should call the cops!!! 😱😱

SEBASTIAN: And here you are, also copying me, too.

SEBASTIAN: Then why text me? Or keep on texting me?

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forevergoldenfabray:

It still counts. I would give an arm and a leg to go to Europe. I’m sorry that you miss it, but I hope you get the chance to. Maybe you could stay with some old friends?

Oh, I didn’t consider that. I feel like they likely wouldn’t accept me into one anyway, given my past.

I definitely don’t recommend to give up an arm or leg, it surely isn’t that special. It’s okay, one day I will go back and might never return. Hmm I can stay with family that’s for sure, friends I’m not really sure of, since I was nine and most of my friends and I aren’t really friends anymore.

It’s okay, you couldn’t know. Oh? Why not?

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TEXT MESSAGE ✉ ASSHOLE

KURT: >.>

KURT: Shockingly there's this thing called sarcasm. You might want to look up the definition.

KURT: Exactly like your consciousness or evil side.

SEBASTIAN: What? 😇

SEBASTIAN: Oh no way?! I definitely didn't hear that before, let me look it up then I will finally know what you mean!

SEBASTIAN: So you're both? Wow. Two jobs at one time, must be exhausting.

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kittygoeswilde:

Can agree on this part - not all of them are the same, but quite many of them are assholes. Funny that you think you get to decide to speak for women or any other oppressed group when you’re in fact the most privileged kind right now - wealthy white man who was born in America, so it’s not like you’re gonna face any Harvey Wanstein-s in your life. Anyway, my point is we got used to compliments cause we hear them more often because we’re judged by our looks everyday and not everyone is as fortunate with it as moi. 

Many men are assholes, most women are bitches; we both know this is true, so let’s just agree on this point. 

Funny that I actually do not decided whatsoever, I simply shared you my opinion. And why can’t you accept that I agree with you? 

And let me stop you right; one I know I’m wealthy, but not top notch millionaire kid. Second of all get your facts straight if you are accusing me of things. Because I clearly wasn’t born in America, thank God for that. Also if you are going to include that fucking jerk into this conversation I’m totally done with all of this. I’m nothing like him or do I ever want to see his face. 

Again, I agree a lot of women are treated terribly and I hate that that happens, but can you not include me to that pile of assholes? For fuck’s sake, who do you think I am? You think that I am the same? That every men is the same? Because then you are just as wrong as them. And to clarify ‘them’ those assholes aka most of the males. Because I clearly need to explain myself otherwise you get the wrong idea and think I’m like those assholes. Which I- by the way- am not.

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TEXT MESSAGE ✉ ASSHOLE

KURT: No.

KURT: You have a conscious? Because I wasn't sure. In all seriousness, yeah, exactly like that.

SEBASTIAN: Aw that's too bad

SEBASTIAN: I actually do, like all people do have, you really are the brightest pupil @ your school, huh?

SEBASTIAN: too lazy to read back... Exactly like what?

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KURT: You mean my normal face? Because I always am an angel

KURT: Are you sure they aren't yours? Because they might be and you just don't realize

KURT: Yeah, I guess so

SEBASTIAN: lmfao can you actually video chat me and say that to my face, bc i need that

SEBASTIAN: Ohhh, like my consciousness talking? Or my evil side?

SEBASTIAN: Fair enough

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@CAFFINATEDBOWTIES: So. Coffee and performance discussions tomorrow??

@MEERKATFACE: Yeah sure, why not