BORN TO FAIL

i found   god   beneath the floorboard playing hide and seek, only he wasn't playing fair.   no, he wasn't playing fair at all.

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anyways :)

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sorry for silence, got a new job and i’ve been hanging out w new ppl!!!! very busy!

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voidheal:

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     “ hm, lucky indeed. “ it comes off as SARCASTIC and thats just how hawke prefers it to be, lower lip wetting as he watches mathias work MAGIC ( no pun intended ) on his wound.  hawke was never much of a healer - that had always been beth’s realm of expertise, stitching together hawke’s wonderful mistakes as she lectured him about the necessity of practicing CARE - but he had forgotten her ramblings after her death - thrown caution to the wind.

     no, he doesn’t want to think more of it.  

     “ has anyone ever told you you have such a way with your hands - quite enjoyable, really. “  THE SUBJECT shifts, a grin, light and PLAYFUL claims the high points of his cheeks as he stares at mathias, a subtle WAGGLE to his brows.

               gaze cuts for all that pink starts to blotch over his face : forehead / cheeks / nose / oh no. he’s always been TOO EASILY FLUSTERED, too prone to blushing : it takes mere words and he’s turning red and it’s ridiculous, truly, but. but it’s something that he has learned to live with, nonetheless. this body is his own ( most of the time ) and he feels comfortable enough in it —— IT’S THE TRUTH. some of the time.

             ❝ i’m a healer, hawke, of course i have a way with my hands, ❞ tone even and hands steady in spite of the flush that has begun to overtake his pale features and he looks away from the man : to the wound. easier to look at gushing blood, really.

     there it was - what hawke had been looking for - that trail of blush that tread carefully atop his cheeks, the way the healer attemprs to push aside the EMBARRASSMENT he feels upon hawke’s comment - and hawke finds himself SATISFIED by the end result, smirking to mathias  playfully, lips tugged into that dangerous grin the blood mage was so often known for. 

     “ i’m sure under different circumstances those hands are good for many other things. “

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“You’ve got a good heart,” she says, cold as she always is, brusque as she always is, but something kinder seeping through.  She always has been capable of something like softness only with family.  “Don’t waste it being a fucking prick.”  Ah.  Maybe not.

     “ HEY how i spend my free time is MY busniess - “ faux OFFENSE and all his hand flies to his mouth, daring to utter a fake gasp in accompaniment to his dialogue.  “ i don’t tell you when YOU’RE being a complete bag of dicks - “ well, not EVERY single time at least.

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bialwilk:

A     HUM     EMITTED      FROM     LIPS     GRAZED     WITH     HAIR     OF     SNOW     AND     STEEL ,     a     finger     traced     a     ruin     as     if     in     thought,     but     it     was     admiration .     What     adorned     the     blood     mages     weaponry     was     imaginable      &&     INCREDIBLE ,     as     if     every     gliff     was     meant     to     be     succulent        &&      smooth ,     to     capture     an     eye     at     first     glance .   

                   “     You     can     use     this     weapon    well,     but     what     about    the     rest ?         ”

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     theres a STUTTER in his movements, amber eyes that had been resting atop his blade - smooth and sharp ( always getting the job done ) halt ‘pon a voice - a stranger no doubt - not many of those who did not already know hawke approached him for much - but by the play in his tone hawke is sure that this wasn’t just any average joe asking for directions.  so now he finds himself grinning, a smug thing really but how else could he react - he always found himself tickled pink when attention was garnered for more than just the marring on his body.  so he flicks his gaze to the source -

     - and what a handsome source he was !  hawke was in luck.

     “ would you like to find out? “

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god of war (2018) starters

❝  long way from home, aren’t you?  ❞ ❝  why do you even care? you could have just walked away.  ❞ ❝  i almost feel bad for you.  ❞ ❝  i can tell you a thing or two about family matters.  ❞      ❝  lucky for you, my schedule’s wide open.  ❞ ❝  they’re gonna be sorry they picked this fight.  ❞ ❝  i heard you. it’s not up for discussion.  ❞ ❝  i will rain down agony, every possible violation, upon you.  ❞ ❝  um, alright…that hurt a little.  ❞ ❝  you think you understand, but you don’t.  ❞ ❝  didn’t you hear that? voices. it felt…evil.  ❞ ❝  you do not want this fight.  ❞ ❝  truth is more important than kindness.  ❞ ❝  i know every corner of these lands, every language spoken, every war waged, every deal struck.  ❞ ❝  it should have been you. you hear me? you. not her.  ❞ ❝  only use this as a last resort.  ❞ ❝  deny it all you want, but you saved me.  ❞ ❝  you don’t want me and you never will.  ❞ ❝  they do not stop us, so they do not concern us.  ❞ ❝  only time you talk to me is when you need something.  ❞ ❝  that doesn’t mean you should lie to your friends or family.  ❞ ❝  will i see you again?  ❞ ❝  don’t leave me alone ever again.  ❞      ❝  you see in the eyes of a child.  ❞ ❝  i know you hate gods but you really can’t stay away from them, can you?  ❞ ❝  you are in your head. let it go.  ❞ ❝  it is wise to be discreet.  ❞ ❝  you are right…i do not believe you.  ❞ ❝  the power of any weapon comes from your heart…but only when tempered by your head.  ❞ ❝  wow, you’re so stupid. that your father’s doing? or your mother’s?  ❞ ❝  will we see people on the road? friendly? will they try to rob us?  ❞ ❝  smells like rotting eggs. is it still good?  ❞ ❝  you’ve only killed those deserving, right?  ❞ ❝  you’re sounding more like your father by the minute.  ❞ ❝  that thing was trying to kill us. it’s not like you don’t get angry in a fight.  ❞ ❝  leave. my. home.  ❞ ❝  you killed against my wishes.  ❞ ❝  it’s all you talk about, over and over. do something about it or shut up.  ❞ ❝  behind you, watch out!  ❞ ❝  don’t know, don’t care.  ❞ ❝  this used to be a challenge.  ❞ ❝  this place feels like a prison.  ❞ ❝  it feels like something is waiting for us down here.  ❞ ❝  don’t be sorry. be better.  ❞ ❝  kill for survival, not for indulgence.  ❞ ❝  can’t believe you’ve lasted this long.  ❞ ❝  in war, a soldier sees beauty in the blood of his enemy.  ❞ ❝  the winds of fate have given us a strange coincidence.  ❞ ❝  close your heart to their desperation. close your heart to their suffering.  ❞ ❝  you’ve had to kill people before, haven’t you? you’re used to it.  ❞ ❝  why do you say nothing?  ❞ ❝  you’ve seen it with your own eyes. you can’t hurt me. nothing can.  ❞ ❝  anger can be a weapon if you control it.  ❞ ❝  whatever it is you seek, i do not have it. you should move on.  ❞ ❝  when they find you - and they will - they’ll make things difficult.  ❞ ❝  there is one unavoidable truth you will never escape: you cannot change.  ❞ ❝  only time you talk to me is when you need something.  ❞ ❝  we do what me must to survive.  ❞ ❝  follow down this path and head for daylight.  ❞ ❝  heh. thought you’d be bigger.  ❞ ❝  you have a knack for ominous statemants.  ❞ ❝  just tell me what i want to know! no need for this to get bloody.  ❞ ❝  we all gotta take responsibility sometime, huh?  ❞ ❝  that was a waste of a perfectly good apple.  ❞ ❝  you think i’m weak, because i’m not like you.  ❞ ❝  but…you told me never to go down there.  ❞ ❝  you know, i really hoped i’d never see this place again.  ❞ ❝  until our journey is over, one of us must remain focused.   ❞ ❝  you must be better than me. understand?  ❞ ❝  did something change? the forest feels different now.  ❞ ❝  with power comes a big choice. you serve yourself or you serve others.  ❞ ❝  do not mistake my silence for lack of grief.  ❞ ❝  we are not men. we are more than that.  ❞ ❝  i know i was never what you wanted.  ❞ ❝  mourn how you wish. leave me to my own.  ❞ ❝  hurry! i’m slipping.  ❞ ❝  do not allow yourself to feel for them. they do not feel for you.  ❞ ❝  do not concern yourself with what might be. focus on what is.  ❞ ❝  we do as we please. no excuses.  ❞ ❝  your father can kill. are you going to be able to do that?  ❞ ❝  accuracy over speed.  ❞ ❝  you left me here. again. why don’t you care?  ❞ ❝  what, you want a hug?  ❞ ❝  finish what you started.  ❞ ❝  you know, for someone so strong, you worry a lot.  ❞ ❝  you are hunting deer - not chasing it.  ❞ ❝  i don’t know you and you don’t know me… don’t seem to want to.  ❞ ❝  killing animals i get. they’re food. but people… they’re just trying to survive too.  ❞ ❝  do you hear that? it sounds like someone screaming.  ❞ ❝  i’m going to cut off your head now.  ❞ ❝  it’s…it’s still alive.  ❞ ❝  we are here because of you. never forget that.  ❞ ❝  do not speak again.  ❞ ❝  your anger…you can get lost in it.  ❞ ❝  you don’t have to be the smartest man in the world to see that.  ❞ ❝  we’ve come so far. there has to be a way.  ❞ ❝  don’t you see? they never gave up hope. and neither should we.  ❞ ❝  you can change your path. it’s not too late.  ❞ ❝  i’ve been to many strange places… but this is a new one.  ❞ ❝  oh, cut it out, princess. you’re gonna get me all weepy.  ❞ ❝  you are too quick to temper. you a rash, insubordinate and out of control.  ❞ ❝  the path ahead is difficult and you are not ready.  ❞ ❝  you are not ready - stay back.  ❞ ❝  think i’m afraid of you?! you’re nothing to me.  ❞ ❝  stay by me. touch nothing.  ❞ ❝  you were gone for so long i thought that you…  ❞      ❝  you will always be a monster.  ❞ ❝  look at me! look at me!  ❞ ❝  you are going to have to kill me for that to happen.  ❞ ❝  can you kill something that big?  ❞ ❝  on our journey we will be attacked by all manner of creature.  ❞ ❝  so we’re gonna go toward the creepy singing?  ❞ ❝  why are there two beds in there?  ❞ ❝  slow down. your haste will cost us.  ❞ ❝  i warned you. you would not listen.  ❞ ❝  no, wait…i’m not giving up. i just…have to catch my breath.  ❞ ❝  well, this is it. it’s been an honor.  ❞ ❝  you left me alone to fight.  ❞ ❝  are you the last of your family too?  ❞ ❝  my mother made it for me.  ❞ ❝  fight until we stop or we are dead.  ❞ ❝  the last in his realm of all this kind and you shoot him.  ❞ ❝  come. no looking back now.  ❞ ❝  you’re more concerned with their safety than our goal.  ❞ ❝  i don’t think we’re supposed to be in here.  ❞    ❝  i’m…sorry for your loss.  ❞ ❝  i hoped that’d you, out of all the people i’ve faced, would make me feel something.  ❞ ❝  slow and old. you should never have come here.  ❞ ❝  that bow’s a little big for you, isn’t it?  ❞ ❝  earlier you said people might kill us. i’ll kill them if they try.  ❞ ❝  pain we endure. faulty weaponry we do not.  ❞ ❝  let me guess…you’re gonna be smug and say we shouldn’t have got involved.  ❞ ❝  no. you’ve been gone a long, long time!  ❞ ❝  if you try, i’ll try.  ❞ ❝  wow, uh…that was something, that fight.  ❞ ❝  you did not think it was important to tell me?  ❞ ❝  death suits you better.  ❞ ❝  is it dishonorable to grow old?  ❞ ❝  so unclean. so, so unclean.  ❞ ❝  you won’t stop me.  ❞ ❝  and i thought my family was fucked up.  ❞ ❝  i’m strong. i’m smart. i’m not what you think i am.  ❞ ❝  when i require your counsel, i will ask.  ❞ ❝  don’t you know when to give up?  ❞ ❝  listen to me. i can help.  ❞ ❝  you’ve taught me so much. let me teach you something.  ❞ ❝  okay. there are a few gaps in my knowledge.  ❞ ❝  the path you walk. vengeance. you will find no peace.  ❞ ❝  you know i love you. you just can be better. i know you can be.  ❞ ❝  let them go. take me instead.  ❞ ❝  i’ve never felt more alive.  ❞ ❝  no…you’re bleeding.  ❞ ❝  do you have any idea, any idea at all, what you have cost me?  ❞ ❝  i used to dream about getting eaten.  ❞ ❝  relax. do not think of it as an animal. it is simply a target.  ❞ ❝  try to find forgiveness, and we can start something new.  ❞ ❝  there is much about me i won’t have you know.  ❞ ❝  have you ever heard the term “tempting fate?”  ❞ ❝  your memory was a comfort in dark times.  ❞ ❝  she meant more to me than you anyway.  ❞ ❝  you are not yourself.  ❞ ❝  if seeing me dead will make things right, i won’t stop you.  ❞ ❝  i’d bow if i could, your majesty.  ❞ ❝  then we will go home. to give up this easily, so close to the start…  ❞ ❝  only fire when i tell you to fire.  ❞ ❝  not my blood.  ❞ ❝ nobody’s killed a dragon for hundreds of years.  ❞ ❝  are they dead…? oh! not dead! not dead!  ❞ ❝  a dangerous beast. we’ll take him down together.  ❞

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how,,,,, am i 10 away from 100,,,,,,,

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closecircle:

She grins, follows as he pulls at her hand, giggling happily beneath her breath.  The giggle transforms, with just a single breath, into an appreciative sigh as she tugs him to follow when she half-reclines.  Her hands wrap loosely around his shoulders, and her lips press slowly to his jaw and then his neck, teasing.

But, still — she’s no good at waiting.  A certain hungry eagerness pooling in the pit of her abdomen, between her legs.  “Let’s get you out of this,” she murmurs, hands traveling from shoulders to the hem of his shirt and tugging upwards.

     and so does he oblige, peeling away his tunic to reveal what lies beneath - a full chest of fur and deep white marks that echo past mistakes along his flesh.  although he was riddled with the old lines of mar, his physique was nothing to be avoided, garrett kept in good shape and his body mimicked just that - stature sturdy overtop her as he lay mason gently onto the couch, grin ever apparent.

     he does not hesitate - never has really as his lips ghost  down the  line of her neck, teeth nipping playfully at her flesh as he left behind little red marks in his wake - he liked this game, the game of who gives first -

     - he was always known for winning. 

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Send “May I have this dance?” for your muse to share a dance with mine.

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my skin is GLOWING today

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me gettin the writing bug again: STEP ASIDE IT’S TIME FOR GARRETT TO RISE ONCE AGAIN

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where’s hawke?

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the blog is @inashxs

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magicbound replied to your post: would anyone be interested in interacting with...

once i get my muse back ill McReply

u should add me on eve the twunk#3184 (my new disc) to plot

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would anyone be interested in interacting with leandra? 

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@extravagantliar

     ROARING WAVES crash over the stone of hawke’s patience, WITHERING IT AWAY to nothing at all- he’s already screamed and pounded his fists, barked at the inquisitor and scared all those with lingering eyes - so now all he was left with was the storm that raged against his breast - this unease and irritation that festered - daring not to leave him be as he sat in some lone corner by himself, nursing a hefty cup of ale. 

     he saw it so perfectly, so clearly - he should’ve been the one left in the fade HE SHOULD’VE STAYED and yet - 

     - he was spared - and what a funny word that was, spare - as if it was something he was looking for - another chance, a new day - no he stopped watching the sun rise after he forgot how to wash the blood off his hands, after he started hearing his mothers voice at night, tormenting him - filling him with regret.  but maybe thats why he was so FUCKING TIRED - fading memories singed into his retina’s THERE ARE THINGS hawke will never be able to forget - 

     - despite his desperation.