important notice
iām coming right out and say this, iām taking an indefinite hiatus.
recently
well, a while tbh, itās been becoming increasingly harder and harder to want to log on and do any activity that doesnāt involve me liking, lurking with a occasional reblog sprinkled in between.
thereās several factors to why, several iām not disclosing, but the major factors are, i feel burned out from writing and i barely have a drive to do so. at times i kinda donāt want toā¦. honestly i donāt have any energy to do much, despite the number of drafts and starters i owe.Ā thatās not fair to anyone.
truth be told i canāt maintain multiple relationships, i do love the ships iāve gained, but it gets hard to maintain and juggle and iām not good at it at all. itās easier to talk about them, then to actually make an rp thread or multiple of them and honestly that isnāt fair to my partners.
i need to fall in love with writing again, and i donāt have that right now.
if i do come backā¦ i donāt know about my all of my muses but i may move noctis to his own blog. but if i do, thereās a 50/50 chance that i may reset relationships heās gained?? i donāt know just yet, iām weighing the pros and cons of resetting and not resetting, but iāll cross that bridge when i get to it should i want to rp again down the line. but iāll make that a single ship blog
i donāt know if iāll put a hiatus notice on my other blog, but I donāt have much of a muse for her than i do for this blog. surprise :/ i dunno
iām sorry to let everyone down with my muses, with my inability to keep promises, and my lack of activity
even though some of it refers to my multimuse, i will put this blog on a hiatus notice as well, despite being a recently moved blog.Ā
my muse for velvet is already kinda low. i have no drive to write. iāve been doing what iāve been doing for velvet what i do on my multimuseālurk, like posts, and occasionally reblog
with that, iāll see yaāll later
