no one knows me here and i can vent here as much as i want.
when i think about this year i am so surprised, disappointed and have never felt like now before.
I crossed my boundaries so many times, dont wanna say im proud of myself but probably it had to happen.
Im proud of myself i ended my toxic relationship even if it hadn’t been visible for me before.
I am not so proud of myself i fell in love so deeply and strongly like never before in my life. I think im in love for the first time. The worst is that so many signs from God/Universe show me „this is him! Be patient but trust the process”. But i fucking cant.
I am surprised that magic came to my life and everything in tarot reading happened.
I am disappointed i have to suffer from my mental illness and was diagnosed with BPD (wish my future partner luck)
I am angry i failed so many things due of my mental health.
I am happy because i traveled nearly whole europe and was 3 times in Finland.
I am happy i start my new life there.
I feel so exhausted because of people who left me this year . I would love to say them „fvck you” but im searching for guilt in me.
I am so thankful he came into my life, even if it hurts.
I am so pissed off when i think about xenophobia i experienced in Brno. And i hope that karma is real.
That was so bad year. I expect nothing next year. But i only pray for him and boring life. Really, boring life is all what i actually need.
turnnoffyourmind
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