🩵Two Spirit and Payomkawichum (Luiseño People of the West Coast of North America)
🩷This blog will be 18+! I'll tag those ones with #secrets
💜My icon is drawn by me! My header is drawn by @/corelle-vairel!
🩵My Main is @bloodanddiscoballs and I follow from that!👇🏽
💜Please do not follow me if you are into incest or are an adult who selfships with minors. It just makes me uncomfortable, sorry! Thank you!
I also don't really understand the whole proship thing? I'm just posting what I post. I'm 33. Don't drag me into that infighting please.
🩷I tag 🐺 for stuff with Jean, and while I do have other f/o's, he is the one who absolutely has my heart, so he is who I mostly will focus on. I like to draw and write when my chronic pain permits and will try to post those things here when I'm able. I would love to make friends, especially with those who ship with other Disco Elysium characters! I'm kinda shy, but loving Jean makes me happy, and I don't care about being cringe anymore!＼(^-^)／
F/O List Below👇🏽
🐺 The Love of my Life Jean Vicquemare: After starting a playthrough of the game Disco Elysium, Jean and I became friends in December of 2020, then began dating in September of 2021. We have been together ever since💕 We recently got engaged in July of this year (2025) and are planning a sweet little ceremony for sometime next year!
On and Off Throuple with 🐻 Harry Du Bois: (Also Disco Elysium) Jean and Harry have a qpr that was absolutely toxic prior to Harry losing his memory, but became something different after the events in Martinaise. Harry is with Kim Kitsuragi, but sometimes still sees Jean since they're still partners at work, and sometimes I join the mix. Making Jean happy is my goal, and I love seeing him loved however that happens.
Others:
🩺 Dr. Leonard "Bones" McCoy: My very first f/o! From the original run of Star Trek, I'll always have a soft spot for my cranky space doc~
🐈Captain Amelia: The beautiful and bossy captain from Treasure Planet! She still has my heart after all this time.
🪝John Silver: Also from Treasure Planet, he was the first character I ever had dreams of as a kid and still will whenever I rewatch the movie.
👾Queen Tyr'ahnee: From the series Duck Dodgers, the Martian Queen captivated me the moment she came on the screen. Stunning and powerful, I am nothing but a loyal warrior for her.
🔫Cayde-6: From the games Destiny 1+2, my Warlock s/i had a passionate affair with the leader of the Hunters, only to become utterly heartbroken at his passing. A love written in the stars.
☀️Variks: Also from Destiny 1+2, my Warlock s/i began an off and on fling with Variks, knowing that he would often need to disappear from sight due to his past. His loyalty is beyond attractive.
Ⓜ️Robert Robertson aka MechaMan: from Dispatch! I revamped my Destiny OC to be a reformed villain who got assigned to the Z-Team. It's a slow-going love, especially with the attention he's already getting from the Canon love interest options. Still developing!
💦Waterboy aka Herm: from Dispatch! My reformed villain, Void, can't help but find him cute. His genuine sweetness and open emotions allows my OC to shed the carefully constructed shell around her heart. The closer they get, the more open she becomes, the both of them accepting the other for who they are.
If you use mobility aids, your F/O(s) will help you in any way they can for it.
If you use a wheelchair, a walker, or a rollator, they'll help you around uneven ground or sudden stops that you can't easily move over.
If you use a cane or crutches, they'll make sure you're not putting too much pressure on one part of yourself and to help distribute it.
Your F/O(s) will help you maintain your mobility aids. They'll replace the rubber or foam on your grips, check if wheels are in good condition, and charge your electronics like power wheelchairs or mobility scooters.
And they'll make sure not to let anybody touch them without your permission. Even if it means you don't want them to handle them right now, your F/O(s) will respect that.
For all types of F/Os. Dividers by sisterlucifergraphics. My boundaries are in my pinned.
It's genuinely so frustrated that self shippers who engage in shipping discourse literally use three dozen different DNI tags. If you're like me and want to avoid this discourse, you diligently blacklist certain tags.
But on one post you'll see "problematic/dark/etc. shippers DNI" on another, you'll see "pr0blematic/neutrals/variants DNI," and then on a third post, you see "c*mshippers, d.ark shippers DNI"
This is not helpful for anyone. :/ It makes it so that the people you want to avoid might accidentally interact with your post because they haven't blacklisted the particular shipcourse DNI variant you use. On the flip side, it's annoying for the people who want to avoid shipcourse because there is no single consistent tag people use. On my old blog, I literally had to blacklist THIRTY FOUR different shipcourse DNI tags and phrases.
Just -- please choose one or two DNI tags and stick to those. It'll be so much easier for everyone.
Also to add: I feel like it would make for better interaction for everyone if people just said what they meant. When you say “proship DNI” are you using it as shorthand to say that you don’t like incest ships? Do you mean you don’t like anything dark? IMO, it honestly leaves people guessing and nervous to interact. I know I keep beating this dead horse, but I wish *everyone* would just drop shipping discourse labels.
If you don’t want people who ship incest to interact, just say that, rather than saying “pro/anti/blorbo/bleepus/schlorpus DNI.”
Also, personally, I avoid reblogging 99% of posts that have any kind of shipcourse DNI. I don’t need to sit around worrying if OP is going to jump my ass because I’m a villain fucker and like some dark stuff. So I just avoid those posts altogether.
i love self shippers. i love seeing people actively unlearn the shame of (whatever definition people are throwing around this time) “cringe”, and indulging in what makes them happy or brings them comfort.
i love watching people live their lives the way they want with their f/os.
i need you to imagine your f/o being subtly really horny for you. their eyes constantly wandering while you’re talking. them taking every opportunity to pull you close, their hands ghosting up and down your body. a kiss on the cheek that starts to trail down your neck, then feeling them smirking against you as your breathing and pulse quickens. really handsy makeout sessions that always end in the bedroom 😵💫😵💫😵💫
Is their hand bigger, smaller, or just the same size as yours?
You can see the length of their fingers compared to yours. You can feel their skin and the pads of their fingertips and palm. Are they soft or more rough? Does their hand feel cold or warm to the touch?
They close their fingers between your own, intertwining their hand with yours. As they caress the back of your hand with their fingertips, they scan your skin, your flesh and bones, taking note of how precious you are to them, how precious each part of you, each vein, mark, crease and line of your hand, is to them.
Your F/O embraces your hand with both of their hands, wrapping their palms around you as if they were hugging you entirely. Just by this small gesture, they expressed their love for you.
Imagine your f/o giving you compliments at the WORST possible times. Fresh out of the shower, hair sopping wet, wearing the most ridiculous outfit known to man they still think you’re beautiful.
❤︎ scary f/o who keeps you firmly at their side, narrowing their eyes at anyone who dares look at you wrong. they're snappy, curling their lip whenever anyone gets too close, a hand on your hip holding you tight.
❤︎ people tell you to "keep your dog on a leash" when they act out, but they don't care. they'll be your guard dog even if it earns them dirty looks and glares - so long as you're safe they could care less.
❤︎ scary f/o who's shoulders visibly relax once you're in their arms or returning home. they can be paranoid, sure, but they just want to know you're safe. everything else matters little in comparison.
I have a surgery to put a spinal pain pump implant into my spinal cord on June 24th. I need to pay a copy of $500 the day I arrive to the hospital. I can cover half of that, but after ending up in the hospital last week, I cannot afford the full cost. I posted a longer thing about this but I think it's a bit confusing. I desperately need this surgery so I can progress from being completely bedridden. Please, any little bit counts!
My surgery is on Wednesday. I am in desperate need of reaching my goal so that I can get this vitally important surgery. Right now, I am currently bedridden due to my chronic pain. I need help bathing myself, dressing myself, feeding myself, getting up to even go to the bathroom by myself. My pain is so high that it is pushing my blood pressure to extremely high and dangerous levels, putting me at constant risk of a stroke or a heart attack. I don't sleep, which then causes further issues for me such as hallucinations.
I need to get my chronic pain under control. It is actually killing me. This surgery will be implanting a pump directly into my spinal cord which will slow drip a very specific amount of medication into my spinal cord fluid. This deals with the pain at the source. For the last 15 years, I have been suffering to an unbelievable and unwavering degree. Please help me get to a point where I can have a little bit of my independence back. That's all I want is to be able to feed myself or dress myself.
self shippers that are over 25+ years of age, i'm curious...is it something that you've been experiencing for your entire life? or is self shipping a recent development? I myself am 24, and can confidently say that something is wired in my brain to make me insert myself into fictional worlds just as a default, I've been doing it for as long as I can remember. i'm interested to see people's thoughts!
(rb for reach !!! )
25+ year old self shippers, how long have you been shipping??
Wanted to update Novi’s design because the last one kept bothering me. She still has the same job of being a trash sweeper and collecting any debris out in space, but this time I want Scratch to be a regular of her’s that whenever Novi finds something, she lets him know first as apart of their deal. Though sometimes Scratch forgets why he’s there and ends up getting distracted.
