Maybe Someday Starts Tonight

Hi. I'm nineteen, I have anxiety and depression, and I'm recovering from an eating disorder and self harm. If you ever need anything at all, come and talk to me. I will help you as best I can. Music and books are my life, so if you ever wanna just chat, that's a good place to start. *Note: I do not support eating disorders, self harm, or suicide. However, I do support the people who are dealing with these, or any other, issues. If you ever need to talk, I am always here to listen. Remember love, you can get through this.*

[elisabethhewer]

You’re still going. And that’s the thing, isn’t it? Despite it all, despite this big cruel world— you’re still going.

elisabeth hewer (via exoticwild)

@e-leri

(via penguinswithoutknees)

[bleedinglikeitworks]

Tfw literally all you can think about is relapsing bc it was soooo much easier and at least you knew what was happening

[bleedinglikeitworks]

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[bleedinglikeitworks]

Tfw all your friends from your Ed rehab are doing really well and enjoying life again and you're just kinda there feeling horrible abt yourself and realize you've been subconsciously using behaviours and eating way less than you're meant to and slowly relapsing w/o realizing it and then not wanting to stop Lmao

[bleedinglikeitworks]

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[thelifeoftyran]

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[ana-elisabeta]

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me: [facedown on the floor] listen everything is totally fine

[nananana-bpdman]

Me: I’m totally independent, I don’t need anyone’s help

Also me:

[badlydrawneverything]

[unevaluated]

me: *about to cry*

friend: are u ok?

me: of course i am!!!! im 100% fine wow how about you?? if you need anyone to talk to, im here for you!!!

[sacredgayometry]

having a mental illness like

[happy-little-psycho-deactivated]

People eventually stop asking if you’re okay.

They know I’m not and they are getting sick of it but trust me, I’m getting sick of it too. (via happy-little-psycho)

[bleedinglikeitworks]

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[bleedinglikeitworks]

tfw you wanna take all your ativan to see what happens cause you're really fuckin sad

[ptsdconfessions]

Clean your room - or at least your desk/bed/floor. It will help your head to feel clear too.

Open your curtains & windows - fresh air and natural light can do wonders in my experience. Plus, it helps regulate your sleep, appetite, and mood.

Take a shower or have a bath - especially important if you haven’t had one in a while. This will help you feel refreshed.

Put on clean clothes - and put the clothes you were wearing in the wash.

If you tend to spend all your time in your room, get out of it for a bit - do something in the kitchen or lounge, or go for a walk (even if it’s just around the block)

Stretch - there are plenty of stretching and yoga videos on you tube. Look some up and give them a go.

Drink a glass of water - and keep one near you too. I’m sure you already know this, but staying hydrated is important.

Get the hard/important tasks out of the way while you have the energy - when we have mental illness, running out of energy early in the day is very normal. Try to get all the most important things done first.

Have some comfort food, but make sure you eat healthy too - it’s alright to eat something you like, but have some fruit and vegetables too. If you don’t like plain fruit, consider making a smoothie instead.

Set some goals - it doesn’t matter how small or big they are (eg. have 3 meals today, go for a walk in the afternoon), whether they are daily or weekly, but achieving goals can make you feel as though you have accomplished something.

And finally, remember that it is okay to have bad days - bad days don’t mean you’ve lost all progress in your recovery, and they don’t make you worthless or a bad person. Don’t give up just because you’ve had a bad day/week/etc. It’s okay to have days that don’t go so great. Stay strong xx

[bleedinglikeitworks]

When you keep fucking up to the point it makes you want to relapse and die because you're such a fucking horrible person people would be happy about it and be glad you can't hurt them anymore 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻