you're making a ruin of me

An independent RP blog for two OCs named Ink Nikodemos and Arthur Huffman, two deeply traumatized men who can see glimpses of the future. Mun and muses are all 20+! Please read the about pages for more information.

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Important Pages:

About Ink - [link]

About Arthur - [link]

About the Mun - [link]

‘Verses - [link]

Rules - [link]

Content Warnings - [link]

Supporting Characters - [link]

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Other Links:

Main Blog [where I will be following, replying, and sending asks from] - [link]

[adrenalineknight]

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A very good friend of mine told me to go out and find my place in the galaxy. And you listened. Well, no, but… Life has this funny way of forcing you on the path forward anyway.

independent, semi-selective single muse ft. cal kestis from the star wars: jedi series. 18+. multi-ship & multi-verse, oc and crossover friendly.

a study in spiteful, stubborn hope in the face of adversity, selflessness, sacrifice, and what it means to move on after the end of everything.

somewhat canon divergent & headcanon based, ft. inquisitor & 'no order 66' verses.

echoed by multi <3 (he/they, 25)

interact with this post and i'll check you out! <3

[bleedingovereden]

//funniest way to come back to the rpc would be to make the cal kestis blog and not say SHIT. i might do that

[bleedingovereden]

//man i have not been active literally at all in the rpc for a while and have mostly fallen out of it. but goddamn i kinda wanna make a cal kestis blog

[bleedingovereden]

//i lost my very good gay divorce pride flag i made :( so we'll just have a normal gay icon this pride month. i guessssssss.

[gas-stxtion-a]

//heyyy lol hey, long time no see. uh. i've been really putting off making a post about this here, but yeah i think saying 'yeah i'm on hiatus' is redundant. y'all know i am.

i don't want to go into too many details here on tumblr dot com but yeah it looks like soon i'm gonna be getting the fuck out of this living situation.

good news: i'll be moving in with my fiance.

bad news: this shit sucks, man.

anyway. i want to say that i'm gonna keep writing and have something to post soon, but i'm gonna be real, y'all, i haven't been able to write an rp response in months. i'm not sure when i'll be back, and i'm really sorry. but i will be.... eventually. whenever i can finally stop perpetually existing in survival mode, i guess.

[bleedingovereden]

//learned that saying i'm gonna write usually results in me not writing, but. tomorrow i'm gonna set aside some time and see what i can get done. not beating myself up with guilt for not writing, but just going for it.

[bleedingovereden]

this picrew + the last song you listened to <3

tagged by: @fathertofatality

tagging: open tag! feel free to steal it from me <3

[bleedingovereden]

what form of love do you embody?

ink nikodemos - love as being known

[ love is knowing all of someone and loving them anyway ]

when tim kreider said "if we want the rewards of being loved we have to submit to the mortifying ordeal of being known" and when joe wright said "The idea that these two people know each other, knew each other when they first saw each other. That they recognized each other from their future" and when micah nemerever said "it was a relief and a horror to be known so perfectly"

arthur huffman - love as hunger

[ love as ravenous desire, love as something fragrant and home-built ]

when florence welch said "we all have a hunger" and when jenny slate asked "who will come into my kitchen and be hungry for me?" and when violet trefusis wrote "I want you hungrily, frenziedly. passionately. I am starving for you…" and when anne carson asked "what are we made of but hunger and rage?"

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tagged by: i will be honest i've seen a lot of people doing this and no one tagged me specifically, but i just remembered it when i saw @egokilled do it so i'm stealing it from him

tagging: go nuts! steal it from me! have fun!

[lookingforroleplayers]

Modern Fantasy Fandomless OCs RP masterlist!

Reblog this post and add in the tags

your URL

if you’re a single muse or a multimuse

if they have any fandom verses too

(optional) your muse’s name

EXAMPLE: scrunklyrpblog, single muse, animal crossing verse, Scrunkly the Mighty

to be added in the list!

NOTE: if you have a multimuse blog, write as many muses as you have; if you’d like, feel free to give your muse a “title” to describe them!

Characters in URL alphabetical order can be found HERE and HERE!

if'd rather reblog the generalized fandomless OCs masterlist, go here!

your url will be added in the main fandomless masterlist even if you reblog only this post!!

REMEMBER: this masterlist is ONLY for fandomless OCs, even if they might have fandom verses!!

[gas-stxtion-a]

//my dog just died tonight. i'm not bawling anymore for now but i'm feeling numb and angry and sad.

i've already been pretty slow on replies lately but yeah i won't be getting any done tonight, and probably none tomorrow. i'm sorry y'all, but thank you for the patience <3

[troublewithvampires]

//this week i'm starting my new job! my activity's already been a bit all over the place, but once i start falling into a new routine uhhh things are probably gonna be funky. i'll still respond to messages when i can, and i'll do my best to get replies out in a timely manner. i hope y'all are doing well! take care <3 and thank you to everyone for being so patient with me!

[socialmaya]

[rpmemesiwanted]

Let's talk about romance! Muse questions

💗 - How long does it take your muse to fall in love?

💐 - What small things go a long way for your muse? What small favors can someone do to get on their good side?

💝 - What's their love language?

🍨 - What are expectations your muse has had about love that either was false or impossible to live up to?

💘 - What traits personality-wise are attractive to your muse?

🍓 - Do dates matter to them? Do they often put a big focus on anniversaries, partners birthdays, Valentines day etc?

🌸 - What's their idea of a perfect date?

💖 - What traits does your muse find physically attractive?

❤ - What's something you feel like your muse needs to work on for a relationship to happen or for a relationship to be healthy? Do you think that's possible? Or is it something that'll likely never happen?

💞 - Would your muse ever be opened to a polyamorous or open relationship?

❣ - Are they secretive about their romantic relationships or do they not stop talking about it?

🌹 - If asked to define love what would your muse say?

🎀 - Do they aim to impress their partner often? If they do, how so?

💓 - What are some signs your muse has fallen for someone?

🌵 - How toxic would a relationship be with your muse? Would it be able to be fixed?

💔 - Their first heartbreak?

🌺 - Would they be willing to change any part of them for a partner? If not how far would they be willing to go

💮 - Is your muse the possessive or super jealous type?

💟 - Was there ever a time when they had fallen out of love? What was their reaction to it? How did they handle it?

🥰 - Is your muse good at telling when others have feelings for them?

💌 - How would they confess to their love interest? Would they wait on a confession?

🖤 - What's something that will instantly make them dismiss someone as a romantic partner

🌷 - Are they ever been scared/are scared to fall in love?

💄 - Is there a past relationship your muse wishes they could have changed?

🥀 - Do they handle breakups well?

[rpmusings-galore]

                                    i am destroying myself so other people can’t 

                                               &&  it’s the worst kind of control 

                                          ——— but it’s the only form i know 

[lubricates]

i’m ok

i’m ok

i’m ok

*starts crying*

[seyrinahstuff]

𝐜 𝐡 𝐚 𝐫 𝐚 𝐜 𝐭 𝐞 𝐫   𝐚 𝐞 𝐬 𝐭 𝐡 𝐞 𝐭 𝐢 𝐜   ┊   𝖿𝖾𝗆𝖺𝗅𝖾 + 𝗉𝖺𝗌𝗍𝖾𝗅 𝗉𝗂𝗇𝗄