Bloodykitty

kitty <3 don’t know if i have an ed not promoting anything. stay safe I follow back

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hi.

I FOLLOW BACK.

i’m 5’1. 121 pounds. fat asf.

don’t have a gw, just a goal body.

i want a small waist, flat stomach, and semi-thick thighs.

(and a fat ass ofc)

something like this

yea. that’s it.

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im active again

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are you going to work for it? or will you just keep staring

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all my friends forgot my birthday :((

just when i thought it couldn’t get any worse

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obsessed

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i feel like my goal body isn’t ideal thinspo. it’s a little more full, usually i see really thin thinspo and i just feel like that’s not for me. like lemme explain

this is ideal thinspo:

then this is what i want my body 2 look like:

so rlly small waist, bigger thighs. i still want a flat stomach tho lol. like i want my ribs 2 show and still have semi thick thighs. bc i’m short, thin thighs look kinda weird on me :((

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i want clothes to fit me like this. i want my clothes to fall off of my torso

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HI SORRY TUMBLR IS GLITCHING IF I DONT FOLLOW U BACK THATS Y

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to look this good in lingerie like this

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idk if i have a wide ribcage im pretty sure im just fat

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YALL PLS HELP DO SUBLIMINALS RLLY WORK??? CAUSE IF THEY DO IM RUNNING

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imagine not having back rolls

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do you ever wish you were different?

like you wish you were prettier, or that you had perfect hair, or pale skin, or a smaller nose, or bigger lips, bigger eyes, perfect makeup, pretty boobs, a flat stomach and a small waist, a slim thick body, prettier hands and feet, thinner arms, thinner face/jaw, perfect teeth, light elbows and knees, a good body in general, a prettier voice, a good personality?

or sometimes it’s completely out of wanting affection

like wanting to have dudes lining up for you, people always complimenting you, saying you’re pretty, you smell good, you look clean,

or its familial

like having a good male person in your life, like a good father, or brother, or friend, or boyfriend

or you wanna be happy

with good grades, a clean room, proud parents, happy friends, confidence, motivation, not crying constantly

but i don’t really like compliments, they make me self anxious, but i crave them.

i don’t like sympathy either, but i would kill for it.

i hate when i’m too happy, it makes me feel like something will go wrong any second

so why do i want it so bad?