andrew

more dog than boy 20 he/him

[animals-etcetera]

[jemimajofirke]

Me when I find out I’m actually evil

[bleedlikeadog]

i’m drunk but i’m really a boy i swear to god i just wish i could prove it to someone that it’s not a phase please god

[kingdomcollective]

trans men please transition and live and be 10, 15, 20+ years down the line and be the hope and joy and proof that makes other trans men stay alive

[impishcupid]

been thinking about transandrophobia and transmisogyny alot recently

[caenypoo]

forcemasc but it's roughhousing with your cis best friend after you come out. you have to deal with him teasing you with words like, "c'mon, this is just how boys mess around," and "is that all you've got? hit me like a the man you are," as he straddles your hips and holds your hands down.

he leans down and whispers, "we're just boys being boys. you can take it, right?" he asks, while he deliberately grinds his hips against yours as if trying to provoke you, and it works.

you struggle to escape his hold, but finally manage. you both toss and turn on the floor until you eventually end up on top. you attempt to restrict him in the same way he did to you, pushing your hips down onto his.

he looks up at you with a mischievous grin, his hands gripping your thighs tightly. "there we go..." he mutters as he moves his hips upward slightly.

“that’s my boy.”

nine in the morning btw… what am i doing w my life 🧍🏽.

[bleedlikeadog]

masculinizing myself by topping my female friend and irrevocably changing the course of our relationship

[muttlure]

Id like to save a horse and ride a cowboy.

[bleedlikeadog]

i wish i was a boy so fucking bad i can’t stand it

[freakinggeekazoid]

[bleedlikeadog]

when i’m hanging with the girls and i drink a little too much and suddenly i remember my truest self and i’m weeping and i’m tearing at my clothes and i’m falling over and i’m trying to write something down but i can’t remember how to spell and when i come down from the mania i chainsmoke cigarettes while muttering for hours about how i was a man in every life but this one

[dirtyd4wgboy]

[angelputrefacto]

[tboywhocouldfly]

first forcemasc post.. gulp

[bleedlikeadog]

hi um this is me coming out i guess. to nobody in particular, since i doubt anyone will see this. i’m andrew, im 20, and i’m a trans man.

most people in my life would accept me if i came out, but im scared. i feel like im in too deeply in the closet. i’ve been watching the tv glow for so fucking long, literally almost 15 years at this point. that’s the craziest part to me.

i’ve always known. always. as soon as i was aware of gender, i felt deeply jealous and antagonistic towards boys because they had something i wanted.

i tried to transition or come out so many times, but i always stuff myself back in the closet and pretend it never happened.

when i discovered forcemasc, it was like i was being truly seen for the first time. these posts would say something to the effect of “you pretend to be a girl but i know the truth” and my blood would run cold. it is true. it’s the truest fucking thing i know.

i’ve been a guy my whole life. and i guess i wanted to make this blog to kind of document my transition. follow me if you’re into ftm stuff, westerns, old music, forcemasc, or if you wanna make friends :)

[lovs-ck]

[boygorecorpse]