You took really good care of me.
You took really good care of me. I miss you so fucking much. I just want you to hold me and tell me it’s ok like you always do. I really want to see you. I really want to hear your voice. I really want to kiss you. I really want you to kiss me. I want your forehead kisses. I want my kisses on your forehead. I want to hold your hand. I want you to hold my hand. I want smell your scent. I want to brush your hair. I want to hug you to sleep. I want to sleep beside you. I want to sleep in your arms. I want be next to you. I want to tell you how much it hurts. I want to tell you how much I will miss you. I want to tell you that you took really good care me.
I want to keep taking care of you. I want to take care of you. I want to cook breakfast. I want to bring the plates to bed and wake you up. I want to cook anything you wanted. I want to give you back rubs. I want to keep brushing your hair. I want to keep scratching your back. I want showers together. I want to massage you until you fall asleep. I want to pat your back when you get coughing fits. I want to kiss your forehead. I want to kiss you. I want to hold you and tell you it’s going to be ok. I want to hold you.
Nothing is ever going to be the same. It’s going to be really hard. It’s going to be really painful. I miss you so fucking much. I really wish you could come back. I will try my best.














