Antagonistic Pleasure

They say a picture's worth a thousand words. But what happens when that painting is incomplete? A swath of grey upon a canvas. Would that be comparable to a painting of any other worth? 曹禮 Cao Li styled Zhangyu. Koei Rp Blog / Pseudo-OC M!A: None ATM body, a:hover {cursor: url(http://cur.cursors-4u.net/special/spe-3/spe248.cur), progress !important;}

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The Prince of Xiapi

Cao Yu was a son of Cao Cao and his concubine Lady Huan. When Cao Pi ended the Han Dynasty and...

Rebirth of a very old sideblog. Rps with anyone! Historical OC.

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Don't even talk to me. 

Just don't even. 

I can't believe you. 

Wow. 

So discriminatory.

[poeticinebriation]

Cao Cao had intended to give his daughter in marriage to Ding Yi, but because Ding Yi had only one eye, Cao Pi objected and prevented it. So Ding Yi had a grudge against Cao Pi.

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I'm gonna go into my corner to think about what I've done. 

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Here. Have a late Christmas present, other Senpai. 

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I'M SORRY.

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lAUGHS

I swear to god I'm going to draw something serious soon

[princeofazure]

  "Indeed I am erzi. Is there a reason for panic?”

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Cough--

"No. I just." What was he supposed to say? The gifts he'd given out yesterday were more than appropriate... and even his aunt had liked hers. He thought... she didn't really say thank you, but she'd worn the bracelet. 

"...N-nevermind."

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"Is Lord Father awake?"

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getting used to new wacom. The lines on the program I'm using suck, so I'm downloading Sai to start doing realism. sketchy sketchy.

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Guess Who Has a Wacom Intuos 5?

Requests being taken. Now.

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"A…" Sima Yi stared at the red umbrella, holding back a laugh. "Gift?" He smiled, eyes softening ever so slightly.

"I thank you, my Lord, but such gifts are unnecessary" He bowed. "I am here to serve you and not receive your gracious presents, but if it does concern you, I have something for you too, I decided to get it when I was visiting the south" Straightening his posture, he opened a long wooden box taking out a newly forged short blade.

"If it is not the blade that slays your enemies then think of it as something alike to that of Lord Cao Pi’s weapon… I am certain it will be of use to you at some point even if not in battle, I only ask that you keep it on you, your enemies are many, my Lord"

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His eyes were on the golden-eyed strategist's face, cold and calculating as ever, and he listened to what he had to say. The parasol was not just some gift, however, and he hoped that his cryptic symbolism had been well-received. 

It was a shock, however, that his strategist now had something for him as well. He'd... not received a gift. Not something important, before. Especially not something related to 'you can walk better with this cane' or 'look, this will cover your gaping face-hole better'. 

The silver of the blade was gorgeous, the etched symbols more than appropriate. The hilt's design curbed upward and, for once, Cao Li could not communicate through mere words alone. 

He reached out gingerly, taking the blade between soft fingers to inspect. The length was perfect for his height and would also serve him well into his older years as a well-hidden short sword. 

"...You... got... me a...." The words that came from him sounded rather child-like at first, full of shock and bewilderment. But how on earth was he supposed to react? The giving of a weapon like this was normally only from adult-to-adult. Or... 

"Thank you, Sima Yi. I will keep it on my person as you ask and use it well. The secrecy of my nature is about to be unveiled... and I suppose that I should only accept that my tactics are to be uncovered as well. This blade has a new target... and I'll be counting on you to support me after his ... removal."

[divinedestroyer]

Poor guy had a cane, And he wasn't even an Elderly individual. Ahh That's probably a reason why This one was so bitter in the time of Christmas. To not be able to walk properly, And maybe even lonely. Fengxian was quite the Sherlock when it comes to negativity, Heck China was negative. "Is there a hurry? Usually someone like you would be Indoors with loved ones, Or prepared to throw stuff at the locals." He stepped out of Cao Li's way but that didn't mean Lu Bu won't follow him.

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"...Someone like me doesn't have people waiting on me for the holidays. My father is busy and I've already attempted to give presents out to others. I don't understand it at all." He pushed himself forward, careful to walk in a straight line as he progressed, the blue eyes of the Cao Line flashing in irritation. "Throwing things at locals isn't expected of a prince. Nor is it to be conversing with peasants, like you."

[fillingboxes]

My muse has no Christmas spirit due to feeling ignored and unwanted. They really feel that no one really cares. How do you convince them otherwise?

requested by anonymous

[divinedestroyer]

  "No I have not, Not even the slightest clue. But I do know one thing, You’re pretty ‘Cold’ and there is one group that is ‘Cold’ to call a family." He had inspected Cao Li, He didn’t know what his full name was. But something was Off about him.

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"Very astute. Now move. I don't feel like hobbling around you." Li lifted up the end of his cane, the wooden staff old and worn out from years of use. He tapped it against the floor a few times to prove his point, leaning against it for support. "I don't have all day. The glaciers are melting faster than your movement."

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  "Heh, What’s wrong? Not feeling so ‘Jolly’ up in the North Pole. I will not help you since this is pretty much Karma in it’s own way. … And I like this Karma."

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"Something tells me that you have no idea who I am or what I stand for. Interestingly enough, I don't really care. Now get out of my way." 

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Doll-like Goddess remain seated upon her bed in laconism, blankets wrapped around her frame for warmth and comfort. Reverberation of laughter and such seeped through the closed door and windows as she rested her head against the bedpost in gentle manner, ceruleans so cold fixed upon the empty chair in front. Christmas, was it not? The time for many to enjoy company of another, spending time with the loved ones, and showering others with presents and hugs. It sounded like a dream to her, to be with all that she loved, to spend this blissful moment under the snow with them —

But she was unfortunate enough to spend this time in solitary, for her father, mother, and beloved were out on important matters tonight, and as much as she wanted to stop them, she refused to be immature and do such a thing.

Loneliness is something she’s quite used to, after all.

"…?" Li’s entrance was unexpected, really, and as she ventured to open the door for the younger, there was a slight surprised expression upon her cold facade once the gift was presented to her. Of all people, why did he give this to someone like her, she wondered. Regardless, ivory digits gently lifted the given bracelet up, before she slipped it onto her thin wrist.

"…Mhm," she mumbled, examining the jewelry once it wrapped around her bare wrist, then glanced down at the younger in curiosity. He was really..giving this to her? “..Would you like to come in? It’s cold out there.”

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...Did that mean she liked it? She accepted it like that instead of throwing it down in his face like he'd expected. The look of shock on his face seemed permanent, even as she invited him inside. 

What was this ... strangeness? It wasn't normal, whatever it was. But... Wait, she was inviting him inside, wasn't she? His eyes had been distracted by the bracelet that slipped over her wrist, eyeing the snowflake for a moment before drifting away in thought. 

Blue optics swayed toward the empty chair in the room, though. Was she waiting on someone? Family... probably someone that loved her. Unconditionally. After-all... 

But .. what if it was a man? Someone that loved her for her. That didn't have to make obligated trips just because you were related. That... was here... because they wanted to be...? 

What was that like...?

"...N...No."

"I can't. No. I have to go. There are sicknesses in there that will ... I have to go." Li turned quickly on his heel, the excuses hanging their in the atmosphere above him. The blind and sickly Cao began to make his way back toward the staircase,

"Forget this. Forget I did everything. I don't want anything to do with this stupid holiday, anyway!"