MakiBB

Every day I try to be a better person

[heavensghost]

[blog-makibb]

Can I just disappear?

[verpasstzuleben]

The saddest kind of sad is, when your tears can't even drop anymore and you feel nothing. It's like the world has just ended. You don't cry. You don't hear. You don't see. You stay. For a second the heart dies.

— The emptiness is the worst.

[blog-makibb]

I got PhD and a good job, but still feel sad every single day. Something is missing in this life or to be exact, I never have life at all. Why do I keep struggling? How come happiness is an empty word?

[blog-makibb]

I think I have to do something with my life. I can't live like this any longer. It's been so dull and lack of inspiration way too long. I don't know, haven't got any idea yet, but I have to do something.