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lowkey just an archive of unhappy thoughts because otherwise i'll forget everything about myself lol

Or me being a hater. #haterbornandraised

#putting this here instead bc I decided to have some fun with the blog formatting ^-^#update: not necessarily unhappy thoughts more recently! which is good

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on a scale of 1 to Sal Kuna how much of an evil asshole would I be if I just said fuck it and made this dm group?

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genuine question btw bc I’m seriously considering it and if I’m not told that I shouldn’t then I’ll probably have it made by the time exams start

on a scale of 1 to Sal Kuna how much of an evil asshole would I be if I just said fuck it and made this dm group?

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i dont wanna do this anymore. and by this i mean. haha. everything

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hey guys looking back this sounds really suicidal. uhh mb. Im okay I promise I just hate school

i dont wanna do this anymore. and by this i mean. haha. everything

#except for hero au and windstorm calls #everything else can fuck off though

Chest doesnt hurt anymore at least thumbs up emoji! So thats good

That 9 year old would be nice. Or that sibling clone. Unfortunately I am just a guy. Just the one.

#or maybe fortunately? idk

also hot chocolate in the beginning of summer is kinda crazy. like. i know its not that hot today, but still…..

if that fuck ass dead kid is gonna come back can they. like. actually come back instead of me sitting here with their mannerisms and by mannerisms I mean drinking hot chocolate when you really shouldnt be and also when its not even hot anymore bc you forgot it existed.

#and going ‘wow killing oneself sounds like it sucks. lets not do that’ but thats a mannerism that im fine with so we can keep it

on one hand I dont wanna keep on going back and forth sending the same messages to froggy and andy and moth or just giving up and sending to shirt group and froggy…

on the other hand. I dont wanna deal with group dm bullshit again so I will simply suffer ^-^

“Dad made a good point yesterday. What’s the point in skipping if you’re just gonna stay in all day?” Because I got 2 hours of sleep a few days ago and I’m tired from that and also just generally exhausted so I want to rest a bit and if everyone else is gonna skip then there’s nothing for me to do at school anyways? Why would I go out to hang out with a whole bunch of girls in my grade that I don’t give a fuck about if thats just gonna make me even more tired??

And. Like. To expand on the “we didn’t mention it for this reason” thing that pisses me off. I was so nervous about mentioning it, especially that we would have calls there, that they don’t even know the origin of their fucking gort thing. I literally spent a day making the objection.lol thing and I was happy with it and wanted to send it and then realized that it said “my shirt group call” and instantly went nevermind because I’d feel bad BUT IF YOU GIYS ARE JUST GONNA TALK ABOUT IT AND TALK ABOUT JOINING EVEN THOUGH YOUVE BEEN TOLD THAT WE GET NERVOUS ABOUT MORE PEOPLE JOINING THAN WHATS THE FUCKING POINTTTTTTTTT

And like I feel like a bitch for saying this because it feels like gatekeeping and all that shit but like. Bahh whatever i don’t care

Thats like the 3rd siren I’ve heard today and if more stuff happens with this then the next siren will be for me. Hope this helps 👍

Fuck meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee whatever whatever whatever

Froggy Jimmy I would love if you guys joined but also thats too many people for my brain to handle and now you guys are sad and youre sensitive to rejection and Im gonna gooooooooo be David Im gonna be David

#WE LITERALLY DPNT MENTION IT/MENTION AS LITTLE AS POSSIVLLE FIR THIA REASON!!!!!#THEY DIDNT EVEN KNOW WHAT SHIRT GROUP WAS AND RHEN FUCKING ROUGE FUCKINGGGGGGGGGGGGGTOLD THEMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM #ROUGE WHO WAS LOWKEY PART OFTBEREASON I GOT NEEVOUS TOADD MORE PEOPLE #HAVAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA I LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!

Maybe I’m “not woke enough” and I’ll get cancelled for saying this but I don’t think it’s right for you to use something thats used to discriminate against you to say that you can’t do anything wrong or to let you get away with something that anyone else would be punished for.

#I do think there is a line between actually pointing out the thing that your being discriminated because of and how it plays a roll in this-#-scenario and just saying that you have this thing so youre allowed to do this thing #and I think you can still do the first one and acknowledge that you shouldn’t have done that and will try to be better #this is about Ari but it’s also very much about that fucking queer play thing that was pissing me off #I don’t care if youre gay dont make out in class and then say that if you aren’t allowed to do that anymore then you’ll start fighting peopl #so much of that thing pisses me off and there are some parts that are good but other that are just. ugh. whatever. idgaf

Sighsss hashtag my fucking haterisms again

#from last night but also from a few days ago #it’s fine it’s whatever. peace and love

realizing that the last time I burnt myself I had a Gyn to talk to me and now I dont……. fuckkkkk I miss my sibling in my head

#they would have tried to talk me out of it…#and even if it didnt work they probably would have stopped me after the first time and instead I went back to do it like 8 more times

lowkey forgot how nice the smooth fingertips were. this shit rocks <- guy who probably should not be encouraging this. but also. the smooth fingertips…………

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