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denial is a river (my love is an ocean): the legally required dewdrop transition slow burn angst-fest but it ends with so much joy i promise
drowning is another kind of baptism: DIR2, the phantom story
money, cigarettes, power, fame: stripper rain in a bunny outfit, need i say more?
Fics
burning, yearning: pussy so good rain turns into a monster
part 2 and 3 in progress
inspo for ma'am kink rainy wip
beneath a crown of silk and sweat: rain/dew/phantom threeway during a full moon celebration after dew has a little oopsie with his wine glass (aka ma'am kink rainy)
Early Relationship Raindrop Midwestern Emo Ghouls AU: Rain and Dew are trying to enjoy a nice game of pool when a preacher from a few towns over barges in and makes an unscrupulous bet. Rain teaches him a thing or two :)
nothing rusts in the desert; life is short, enjoy more dry humping (RainDrop) now with part two: the air is full of ghosts - bathtime (with a handjob)
quantum entanglement: Phantom has a craving, and Omega has the cure
where want becomes wordless: Phantom gets wrecked by Rain and Dew and the sweet tang of liquor (aka baby's first body shot); and hunger becomes holy: part two, electric boogaloo, 12.5k of phantom getting rocked six ways to sunday ;; now with "prequel" Unresolved Feelings (and a Semi) aka baby's first ritual aka Phantom is flexible and Dew needs to be blown about it
How many circuits can I fry? belltom oral fixation go brrrrrr
palpable response: omega/aether, heavy on the med fet
Princess Protocol: rain/dew/phantom; the holy trinity of quintosis, come, and crying (plus rain's tits)
Incalescence: dollification; rain/dew/phantom
ad mejorem dei gloriam: DewTom blasphemy and blood
full service vampire: vampire!dew and trans rain on his period
Banana!Verse
can you feel me longing for you, forever: Earth and Air kit adoption story
all those things that you desire: how charon came to be, and the aftermath that followed
alright now that im done getting choked up by a TRAILER im going into this doc and im not resurfacing until i finish. i need to post it before i go to the sea
alright now that im done getting choked up by a TRAILER im going into this doc and im not resurfacing until i finish. i need to post it before i go to the sea
man sometimes friendship really is just "I saw this and knew it would give you psychic damage. please respond with agony" and then they do. and it's great
Phantom plays stupid to get Swiss into bed then turns the tables on him with their quintessence.
3.7k words - virginity kink, corruption kink, quintessence fuckery, dubcon (as pertains to the quintessence), fingering, PiV sex, coming inside, they/them pronouns for Phantom, cunt/clit/folds for Phantom's anatomy, cock/dick for Swiss'.
AO3
yeah I've got no excuse for this one. don't like don't read etc. etc. I just think Phantom should get to torment Swiss and them both reap the benefits of it ok?
Phantom wasnât summoned naive. That was just an assumption that had been thrust upon them; it wasnât their fault that they were a little gullible, or that they had a babyface. Aurora did too yet that hadnât stopped the pack from treating her like any other ghoul. What was it about them that made everyone act so damn careful? Other ghoulsâ preconceptions just could be so limiting.
So who could blame them if they used that to their advantage?
They had tried their little game on almost every ghoul in the pack so far. They played stupid, acted shy, or otherwise leaned in to the role they had been unwittingly assigned at their summoning to have their target eating out of their hand, before letting them believe that they were the first one to coax the new quintessence ghoul into their bed.
Aether had been particular fun. The larger ghoul had been so afraid to hurt them at first, taking his time with his quintessence to really loosen them up, in more ways than one. Phantom had let him, all while taking notes. When they eventually flipped the script on him, infecting his mind with their own creeping purple haze, he had finally let his guard down. He had thrown them about like a ghoul possessed, making them feel even smaller in exactly the way Phantom had desired all along.
They had been saving Swiss for last though, wanting to get more quintessence practice in first. Rain had let them try out some of their worst ideas on him at least; the water ghoul had seen through their original deception almost instantly, recognising some of their own devious tactics in them. If they were ever to team up, Phantom thought they could have the whole pack at their beck and call.
Swiss was itching to get his claws into the new ghoul, Phantom knew, yet despite their provocations he had remained a total gentleman. Still, it was obvious to anyone with eyes that he wanted nothing more than to corrupt the fresh summon, ruin them for anyone else.
It was a shame then, that Phantom had already had their way with everyone else but him.
They knew what it would take to make him snap though, knew he was already close. Swiss wouldnât be able to resist once they set their mind to it.
âSwiss?â Phantom sidled up to the multi ghoul, their widest eyes filled with just the right balance of embarrassment and uncertainty. âDâyou have a minute?â
He was sat in the loveseat with his legs spread wide, taking up the whole chair. Perfect for what they had planned.
âCourse I do, Buggy.â
His golden eyes softened at the sight of them, but kept their edge as Phantomâs own flicked to his lips and back up. They wouldnât have to try that hard to get his attention, they knew.
âCan I sit?â Phantom shuffled their feet.
The edge in Swissâ gaze sharpened.
âGet comfy.â Swiss leaned back and patted his lap.
Phantom threw themselves into it, squirming slightly under the guise of getting comfortable. They had this down to an art by now.
âDo youâ Iâveââ They bit their lip coyly, purposefully not meeting his eye.
Swissâ hand came to rest on their face, thumb gently prying their lip free with a soft tut. He was already stirring in his pants beneath them, Phantom noted.
âIâm all warm⊠Down there.â They led Swissâ gaze with their own eyes, and his followed hungrily.
âOh yeah?â He was struggling not to grin like a cat who got the cream, Phantom thought.
âI donât know whatâs wrong with meâŠâ They whined as they wriggled once more, delighting in the feel of his cock stiffening further, and clutching onto his thick bicep.
âOh Baby, is this your first time feeling like this?â Swiss was as sweet as sugar, but Phantom knew what that was masking. âThank you for coming to me first, you can always let me help you. The others would just want to take advantage of a sweet little thing like you.â
âYouâll help me?â Phantom turned their doe eyes back on him. âMake this feeling go away?â
âOh, Iâll make you feel good alright.â He was eating right out of their palm.
âThank you Swissy.â Phantom practically purred, rubbing their face to his like a cat. âAlways so good to me.â
âCourse I am, Baby.â Swiss leered. âNow, letâs get you to my room, Iâll be able to help you better there.â
They let themselves be led from the lounge to Swissâ room, trying not to let their glee show too clearly on their face. He had taken the bait without even questioning it, Phantom noted with delight. That made the next step of their plan easy.
Slowly, subtly enough that Swissâ own quintessence link wouldnât notice it, they began to channel his projection of nerves and confusion back into the him. By the time they reached his door his pace had slowed, enough uncertainty creeping in that Phantom had to look at him, then at the door handle with a tiny quizzical expression for him to actually open it and usher them through.
âWhy donât you sit on the bed for me, Buggy?â Swissâ previous attitude returned as the door closed behind them and he let go of them.
Phantom duly complied, swaying their hips just slightly in the few steps it took to cross the room.
âWhatâre you going to do?â They asked, sinking into his soft mattress.
âWell, Iâm gonna take good care of you, thatâs for sure.â Swissâ smirk had returned as he joined them, albeit slightly more subdued than before. âWhy donât you lie back, get comfortable?â
Sprawling onto their side, Phantom whimpered quietly as his hand brushed theirs, sending a fresh wave of faux innocence dancing along his nerves.
âLike this?â
âJust like that.â Swiss hummed.
âNow what?â They probed him slightly with their quintessence, testing their handiwork.
âIââ Swissâ composure stuttered for the first time. âCan I, uh, kiss you? Itâll help.â
âKiss me?â Phantom crinkled their brow. âCourse you can, Swissy!â
They placed a tiny kiss of their own to the tip of Swissâ nose, wilfully misunderstanding him.
âNo, Baby, like this.â
Very clearly pushing past an uncharacteristic flutter of nerves, Swiss closed the distance between them to kiss them properly although still not as deeply as Phantom would have liked. They let him take the lead for now though, melting into the press of his warm lips and letting him pull them in slightly closer with a hand on their hip.
âIt feels nice butâŠâ Phantom asked when Swiss eventually broke for air. âHowâs it going to help withâŠâ
Phantom pressed a hand to their crotch, exaggerating the flutter of their eyelids as they leaned into their touch and bit their lip again, moaning slightly as they rocked their hips into their hand. Groaning low in his chest, Swiss kissed them once more, licking over the tooth indentations in their lip.
âHey, hey now, donât worry Baby.â He murmured between kisses. âI said Iâd help you, didnât I?â
âI know, and I trust you, I just need it Swiss, I canât take this much longer!â
Another rock of their hips into their hand pulled another pained noise from Swiss.
âYâknow, itâll be easier to help you if you take your clothes off.â He suggested, hiding a smirk in their hair as he nuzzled at their forehead.
âYeah?â Phantom pouted as they looked up. âIf you say itâll help.â
They made a big show of struggling out of their t-shirt then failing to pull their shorts off while still lying down, baiting Swiss into helping them. When his fingers made contact, grazing their waist, Phantom unleashed a fresh stream of nerves into him until they felt his hands shake.
Swissâ little gasp echoed in the otherwise quiet room as he discovered that they had nothing on beneath the shorts.
âShould you undress too?â They asked, pretending to cover themselves in embarrassment. âIt feels weird, being the only oneâŠâ
They loved it really, but watching Swissâ hunger grow with their feigned reluctance was even better.
âIf itâll make you more comfortable Buggy, anything.â
He went to pull off his shirt and Phantom gleefully noted that he appeared to be needing to psyche himself up. They choose to make things worse by unabashedly staring at him as he shimmied his joggers down, playing on his sudden self consciousness. Phantom licked their lips as his cock sprung free but Swissâ cheeks were burning and he was not meeting their eye to see.
Staring at his thick length, flushed deep burgundy and already leaking, they made a noise in their throat that wasnât not a coo, that in any other circumstance would have been deeply patronising.
âLooks painful.â They whispered.
âItâs for the same reason as you, Buggy.â
âYou need my help too?â Batting their eyelashes, Phantom pursed their lips slightly, letting Swiss imagine them wrapped around him.
âWell, if youâd like to. I know you havenât done this before.â
Swiss looked slightly confused at his own words, as if he was beginning to doubt if he had either.
Phantom smiled encouragingly.
âWant you to feel good too Swissy.â
âYeah⊠Yeah.â Swiss took a shuddering breath.
He settled back onto his side, both of them now naked, and took their hands in his. They dimpled at him in response.
âGonna make you feel all better Buggy.â
âPlease Swiss, I feel soââ Phantom rolled their hips into him, grazing his cock and making him hiss slightly, hips jerking of their own accord. âOh, Iâm sorry, does that feel bad?â
âNot at all.â Swiss went very still. âReally good, actually. But this is about you.â
âOkay.â Phantom acquiesced quickly. âWhatâre you gonna do?â
âCan I touch you, Baby?â
âYouâre already touching me!â Phantom giggled, squeezing his warm hands in theirs.
Swissâ gaze softened, even as his smirk grew a fraction more predatory. Maybe Phantom needed to up the dose of quintessence, just a bit.
âWhat about somewhere else?â He led their joined hands down towards Phantomâs crotch. âCan I touch you here?â
âIf you say itâll feel goodâŠâ Phantom looked up at him beneath long black and white lashes. âI trust you.â
Swiss released their hand to gently press two fingers to their hot and aching clit, already poking out eagerly from between their folds. The callouses on his fingers from his guitar added just the right amount of friction and Phantom ground back onto them with a tiny whimper of delight.
âThere there, Baby, does that feel better?â Swiss cooed.
He sounded a little too pleased with himself for Phantomâs liking, so they swiftly rectified that. The slight slowing of his fingers as the hesitancy slipped into the cracks of his mind told them they were successful.
âFeels so good, Swiss.â They keened, thrusting their hips into him and throwing their arms over his shoulders. âPlease donât stop!â
Swiss buried his face in the crook of their shoulder but kept going, the minuscule, jerking thrusts of his own hips giving away his arousal despite the nerves Phantom was filling him with.
âCan I touch you too?â Phantom asked suddenly.
They felt their climax creeping up sooner than they would have liked but wanted to draw this out longer, to see just how far they could push Swiss.
âY-yeah. Please.â
Phantom looked up at him, all wide-eyed as they wrapped their hand around his straining length.
âLike this?â
The low groan he let out as Phantom squeezed his cock was involuntary, the multi ghoul squeezing his eyes shut as if he were trying not to cum on the spot when they began to stroke it.
âExactly like that, Buggy!â He forced his eyes back open, his pupils so dilated they appeared almost completely black. âYouâre a natural at this!â
He appeared torn between his sudden unexplained nerves and the sight in front of him as his own hand stilled.
âYou can touch me more, you know.â Phantom encouraged, half-expecting him to bust on the spot given how he was quivering already.
Only then did he begin to explore further with his thick fingers, Phantom noted. They smirked to themselves as he took direction; they had the upper hand definitively now, even though they would argue that they had been the one in control from the very start.
Still, they allowed him to think he was taking the lead, running a digit through their folds, dipping the tip into their slick entrance.
âOuuuhh, Swiss.â They moaned almost pornographically. âWhatâre you doing?â
âStill helping you, Baby.â He paused. âIf thatâs what you want?â
âYes, Swiss, please!â Phantom squeezed their muscles so their cunt fluttered around his fingertip, their hand tightening around his cock as they continued to stroke over it, just too slow to really give him any satisfaction.
âHowâs it feel?â The hesitance was at the forefront of his tone now.
âIt feelsâŠâ Phantom trailed off, clenching again as he pressed deeper and watching Swissâ eyes roll back into his head briefly. âWeird. Good weird, though.â
âYeah?â
The smugness was back, Phantom noticed with mild irritation. Just how much quintessence did it take to keep the multi ghoul down?
âYou wanna know what would feel even better for both of us?â
âShow me.â Phantom panted, relishing in the feeling of Swiss adding a second finger. âPlease.â
âGotta give me a moment longer then Buggy, need to make sure youâre nice and open for me.â
Swiss petted at their inner walls with his fingertips, curling them as he searched for the spot that would make them see stars. Phantom resolved to act shocked when he did.
They wailed accordingly as he reached deeper, a flood of warm pleasure suddenly arcing through their body. Their response was only half for show in the end; his fingers were magic, so thick and long and knowing exactly how to touch them already.
âItâs trying to suck me deeper.â Swiss chuckled, sounding awed as if he hadnât felt this a thousand times before from his other packmates. âI think youâre ready, Baby.â
Phantom took that moment to strike their final blow, channelling every feeling of new and uncertain and hesitant into him. Swiss paused as he pulled his fingers out of them, suddenly withdrawing into his shell. The want still poured off him, but a cloud of false anxiety stood between him and actually taking what he had been chasing since before Phantom had sat in his lap.
âSwiss?â Phantom pretended like they werenât the direct cause of his sudden reticence. âYou stillââ
âYes!â The multi ghoul choked out, sounding more afraid that Phantom would back off now than anything. âWant you Buggy, I just, I dunno whatâs come over me, Iââ
âDonât worry Baby.â It was Phantomâs turn to smirk as they saw Swissâ jaw fall slightly slack. âI know what Iâm doing.â
They pushed the multi ghoul onto his back, Swiss moving willingly, before crawling over him.
âYouâre so good to me, Swiss. Gonna make you feel good too.â
Swiss shivered, breaths coming shallow and his eyes as wide as saucers.
âPlease, Buggy. You, Iââ
âNeed you so bad, Swiss.â Phantom ground their wet cunt over his dick, smearing their slick along his shaft but not letting him inside until he fought their quintessence enough to find the words. âFeel so empty, want you to fill me!â
Maybe they had pushed too much of their influence into him, because Swiss seemed incapable of speaking, let alone taking action. They pulled back on their mind-melting haze just a little until the sharp edge of coherent lust was back in his eyes and his hands tightened on their hips. He nodded.
Phantom sank down onto him in one smooth motion, the stretch as they speared themselves on his thick cock all they had imagined it would be. Their groan of satisfaction was drowned out by Swiss wailing however, as loud and overcome as though it were his first time inside the hot and tight clutch of another body.
âHowâs it feel?â Phantom asked, the tables truly turned now.
ââS good! So good. Youâre so good.â Swiss babbled, claws digging into their hips as he tried to move them faster.
âYeah?â
âYeahâŠâ Swissâ words turned into an incoherent moan part way through.
That was what Phantom wanted. He was fighting the nerves they had put in his mind, relishing in the new sensations despite them just as he had wanted Phantom to. They couldnât deny that it was a powerful image; they could see why he got off on it.
âGonna make you feel good too, I promise.â
As fun as it would have been to see exactly how far they could push him, Phantom had run out of patience. Swiss was so warm and large inside of them that they needed him to fuck them, yet their thighs could only move them so fast before they began to cramp. They released even more of their hold over him and Swiss soon found the strength to begin to lift them by the hips, taking some of their weight before pulling them back down harder onto his cock.
Tuning their influence on him carefully, Phantom adjusted their hold on Swissâ mind until they felt him start to properly take over. They never stopped the mental drip of uncertainly and unfamiliarity they were feeding him though, amplifying all of the worst thoughts he was getting off on to back into him.
âSwisssssâŠâ Phantom whined, high and reedy.
That finally made him snap.
Phantomâs connection was severed with the shock of Swiss flipping them effortlessly, pinning the quintessence ghoul down and starting to pound them into the mattress. Swiss was finally doing what he had been aching to do all along; breaking in the new ghoul, and Phantom was reaping the benefits.
He thrust into them hard and fast, pulling out almost all the way with each stroke, only his thick head remaining inside of them before he bullied his way back inside. It was perfect, the stretch burning just ever so slightly, his thrusts forceful enough that Phantom could feel him in their throat.
Swiss had their hands pinned above their head, and they could do nothing to resist. They had no intention of trying to fight him off though. The multi ghoulâs amber gaze was black and feral, devouring them as it tracked over their body laid out beneath him.
âIâm gonna ruin you for the others.â He growled. âShow you just how good this feels, the pleasures these humanoid forms can hold. I bet youâve never felt this good before, have you Baby.â
âN-no! Never.â Phantom mewled. âS-Swââ
âGo on. Say my name.â Swiss punctuated his words with even harsher thrusts of his hips. âShout it so the rest of the pack know I was the first to have you. The first to get their hands on their precious newbie. I know theyâd all just love to defile you, make you a filthy little slut, just for them. But none of them could make you feel as good as I do.â
âSwiss!â Phantom wailed âFeels so good, filling me so full!â
They felt Swissâ hips start to stutter. They were so close themselves, but still it was not quite enough.
âSwiss, touch me, need more!â
âMore?â Swiss almost snarled, snapping his hips harder even than before. âSo new to this and so greedy already!â
But one of his hands still released theirs to rub at their clit, calloused fingers creating a delicious friction as he moved it in small but perfect circles.
They were close now, could tell they were about to cum, but Phantom couldnât resist one last attempt to torture the multi ghoul.
âSwiss, whatâs happening.â They wailed, beginning to thrash. âIâm warm all over, feel so hot and tingly, so full like Iâm gonnaââ
They gasp in faux-horror, layering anguish into their voice. Swiss responded exactly as they had hoped, by fucking them impossibly faster and harder.
âYeah, give into it. Promise itâll be good Buggy.â He panted. âLet go for me. Go on.â
Phantom wailed as they came, rolling their hips to meet his last thrusts as the rush of pleasure filled their body. It was everything they had hoped for, Swiss continuing to fuck him through one of the most intense orgasms they had had topside so far. He had been worth the wait, worth all the quintessence practice.
âCan I?â Swiss asked in a hurry as their ears stopped ringing. âPlease Baby, please let me, inside.â
Phantom nodded as they realised what he was asking, their claws sinking into his back as they drifted back to reality just in time to feel him finish deep inside them. They groaned low and long, the feeling incomparable. They loved feeling filled, loved the lewdness of it, how it would trickle down their legs when they stood up.
âSwiss! So hot inside me, so fullâŠâ They continued to murmur filthy things in his ear as he rode out his orgasm, face twisted in ecstasy, hips stilling inside him.
Truly content, Phantom relished in the feeling of laying beneath him as he came down. They only whined slightly when he pulled out pleading overstimulation, but he soon cuddled into their side, shushing them gently.
âFeeling better, Buggy?â He sounded so smug, as if he had forgotten all Phantomâs earlier meddling.
They couldnât help but respond by twisting the knife.
âMuch better!â They giggled innocently. âRain was right! You really do get off on breaking in the new summons! He said thisâd work.â
Swiss stared at them in silence, too lost in post-orgasmic bliss to comprehend what they meant.
âOoo, Swiss, I donât know whatâs happening to me!â They put on a higher pitched, reedy voice.
Finally putting the pieces together Swiss gaped at them, mouth opening and closing like a fish out of water for a moment. But then his expression morphed to a smirk, his self-satisfaction only growing.
âOh, youâre a little freak, arenât you Buggy! I canât wait to see what else youâre hiding from me.â