The Exiled Vampire Prince

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[bloodofthewicked]

I hate my life right now that i wish i was a vampire so i can be free from this world right now

...And then you would be stuck living for eternity in this human world. Kill or starve to death, it's your choice, really. Oh, and don't get found out or society will freak, no lie. Watch out for hunters, too--They're just itching to destroy you like the savage that you are. 

And don't forget to stay inside, in complete darkness until after the sun sets, or you will burn to a crisp in the painful process of no more than fifteen seconds and turn into ash. That sucks.

Oh, but it's not all pain and woe! You get to kill people, right? That's always fun, honestly. You can smell blood from a mile away. Not to mention that there are so many different flavors! You can hear the beating of a fresh human heart, and feel their withering pulse as your fangs pierce into their skin. It's pure love--Better than sex.

Just remember: humans are food. Not friends. 

Happy hunting!

[bloodofthewicked]

“I highly doubt it. I don’t usually associate myself with my prey, however, things have… changed in these past few days.” He grinned smugly, and looked up and down to survey the other’s appearance. “Don’t people usually play baseball with… I don’t know, a ball?”

[cosmicguts]

“You could say I was playing baseball, but the ball is-” he suddenly turned around, smashing his baseball bat against a zombie’s head knocking him down, he continued bashing it until he was sure he wouldn’t move, “-zombie’s heads” he finished off his sentence.

[bloodofthewicked]

"...Ah." He raised a brow, looking at the other and then down to the dead zombie, and back up to the other once more. "Never thought I'd see the day when one of those things actually existed... What's your name, kid?"

[cosmicguts]

bloodofthewicked started following you

The Italian stared wearily at the man in front of him, “I guess you’re not the Gilbert I know…right?” he asked for confirmation, gripping his baseball bat if any zombies came.

[bloodofthewicked]

"I highly doubt it. I don't usually associate myself with my prey, however, things have... changed in these past few days." He grinned smugly, and looked up and down to survey the other's appearance. "Don't people usually play baseball with... I don't know, a ball?"

[bloodofthewicked]

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[bloodofthewicked]

"I'll come in, whether you want me to or not!"

"As if! I can easily slam the door in your face, and if one of your limbs get smashed, then that's your fault!"

[terradisirene]

-He shakes his head- Whatever…it’s fine. Really….I-I kinda do it sometimes too, when I’m alone and shit….not a lot though. Um.. sometimes I feel that way too, tired and sick of shit…. happened more before though. I guess if you do feel that way…it’s ok. Not gonna tell you some sappy shit like you should cheer up or it’ll get better, cause you got every right to hurt right now.

[bloodofthewicked]

*Nods slowly* Good... Because I might've punched you in the face if you even tried to tell me that bullshit. *Snickers a little and sighs again* But you know what? I was wrong about you, when I used to think of you as just this insecure punk with a stuttering problem. *Looks at him* I ain't usually one to compliment anyone, but you're one of the strongest people that I have ever met. Stupid, but strong. 

[bloodofthewicked]

Lu turned around and followed behind. "I didn't say I was done walking though, so its back to, either bite me, or continue walking."

"...Do whatever the fuck you want. But you're not coming inside of my home. Don't care if you sit on the doorstep or not. The wolves will be grateful to have a nice dinner, if they decide to come out and roam the forest like usually."

[bloodofthewicked]

"But I do like you... I don't think you're a monster.. I think you just need to stop being so depressed.. And no, you're not a cutie.. you're awesomely handsome.." She said. Lu put her hand just on the man's arm as they kept walking.

He snatches his arm away and turns around to leave.

"Well, we walked. And so I'm pretty sure that we're done here. I've got plenty of things to take care of, but thanks for wasting my time. Oh, and tell your siblings or whoever that if any of them ever come near me or my home again, then I will kill them. I will eat them alive, and you will not see them again."

[bloodofthewicked]

Dear Gilbert.. I'm sorry we went on our ways.. I thought maybe you had died on me.. or just hated me.. I'm sorry I moved on... And I'll always love you.. ~Romano

...

...What kind of fuckin' sick, twisted joke is this..? If this was an 'attempt' at making me feel better, then--

...

Fuck it all, I don't care. I just don't care anymore. And it means nothing to me, not a goddamn thing, because things will never be right again. Thanks a lot.

[bloodofthewicked]

"You're done because you want it to be done.. Because you don't see what this world is honestly like.. And you may be a stranger, but I still care for you.. I still like you.. And you're still a cutie.. I'd be disappointed to see someone like you die.."

"Either you've hit your head on a boulder or I'm a really great actor. It's not right to like someone like me, so please don't say that. And I'm not... a 'cutie'. Can't you see me? I'm hideous, inside and out. Thanks for trying to say otherwise, though. And I suppose you'd be the only one 'disappointed' or whatever the fuck."

[terradisirene]

………I….I’m sorry.-His eyes widen and he backs away for a moment, then holds on to Gilbert’s sleeve-  I-I dunno, maybe. I don’t like to give up on shit myself….but, I guess sometimes it happens. Sometimes shit happens and even though it hurts can’t do a lot about it. Life’s shit like that sometimes…stupid and real fucked up…though not all the time, sometimes it’s ok. If this was about you..then maybe that’s better. -Shrugs, still holding on to the sleeve-

[bloodofthewicked]

*He swallows a struggled sob and quickly wipes his face with the other sleeve* Heh, now look at me. Being a hypocrite as ever. "Real men don't cry"... What a joke. And I'm the punchline. *Lets out a deep sigh* It's almost unbelievable, how I used to have so much confidence. How arrogant I could be. And about what? I had nothing, nothing at all. Sure, I gained something, but it was quickly lost. Now, I just... I just want to rest. I'm so tired, of everything. 

[bloodofthewicked]

"You can take my blood, kill me if you want.. It won't solve anything, and suicide is idiotic of any person.."

He stops walking and glares at her. "Okay, seriously, what's your fuckin' problem? You show up, shoving pity in my face, and now you're offering to just give yourself up to me. A vampire. A monster. Even the nicest, most sane person in the world wouldn't offer to be KILLED just to satisfy someone else. Especially someone they've just met. You're crazy, and I don't suck the blood from psychotic freaks."

He grumbles under his breath and shoves his hands into his pocket. "And don't act as if you know me. Sure, suicide is idiotic for people who actually have self worth. I've been doing absolutely nothing for nearly three centuries. You think I have any purpose in this world? This isn't even my world. This is hunting grounds for vampires, a mere buffet table. Yet I'm stuck livin' here. And I'm done."

[bloodofthewicked]

"But its also painful to go through things that make you happy alone. Its misery to sit in an empty house and no one there to make it lively.. Its darkness, and depression.." Lu added in. She sighed and looked up at the sky. "But even on the darkest of nights.. the stars shine.. Theres always someone out there, that will show through the worst of times.."

"I'd still much rather live alone than to gain something, and lose it again. That's the worse, no matter what anyone says. It matters not, though. I'll soon gain eternal rest and will be able to finally have peace, for once." 

He looked up to the sky as well and grazed his tongue over his fangs. "I'll have to go out with a bang, though. I was thinkin' about having a... feast." Sneering, he looked down to her.

[bloodofthewicked]

"An eternity of loneliness isn't bliss.." She huffed out, but smiled in triumph as she was pulled along.

"It is when you've given up hope that there was ever anyone out there who could understand you. It's bliss when you forget about the outside world and focus on survival, because that's all that you can do. And it's bliss when you don't have to worry about making someone else happy, and failing at it."

He kept pulling her along, but eventually loosened his grip. He kept his gaze forward, though. Never showing an ounce of emotion.

[terradisirene]

……Why the hell would he think I was dead? Either way I’d just walk up right to him and prove I’m not, and yeah thinking about him would hurt and make me feel like I was falling apart. Still, I don’t think I’d black out if I saw him….maybe…um..cry and yell and bit and some other shit though.

[bloodofthewicked]

Well you can't! It's too fucking late, so don't even try to get out of your goddamn misery and magically fix things! *Snarls, baring his fangs, and not realizing the tears rolling down his cheeks* You can't, because the world doesn't work like that. Life doesn't work like that. H-he's moved on, he has problems of his own, and s-so you're better off pretending that nothing ever happened.

[bloodofthewicked]

"Neither. It would be a silent walk. It just sucks to walk alone. Now either bite me, or walk with me. Because I won't leave until you pick one."

He groans irritably and rubs his head. "Fuck. Fuck, I've never encountered an attractive psycho before, but damn. You're so fuckin' annoying and persistent, you know that?"

After a moment, he roughly grabs her arms and begins pulling her along. "Just so you know, I've been alone for centuries. No-- All of my goddamn life, and I can tell you that it is bliss. Whatever, though."

[bloodofthewicked]

"I have siblings who are siblings by half to your ex. I also have ties to people everywhere, and know almost all. I also know you're a vampire, if it'd make you feel better, you can have my blood." Lucretia offered, and tilted her head to the side, brushing the hair over her shoulder, exposing the neck skin. "Or, you can go for a walk with me."

"Well that's some fucked up, confusing shit. But, bottom line is that I don't accept charity. Nor do I allow others to pity me in my face without giving a fuck on how I feel about the situation." He glared down, hard, and bared his fangs when she tilted her head.

"Why must we go for a walk? Will I be ambushed? Or do you expect me to talk about 'my feelings' and suddenly start shooting rainbows out of my ass?"