In The Woods Somewhere @bloodsweatandfears - Tumblr Blog

I tortured myself in ways that my enemies would deem inhumane

I just have to accept that isolating myself is the only way to avoid feeling isolated.

Paradoxical feeling of being at ease with physical isolation but hating the feeling of being othered; connection only found within myself and lost when among others.

Never lonely, always alienated.

#avpd #schizoid #I have to accept that Im not a concert person #all these people surrounding me enjoying the same things I do and yet I have never felt less sure of my humanity #theres a visceral pain in never belonging and never connecting #only finding comfort in distance not closeness #blah blah blah

Nothing belongs to me

Everything that touches me does so by accident

The world owes me nothing and deserves nothing in return

#avpd #depression #detachment #schizoid

rainie-is-seasonchange

Beaver supermoon.

(November 05, 2025).

#space

mattsundaes-interact

i genuinely don't know if anything could have possibly ever prepared me for how good garrett hedlund looks in DIRT MUSIC

#garrett hedlund #bae renaissance

santiagogarcia

THE EYE CONTACT 🫠

Brides of Dracula in Van Helsing (2004) directed by Stephen Sommers

#film

#tunes #Spotify

I have lived thousands of lives but none of them were mine

#avpd #maladaptive daydreaming #avoidant personality disorder

west150

nobody is lucky enough not to be born, everybody is unlucky enough to have been born. (David benatar)

whimsigothwitch-deactivated2026

jung-koook

this look!!!

#bts

redbelles

I remember we were driving, driving in your car Speed so fast, I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped ‘round my shoulder And I had a feeling that I belonged I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone

FAST CAR, TRACY CHAPMAN

#tunes