How I entered the void in less than 5 minutes last night (If someone doesnāt shift with this, Iāll scream)
I wouldnāt be sharing this and putting myself at risk of sounding like a lunatic who posted one method, and is now posting yet another version of it, if I didnāt have a reason for it. Idk, gut feelings are hard to explain (Iām aware I sound insane right now)
But Iāve never been more excited to share something in my life, sooo that might attest to something.
This will work for everyone in some way. And Iāve never been more certain of anything ever. (Except for the time I pspspspsād at a black kitty on the sidealk at night, which ended up being a trash bag, and I found out I had horrible eyesightābut thatās not the point here).
This isnāt anything brand new. Itās like my method people have been seeing results with, but stripped down to its bones. Simplified to the core, which Iāve learned actually makes it more effective.
(unless youāre someone who prefers something detailed and objective, then yeah, stick to my main method and ignore this)
This doesnāt care about your beliefs. Doesnāt care about your identity, your self-concept, your doubts, your contradictions. It doesnāt matter if youāre into non-duality, law of assumption, law of attraction, or donāt even have a belief system. This method does not give a single shit. And I say that with confidence, because when this worked for me last night, I was crying. Genuinely, majorly depressed. Everything I usually cling to, all my beliefs about shifting and consciousness and the nature of realityāI wasnāt mulling over any of it. I was flat out over existence itself, and it still worked.
⢠First, understand something: The screen of space youāre looking at right nowāeven if your eyes are closedāis the same screen where your DR, CR, the void, your dreams⦠all of it⦠will appear. Thatās your canvas. Always.
⢠This works best with WBTB (wake back to bed), so set an alarm for about 3 hours after you fall asleep. You want to wake up just tired enough that going back to sleep is easy, but youāll still have some control. (You can also do this as youāre going to bed, but it was 3 AM for me after I had woken up,,, so do with that info what you want).
⢠Now, get this into your head: Youāre not entering the void or shifting from a place of calm or confidence. Youāre doing it from pure exhaustion. Youāre doing it from āfuck this shit, Iām doing it anyway.ā
You can doubt. You can feel like shit. But the attitude that follows is āfuck it.ā Youāre tired of trying, and tired of being on this journey. So youāre just gonna do it. Fuck it.
⢠Lie on your back. (I personally like my back, but Iāve done it on my side too, and it still works. Doesnāt matter. Donāt overthink it. This doesnāt matter)
⢠You can move. Just donāt care that you moved. After the next step, you wonāt even be paying attention to your body anyway, and itāll go numb naturally,, so the idea here is āfuck it, this doesnāt matter.ā
⢠Now: Notice the black behind your eyes. Just that. The blackness. Donāt try to notice your awareness yet. Just focus on the black. Look at it. Really look at it. LOOK. Keep choosing to look at it again and again. Widen your eyes over and over again, and keep refocusing on it. This will keep you alert, but youāre not forcing yourself to stay alert, got it? It happens naturally, because youāre reeeeally looking at the black behind your eyes.
⢠Your bodyās gonna want to fall asleep. Donāt fight it, donāt care about it, because the fact that youāre looking at the black behind your eyes will naturally keep you from falling asleep.
⢠You keep your mind locked on that black space, almost like youāre watching a movie screen, but nothingās playing yet. What happens? Youāll keep wanting to fall asleepābut widening your eyes and choosing to watch the black will keep waking you up. Youāll be in this liminal place going: āFuck it. Fuck it. Fuck it. Iām doing this. Fuck it. Donāt care.ā
(What I mean by āwidening your eyesā even though theyāre closed is: when your eyes are closed, donāt let them go slack like they do when you're falling asleep. Keep them wide and alert, like you're trying to watch something in the dark. You're not tensing them, just holding that sense of openness, like you're staring through your eyelids).
⢠What happens next: Suddenly youāll feel your awareness. Youāre just awareness now. Naturally. You didnāt right off the bat try to pay attention to your awareness,, you just realized that you are it. Why? Because when you feel confined to that black space behind your eyelids like a coffin, with nothing else around you, thereās nowhere else to run to other than your awareness. Your body will be numb, and your surroundings distant, irrelevant. And youāll think: āWait⦠Iām just my awareness.ā
⢠And then your brain might do what it always does: āOh no. What if Iām overthinking? What if Iām messing it up?ā And you remind yourself: āIām literally awareness. I can overthink if I want. Iām awareness goddamnit. Fuck it.ā
⢠Youāll start switchingāback and forthābetween two things (because thereās nowhere to run to):
1. Looking at the black behind your eyelids
2. Noticing your awareness itself
Keep flipping between the two like youāre flickering the lights on and off in a room, but donāt force this. Youāll look at the fact that you simply are, and you'll look at the black,, and youāll think: ādamn?? Iām just my awareness.ā
⢠Then youāll start to sink. Youāll feel the pull as hypnagogia grabs your hand and says āso where are we going, bestie?ā From here, you can either:
A) Keep going as you feel yourself sink, and youāll fall straight into the void state effortlessly.
B) As you feel yourself sink, you can choose to lucid dream, astral project, or just plain shift from here. To shift: affirm, assume, observe, do whatever you want. The way I shared that I like to do this is by observing my awareness in my DR, observing the fact that Iām aware there (just pretend youāre there, no need to try too hard).
The point is: whatever happens next, if it happens very very quickly, donāt panic.
If this somehow doesnāt work for youāthough I genuinely believe it will work for someoneājust know the reason I share so many things is because I deeply believe everyone needs different things. The core of shifting stays the same to me:
You are only awareness, and you observe your desired reality until all other options collapse.
But how you get into that is wildly personal. What works for me might not click for you, just like what works for you might not click for me, and thatās fine.
Thatās why I keep offering optionsānot to confuse you, not to invalidate anything Iāve said before, but to give you more pathways of realizing how powerful you already are. If one method feels off, try another. My main method is still my go-to: observe my awareness in my DR, exist there, decide Iām there because where else would I be??ābut I love giving variety because maybe this next one might be the one that opens it all up for you.
Edit: (this just came to mind) donāt place a time expectation on any method. This one worked in less than 5 minutes for me, but the next time I try it, it could happen in 10, maybe 20. I donāt know. So if you try this, and it doesnāt immediately work in the way you expect it to, take a deep breath and keep trying, because eventually something has to happen. Trust me.