That's who I really am...sometimes...

TRIGGER WARNING!!!! Post some pieces of my songs. hope you like them. sometimes a bit depressive. Love selfharm Love blood Last cut: 17.8.2019

[black-man-little-girl]

[bloodymimi-chan]

It's hard to accept that you doesn't feel the same anymore..

It's hard to love someone so much it hurts..

It's hard to see your pictures and that you're happy without me...

It hurts that u can't life without you anymore and even the smallest thought about it hurts so much I can't breathe anymore...

I wish sometimes we were able to let someone feel the same way as yourself feel, so you could be happy again..

I miss you. And I love you. I will always love you. More than you deserve. And more as you ever could love me.

[bloodymimi-chan]

I'm not okay anymore.. The whole day everything is fine... But when it's night and I'm alone, all my demons in my head are yelling at me...

[bellaxoxd-deactivated20231121]

Tagsüber unterdrückst du es.

Nachts kommt alles hoch.

[remanence-of-love]

[yms1]

my tumblr is what the inside of my head looks like

[2111111111111-deactivated202403]

[bloodymimi-chan]

Nurnoch Liebe leben.

Nichtmehr Leben Lieben.

[maerchen-erzaehlerin]

Ich würde so gerne zur Klinge greifen.

[bloodymimi-chan]

I'm happy.

- but I can't smile

I'm tired.

-but I can't sleep.

What the fuck is wrong with me...

Why am I like this...

[bloodymimi-chan]

Wie erkläre ich nur jemandem wieso mich bestimmte Sachen triggern, auch wenn es nur Filmszenen sind die ich sehe...

[perfectnightbook]

Das schlimmste an einer psychischen Erkrankung ist, dass die Leute erwarten, dass man sich verhält als hätte man keine.

Joker

[valentina-poem]

[navk]

“some days, it comes in waves. some days, tsunamis.”

— nav k

[there-will-be-violence-deactiva]

[desnos]

[fuwaprince]

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[michellepsychologist]

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