#i hate meself

[axiilotl]

M wont be online 4 a bit (a week or t2)

If ur intrstd on why da iz ,,, 👇🔥🔥

Mehhm,,, dey r takign me back 2 da ward AUGH!,,! wat da hecccck,, 4 the billionth millionth tiem,, erm, wut r tey goin 2 fo anywayz,, nathing helpzs me..,,

[sadgrillsonly]

I know you won’t come back. I know you are done. You won’t ever hold me again. You’ll never kiss me again and we will never stay up laughing on the phone until 3am again. You took the best part of me with you. I will never love anyone the way I loved you.

[gayisingayishotiwantsomegay]

I have started making my own httyd dragon book I’ve made the horrible decision to use runes and so now my hands hurt I have strained my eyes and my back will never be the same again

2nd and 3rd dragons done!

4th dragon done! This one’s one is a hobble-grunt which can change color depending on their mood

[warmsol]

lil toesies? wcif toesies? wcif lil toesie jam? cute little feet’s?

[schizoafucktive]

One of my symptoms that kicks my ass hard and on a daily basis and is also unexpected is the struggle with personal hygiene. Hygiene of any kind really. It is affecting how I live with roommates and with my partner. I fucking try my damned hardest to be clean in the house and clean my stuff up and to clean myself and be presentable but everyone is upset at me regularly. Regularly. My roommates had to sit down with me and rewrite how we do chores and my partner adds something to the ever growing list of hygiene related things I suck at every few months. And the worst part of it all is that I think I’m doing great!!! I listen to them and I take it to heart and I work very hard to change my habits so we can all coexist and I get so proud of myself when I see the progress and… they… think I’m not even trying. They get mad at me and they get passive aggressive around me and I fucking think I’m doing great. I cry myself to sleep at night sometimes! I get anxiety when I hear scrubbing sounds! I have had paranoid episodes over this!! OVER THIS! Pots and fucking pans!!! Having a damn shower!!! How fucking pathetic is that!!! And here I fucking am again! I cleaned all the bathrooms and the kitchen and was so excited about it because I wanted to have the place nice for when my partner’s mother came over to drop stuff off. And my partner was FUCKING EMBARRASSED because the bathroom wasn’t clean enough!! How fucking terrible at cleaning do you have to be for this to happen! And I CANNOT EVEN SEE WHAT IS WRONG! Is this a me problem! Am I just the biggest fucking idiot alive! Maybe!!! Anyway whatever! Maybe you think I’m just gross and stupid and ill-raised, I don’t know! Whatever!

[ikeepthinking]

“I hate you

I hate you

I hate you

I hate you

I hate you

I hate you

I hate you

I hate you

I hate you

I hate you ”

[raisulrony]

Never fall in love with something that you know it won’t be yours.