in the end, all girls are like the rose bride

this hole you put me in wasn’t deep enough and i’m crawling out right now

[bloomfes]

bat ☆♪ 23 ♪ they/she 🇲🇽 mixed tme agender butch(4femme) lesbian ♪ autistic ocd cptsd system ☆ killjoy intersectional transfeminist

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♡: nightcord at 25:00, revolutionary girl utena, avemygo, vocaloid, yuri/gl, music, fashion, dolls/toy lines, bats, sonic, psychology, sociology, gender/women’s/lgbtq studies, butchfemme history, rock music, etc., aspiring psychologist.

dni: general, z*onists, pr*ship, inc*st/sa/abuse fetishist/defenders, under 18+

extended system info and warning for what i post related to it:

i frequently co-front or am co-concious with my system. we see ourselves mostly collectively and use i/me often, acknowledge everyone as a part of the same person, etc. i have some form of communication with about ten of my headmates but have much more as well as unnamed fragments. i am frequently dissociated and this affects my behavior. i am in therapy and working on my dissociation. we take system accountability and work with each other if confronted with an issue.

i am a victim of 23 years of bad isolation and neglect as well as repeated severe abuse for most my life. this has affected every aspect of me and i talk about it and the effect it had on me often as well as am outspoken on topics related to my kinds of trauma, and i often forget to tag these as it’s just my normal everyday reality. just treat us as you would anyone else.

we often don’t recognize switches or don’t care to make distinctions, and the ‘host’ identity is a subsystem that collectively goes by bat. sometimes we tag who is saying what with the exception of ‘bat’, but sometimes it may be someone else fronting but unaware of the switch. we’ll make some sort of guide eventually, but our active known members are as follows:

bat (includes multiple separately named identities)

collective or bat (+ goes by other personal name): 🦇

manzanita 🍎

mortis (+ goes by other personal name) 🎭

lupe (loo-peh) 🎀

euanthe (yoo-an-thee) 🌑

samara (sah-mar-rah) 🦋

ángel (ahn-hel) 🪽

ruby 💎

aurora 👑

elise 🔥

mikey 🐢

maria 💉

near 🎲

[whizpurr]

[i2-xmf]

“IMG_0247” (2008)

[maja-paja]

I dont like how "reclaim" has turned into "can use against others in the exact same way it always has been and equally offensively"

[patronsaintofweepingmothers]

2006

[bloomfes]

8 hour shift in a few hours and need a shower before work but i can’t sleep because i fronted really really scared

[bloomfes]

[bloomfes]

8 hour shift in a few hours and need a shower before work but i can’t sleep because i fronted really really scared

[bloomfes]

i am one of those annoying fucks who is too utenapilled i fear i fear i do indeed point to every tragic female character and think of Every girl is the rose bride……

[witchrealms]

(x)

[bloomfes]

i really love tragedy and strangely enough i think it inspires me a lot as a result. i don’t find myself wanting to give in to the doom or gloom like how i used it when i was younger, i think it inspires me a lot to work on myself and see more within myself, and to grow and help others. sometimes you’re just dealt a shit hand in life and i like when art doesn’t shy away from that.

[bloomfes]

at first i thought the detail of having the question “this movie features a blue genie that grants three wishes” in the trivia night scene in obsession, with the movie being aladdin, was a neat detail but i just remembered the genie has three rules to the wishes he can’t grant, and one of them is “i can’t make people fall in love with anyone else”

[bloomfes]

obsession was a good fucking movie i’ve been pacing for an hour

[bloomfes]

i was so stressed and terrified that whole movie and i don’t think much of any of it was towards her. there were some scenes that made me jump or look away all tense but the main horror really was knowing she’s a completely vulnerable person with no control in this situation. God Fucking Damn.

[bloomfes]

obsession was a good fucking movie i’ve been pacing for an hour

[pere-de-nana]

とりあえずお誕生日なのでいただきます。

[bloomfes]

*head hurting, eye twitching* Been getting really into caffeine lately

[bloomfes]

i’m like if an apple made a wish to be a girl Im like if a bat made a wish to be a girl

[goobersplat]

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