writings

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“I started a war with my body and now I’m fighting every fiber of my being not to find comfort in a blade on my bathroom floor.”

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“I want to give you my heart.”

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“As your head rests on my thigh, as you sleep so soundly. I think of all the eyelashes, birthday candles, stars, and dandelions I used to wish for this.”

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“it’s crazy, isn’t it? how i can see the rest of my life in this one person?”

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“You used to make me happy. Now you’re just somebody that I used to know.”

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“Moments like these make me believe this happiness could last forever.”

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“You know when your mind can’t hold on to a single thought for a solid minute? Your brain jumps from one thing to another. With each thought you feel worse and worse until you feel like you can’t breath. Until you feel like crawling out of your own skin.”

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“It’s scary how fast dreams become nightmares.”

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“How is it that I miss something that was never actually mine?”

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“You should have seen the smile on my face when your name popped up on my phone.”

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“I hate to admit it, but I think I need you.”

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“I didn’t even get to say goodbye.”

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“You know what’s worse than people only seeing the surface of who you are. When people see who you truly are and look away.”

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“Sometimes I want to leave for a little while just to see who misses me.”

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“I shouldn’t have to fight to be your first choice when I’m the one who’s stuck by you longer than anyone else.”

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“I’ve chosen you over and over again. Choose me.”

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“At the end of the day, people show you their true colors. They tell you how they really feel. And all you can do is take it.”