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// OOC! + VERY SERIOUS!
I have been neglecting my blog for a very long time, and i sincerely apologize for my disappearance.
My mental health has been in bad condition for a while, and i’ve been ultimately forgetting to do my blog.
I want to attempt to continue, but ultimately i’m stuck.
I will do my best to get back into this because i do really like what im doing.
Shit just happens to you when you're a tuna crab
Even if your guilt doesn't purify you, it's never too late to turn your life around dude, there is always a tomorrow. But if you don't stop drinking your tomorrow will be a big headache. Go have a glass of water
Even with the comfort of knowing there’s still a tomorrow, Spy keeps his head under his blankets. He doesn’t even choke out any words, the only thing you can hear is sobbing and muffled french.
Nothing feels good enough for him.
And he’ll stay that way until he gets word from someone he desires.
- Also hi im the blue text describing what’s happening, i live under his bed! all of the water he consumed came right back up!
Heeeeyyy. How are we doing? Did we eat anything before drowning the sorrows in alcohol?
No.. I’m- *Hic* I’m not drowning an- *Hic* anything.
Spy has wine all over his robe, floor, and face. This is a rare sighting of someone who had complete self-control throwing down the drain!
I’m- *Hic* I’m completely fine. I’m alr- *Hic* Alright. I’m-
Tears start streaming down Spy’s face, oh my god this is one of the first times he’s ever cried! rejoicing!
I ruined that Soldier and I’ll never- *Hic* forgive myself for what- *Hic* I’ve done! I’m- *Hic* Horrible! *Hic*
As if things couldn’t possibly get any worse for this poor Spy, he hides himself under his silk sheets. Sobbing beneath them.
* The tiniest creak of a floorboard resonates in the room.
* ...
* There is a BLU Pyro peeking from the doorway with an almost inquisitive light reflected in her goggles. He has a teddy bear in his arms.
@multi-faceted-mercs-rp [🧸]
Spy looks up with a uninterested face, he clearly doesn’t seem happy.
W-What do you want.. I’m- *hic* busy…
He glances at the teddy bear.
Why do you- *hic* have that..?
I don’t need to feel guilty for hiding.
Spy takes a rather large sip of wine, the liquor dripping off his lips.
I’m fine. All the time.
He takes another swig of his drink. Every word that comes out of his mouth makes him sound more and more tipsy and blurry.
Everything is fine. I don’t miss anything or anyone. I’m not scared.
He pours another glass. Learn some self-control Spy!
I need to see him.
kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
What..- No. No. Stop that. Gross. Not enjoying this. Why. No. No. What the fuck. Stop it. My face is reserved.
(i’ve been making him depressed this is my first post in a while)
“Le mépris des Vanites du Monde” (Death with Worldly Vanities)
— anonymous French artist, 18th century
// out of rp:
the Scout that Spy is talking to is not an official rp account! it’s just a Scout that is only used for this situation alone! thank u! :3
//back in rp:
Spy: "So. What is it that you wanted to talk about?"
Scout: "Uhm. Ok I took some of ya' mail, as a prank, I swear! But..It uh...-"
Spy: "Oh, Merde... Let me guess, it was my magazine from Bears: Monthly?"
Scout: "What?! No!, Eugh- It was, uh, This letter from the Red Soldier. That one that sprained your knee not too-"
Scout is cut off as Spy snatches the paper from his hands, scanning over the contents.
It takes a moment for the frenchman to process just what he's reading.
Scout: "Uh, yeah. I know you ain't been out cause' your princess ass don't like being even slightly injured, but I saw that Soldier mopin' around the battle field. Guess my prank had a bigger effect then I expected, I think-"
Spy shoots forward, wrapping his hands around Scout's throat as he squeezes.
Spy: "YOU ABSOLUTE BUFFOON! I AM GOING TO END THAT SORRY THING YOU CALL YOUR LIFE!"
Scout: "ggARRHK- Uff- OkUnderstandable- He left you some ciggys, too- but I- agAHK- Smoked a lot of em'- You want the rest?"
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Maybe ya banned from hot topic cause ya too cool hehehe
- @supply-runner
No it’s because i am. I’m just banned, for no reason.
Did ya ever go ta this hot topic thingy??
No. It’s because im worried.
I haven’t seen him, he hasn’t spoken to me in such a long time either.. I don’t know where he’s been and no one will tell me anything.
'I've been so worried about him and-' + 'it's because im worried' ? Yannow what I ain't gonna prod, your issue.
Have ya tried yelling something 'bout America at RED? Otherwise, yer a spy, intelligence gatherin's ya thing right?
I haven’t had much motivation do to anything. Which is very out of character for me.
Im going to leave it be until I feel better.
I’ve been…rather busy. Apologies for my random disappearance..
I’ve been thinking about that soldier. I’ve been so worried about him and i don’t even know why.
...cause ya like em?
That an' the guy's bout as stable as a loose bolt on a rusty bridge.
No. It’s because im worried.
I haven’t seen him, he hasn’t spoken to me in such a long time either.. I don’t know where he’s been and no one will tell me anything.
Maybe ya banned from hot topic cause ya too cool hehehe
- @supply-runner
No it’s because i am. I’m just banned, for no reason.
SOLDIER'S DUMB!!! BE THOUGH IT WAS SUPPOSED TO GO MET YOU AT NIGHT NOT AT DAY
What did you even say? What does any of this mean? Was i supposed to meet him at a point?
This is so confusing..
(bold of you to assume Spy understood anything you said, but you tried. That’s all that matters.)
I’m banned from hot topic somehow.
I don’t know why.
I’ve been…rather busy. Apologies for my random disappearance..
I’ve been thinking about that soldier. I’ve been so worried about him and i don’t even know why.
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