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ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ 𝗕𝗟𝗨𝗗𝗟𝗜𝗟𝗬 independent writing blog for the warrior of light of square enix's MMORPG, final fantasy 14. highly selective & private. originally established in 2022, but remade in 2026. as written by sasha ( any prns, 24, eest ).
ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ affiliated with: lawgriffin. alkemyste. kenostaph. aidcneus. kenneidy. metoikhomai. wistrea. lykirae.
ㅤㅤㅤ⁽¹⁾ ㅤcarrd.ㅤㅤ ⁽²⁾ ㅤprompts.ㅤㅤ ⁽³⁾ ㅤself promo. ㅤㅤ⁽⁴⁾ ㅤsideblog.
plotting call for this here now moment 🫴
plotting call for this here now moment 🫴
The Long and Short of It [Richard Siken] // Falling [Harry Styles] // The First Single (You Know Me) [The Format] // Black Telephone [Richard Siken] // Supercut [Lorde] // Litany in Which Certain Things are Crossed Out [Richard Siken]
they call kore the fumbler 3000
🐝 * ― 𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑨𝑭𝑻𝑬𝑹 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺. ( some might be a bit suggestive. )
❛ careful, or we're never getting out of this bed. ❜
❛ you're making it very hard to leave. ❜
❛ who said i wanted this to just be a casual one-time thing? ❜
❛ you looked peaceful, so i didn't want to wake you just yet. ❜
❛ don't get up yet. ❜
❛ sorry, i didn't mean to fall asleep on you after. ❜
❛ we should probably talk about what happened. ❜
❛ can we not ruin this by talking yet? ❜
❛ i could get used to waking up like this. ❜
❛ i thought you'd be gone before i woke up. ❜
❛ don't look at me like that unless you want a round two. ❜
❛ you're trouble first thing in the morning. ❜
❛ no need to act shy now, I saw more than that last night. ❜
❛ you're blushing again. ❜
❛ i think the neighbors may have heard us. ❜
❛ it's only awkward if you make it awkward. ❜
❛ i don't know what's gotten into me last night; i don't usually do this. ❜
❛ i should probably go now ... unless you want me to stay. ❜
❛ please don't say this was a mistake. ❜
❛ we crossed a line last night. ❜
❛ well, i guess this does complicate things. ❜
❛ i don't want to pretend this didn't happen. ❜
❛ are you sore? ❜
❛ i think my shirt is still somewhere in the hallway. ❜
❛ how did your clothes end up over there? ❜
❛ i remember you were very eager to get them off. ❜
❛ i think i have some scratches on my back. ❜
❛ i got worried when i woke up, and you weren't there anymore. ❜
❛ i don't want this to be just one night. ❜
❛ please tell me you don't regret it. ❜
❛ last night meant something to me. ❜
❛ this changes everything, doesn't it? ❜
❛ were you trying to leave without saying goodbye? ❜
❛ like you even remember what happened last night ... ❜
❛ you might want to cover that before anyone sees. ❜
❛ i didn't hear you complaining last night. ❜
❛ i liked seeing that side of you. ❜
❛ you took care of me last night. let me return the favor. ❜
❛ i think i'm in trouble because i want this again. ❜
❛ i wanted you last night, and i still want you today. ❜
cora is nawt shaving her bush, you can't make her
HOW DOES YOUR MUSE CARRY EMOTIONS? bold what applies. italicize what sometimes applies.
ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ anger. jaw clenching. hands balling into fists. teeth grinding. yelling. going nonverbal. stuttering speech. rushed speech. slow, concise speech. rambling. quiet. arms crossing. shaking head. tearing up. animated. expressionless. projects. internalizes. vents. withdraws. passive aggressive. direct. physical outbursts ( destroys items / throws things / punches walls ). verbal outbursts.
ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ joy. easy smiles. fighting back grins. suppressed laughter. loud laughter. giggles. chuckling. smirks. whole body laughs. covers mouth when laughing / giggling. throws head back when laughing. slaps leg. touches people around them when laughing. looks down when laughing. looks for eye contact when laughing. sparkling eyes. bubbly happiness. quiet, subtle happiness. obnoxious happiness. wants to spread joy. quietly savors joy.
ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ sadness. crying. bottling it up. seeks distractions. wallows. eyes appear red. meditates & processes. avoidance. seeks out comfort. withdraws. talks it out. internalizes it. sad smiles. depression naps. uses alcohol. uses drugs. seeks out sources of joy. fidgets with sentimental item. sits in silence. broods. gets moody. wants someone to share the misery. tries to hide negative emotions. nurtures others to make themselves feel better.
ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ embarrassment / shame. blushing. looking away. rubbing at back of head. covering face. laughing nervously. laughs it off. overthinks. lets it go. self—depreciating humor. deflects. gets irritated. smiles. withdraws. crossing arms over stomach. crossing arms over chest. hands in pockets. shoulders sinking. shrugs. falling into silence until comfortable again. talking a lot to compensate.
ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ guilt. avoiding eye contact. shoulders sinking low. head hanging down. crying. chest aches. lashes out. internalizes. apologizes. deflects. communicates. withdraws. grand gestures for forgiveness. accepts fault easily. punishes themselves. martyrdom. victim complex. over—active guilt complex. healthy conscience. internalizes even after forgiveness. seeking redemption. moves on easily. denial. lack of guilt / conscience. sorry they got caught more than caused harm. can’t handle knowing they hurt others.
ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ fear / anxiety. trembling. crying. uses sarcasm / sass to cope. rambles. goes silent. gets angry. fidgeting. clenching jaw. picking at nails. chewing at lip. pulling at clothes. adjusting jewelry / clothing. swallowing thickly. eyes widening. over—reacts. under—reacts. calm. logical. panic. irrational. overthinks. carefully analyzes. talks to themselves. breathing exercises. fight. flight. withdraws. fawns.
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" would you still love me if i was a worm? " open to mutuals.
it's exceedingly rare that cora will say i love you first. hell, even her saying it back is not a guarantee. she's from a very proud family where growing up it was rare for her to hear her parents say that they love her, at least as far as she remembers. which. is not to say that her parents didn't love her or anything, they did and still very much do, complicated relationships aside. they simply preferred to show it rather than tell. and cora is very much the same way — she'll display affection and do things for her loved ones, easy. but tell them that she loves them? don't ask this of her. there are rare exceptions to this rule, sure. it's important to understand that cora's hesitation to tell people that she loves them is both pride as well as fear of rejection, so the more secure she feels in a relationship ( be it romantic, platonic or familial ), the more likely it is that she will force down the feelings of fear and embarrassment, and actually say those three words that usually evade the tip of her tongue, despite being there.
🐝 * ― 𝑫𝑰𝑭𝑭𝑬𝑹𝑬𝑵𝑻 𝑾𝑨𝒀𝑺 𝑻𝑶 𝑲𝑰𝑺𝑺 𝑺𝑶𝑴𝑬𝑶𝑵𝑬.
[ peck ] a quick, light kiss on the partner's lips or cheek [ french ] a deep, passionate kiss with the use of tongue [ forehead ] a gentle kiss on the partner's forehead, conveying care and affection [ spiderman ] an upside-down kiss, just like in the movie [ mistletoe ] a playful or romantic kiss under a mistletoe [ hand ] a chivalrous kiss on the back of the partner's hand [ lingering ] a long, slow kiss filled with emotion and desire [ neck ] a kiss or gentle sucking on the partner's neck [ nape ] a kiss placed at the nape of the partner's neck [ teasing ] a light brushing of lips against a partner's skin without fully kissing [ earlobe ] a light nibble on the partner's earlobe [ tango dip ] a kiss shared while one partner is dipped backward [ celebration ] a joyful and exuberant kiss to celebrate an achievement or milestone [ stolen ] a quick, stealthy, and impromptu kiss snatched in secret [ bite ] a playful kiss that involves some light biting [ goodbye ] a heartfelt kiss when parting, showing affection and fondness [ rain ] a romantic kiss in the rain [ scars ] a gentle kiss on the partner's scar(s) [ injury ] a careful kiss on a partner's wound to make it all better [ wedding ] a romantic kiss shared during a wedding ceremony [ comfort ] a tender kiss to provide comfort or reassurance [ sunset ] a kiss shared during sunset, often romantic and serene [ butterfly ] a light fluttering of eyelashes against the partner's skin [ seductive ] a deep, slow, and deliberately intense kiss filled with passion and desire [ shoulder ] a tender kiss on the partner's shoulder [ knuckles ] a kiss on each individual knuckle of the partner [ slow motion ] a kiss in slow motion, accentuating every moment and sensation [ reunion ] a longing kiss shared after being apart for a while [ passionate ] an intense and fiery kiss, expressing raw desire and strong emotion [ underwater ] a kiss shared while submerged in water [ wrist ] a tender kiss on the inside of the partner's wrist [ wake up ] a loving kiss to wake the partner up [ apology ] a kiss offered as a way to apologize or make amends [ hummingbird ] a series of light, rapid, and fluttery kisses on a small area [ trail ] a trail of kisses along the partner's jawline or collarbone [ blowing ] a kiss in the air and send of the gesture towards the partner [ surprise ] a sudden kiss to catch the partner off guard [ hickey ] a kiss that's supposed to leave a mark on the partner's skin [ single lip ] a sucking or nibbling of one of the partner's lips [ nose ] an affectionate gesture where partners rub their noses together
thinking about cora making the chirping sound cats do when surprised
* 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐓𝐂𝐇.
feel free to change pronouns / wording!
" it's just, when you add obviously, it feels a little less obvious. "
" how do you really feel about your father? "
" it's as if, maybe, it's a little more complicated than you feel comfortable admitting which... is completely understandable. "
" shit. my nose is bleeding. thought i was getting emotionally snotty. "
" it's probably from when i kicked you in the face. "
" i'm going to hang you off the side of this building, and you're going to tell me where [ name ] is, or i'm going to drop you to your death. "
" you know, for being a real piece of shit, you're pretty easy to talk to. "
" i'm not telling you shit, you fucking loser! "
" honestly, it was nice talking to someone about this stuff. "
" i'm really glad i kidnapped you tonight. "
" can i get a copy of that video when we're through here? 'cause i'm about to fuck you up and those videos do numbers. maybe we can go viral. "
" can we just skip to the part where you reveal your bullshit superpower so we can fight for real? "
" i know who you are, you're, like, famous. "
" you look like you could use a drink. "
" it takes a lot for me to feel anything. "
" i guess i just like helping people. "
" i'm not quite drunk enough to share my origin story just yet, but remind me to tell you some day. "
" i'm sorry if i gave the wrong impression. "
" i'm so sorry, i totally misread that. "
" you have a lot left to give. "
" did i drool on you? "
" i'm not done saving you yet. "
" every time i walk in this place, i get sad. "
" this is the type of apartment you see, when the detective kicks the door in, you know? shine the flashlight, serial killer shit. "
" that's longer than any conversation i ever had with him. "
" i would literally let everyone here melt in eternal hell, including you, before anything happens to this dog. "
" i refuse to believe that's what he sounds like. "
" sometimes you just gotta shake shit up. "
" you think it's a bad idea? "
" you said it with a hot voice, so i assumed you meant boobs. "
" only god can judge me. "
" i'm judging you right now. "
" i'm losing feeling in my hand, and not in a fun, kinky way. "
" you look, uh, different. "
" you let your guard down, you perish. "
" that's a pretty fucked way to live. "
" nobody sabotages me, except me... but that's more of an existential thing. "
" i'm your punishment. "
" your face is looking far less stabbable today. "
" ask next time, or there won't be a next time. "
" i thought that would be more difficult. "
" that's got a name, it's teamwork. "
" are you smoking in a playground? the fuck's wrong with you? "
" some people are born to be heroes. i'm not one of them. "
" i have fucking villain powers. "
" being a villain is my fate. "
" i don't regret it, i know that for sure. "
" did you just give me an updown? "
" this isn't why you're here but can you zip me up? "
" last time i went through a breakup i drank mezcal until i blacked out. "
" do you think there is someone else? perhaps another lover could be the cause of all this. "
" so you are to blame for my sadness? "
" i'm not that good of a kisser. "
" i had a dream last night that we were fucking. "
" i'm doing that thing where i imagine being with someone, you know? see how it feels, how it looks. you know, like trying on a dress. "
" you were there? "
" i could be anywhere. "
" bathrooms are for shitting after your first coffee and picking shrapnel out of your chest... not for whatever this is. "
" you sound like my first manager, i fired his ass. "
" what, are you going to snitch on me? "
" you should be out doing good. "
" you aren't my typical romantic companion, but i could be persuaded. "
" teamwork slows me down. "
" you spying on me? "
" i'm a loner, a rebel. "
" people have expectations and they never meet me first, it's always the superhero. it's hard to live up to. "
" was that less of a mistake than the first one? "
" oh, so this is a date. "
" i actually prefer brunettes, so this is great. "
" what're we, like, friends now? "
" all i want is a conversation. "
" you're not supposed to lift without a spot. "
" normies need babysitters, so you don't hurt yourself thinking you're a hero. "
" it's time for you to accept that you don't got it anymore. "
" if you wanted to grab dinner, all you had to do was ask. "
" you're not my type. "
" secret identities are secret for a reason. "
" we don't kill people. we're the good guys. "
" bitches out here wearing ski masks and robbing banks, where's the originality? "
" i don't know you, and i don't like not knowing people. "
" be honest, am i going to make a fool of myself if i sing whitney houston? "
" heroes don't start fights. "
" you saved my life. "
" how long was i out? "
" i'm not good enough. "
" you might not believe in yourself right now but, i believe in you. "
" some people, they're black holes. you reach out to help them and they just suck you in and do whatever the fuck black holes do, i don't know. they fuck you up. "
" you gave us a fucking scare. "
" bare walls are a sign of depression. "
" can't shoot what you can't see. "
" you are no fucking hero! "
" you think you're invisible, but i fucking see you. "
" you don't know anything about me. "
" i know you're fucking dangerous, what else do i need to know? "
" you ever think about why we do what we do? help people? put it all on the line for someone who won't ever know your name, won't send you a thank you card, won't be at your bedside when you get hurt... "
" i'm too old to be crying. "
" i've found doing something good, always helps when i'm feeling bad. "
" we've got a job to do. "
" not talking about it won't make it go away. "
" now isn't the time to cast blame. "
" i really do appreciate you defending me, but you shouldn't. "
" this is probably hard for you to hear right now, but this isn't your fault. "
" i forgive you, so there. "
" you can't fucking forgive me. "
" if you're going to blow some fucker's brains out, nonslip mats are a must. "
" feels silly calling it a hideout. "
" you think you can beat the bad by being good. "
" there's no solving human nature. "
" you can't stop evil, all you can do is control it. "
" i thought you wanted revenge. "
" heroes are the past. "
" i'll kill you. "
" this is why i hate luck. runs out. "
" i fired the bartender, but i can still get you something to drink. "
" you made them nervous. "
" how'd you find me? "
" don't worry, i've got you. "
" just need to... sit here for like... a few weeks, then i'll be right as rain. "
" when the pain's constant, it's easier to get used to. that goes for physical and emotional. "
" thanks for getting out of bed or whatever you were up to. "
" you've got a lot of explaining to do. "
" my whole life started to flash before my eyes. "
" don't hurt yourself. "
" i see you in trouble and i just can't help myself. "
" i didn't do anything! "
" you sure know a lot about the plan for someone not involved. "
" they tried to recruit me, of course they did. but i said no. "
" you didn't lie to me, but you didn't tell me the truth. "
" you're late. "
" i can't tell you how boring life is without surprises. "
" i hope my saving you from collision was appropriate? "
" i've never been more insulted in my life. "
" being a professional yourself, you should know, it wasn't personal. "
" this isn't you. "
" i thought i had friends, but you made me realise i never actually did. "
" there isn't a thing you can do that i haven't modelled out. "
" i'm a bad person, but i'm a man of my word. "
" i've been through all the game theory on this moment a thousand times. i'm not steps ahead, i'm miles, so don't fucking test me. "
" the only way to keep you from knowing what i'm doing is to not have any idea what i'm doing. "
" don't be mad. you lost. it happens. "
" i guess i can still be surprised. "
" how am i the one on a stretcher when you look like hammered shit? "
" it didn't hit anything, bullet went straight through. "
" quick hero lesson: when you jump in front of a bullet, you're supposed to actually stop it, y' know? that's kind of the whole point. "
" maybe you should let a nice moment be nice every now and then. "
" i've had half a beer and i'm already feeling it. "
" any plans tonight? "
speaking of, here's a brand new SHIPPING CALL. new graphics, new me. plus i have a bunch of new mutuals, so. 😋 this post is mainly aimed at romantic shipping. by liking this, you're letting me now that you'd potentially be interested in a romantic ship between our muses, which entails: plotting ( duh ), which may or may not just be me spamming you with things that remind me of our muses' relationship, pinboards, playlists, and the like. basically you're giving me permission to be annoying. as if the lack of thereof ever stopped me. before liking this however, please, keep in mind that i do practice SHIP EXCLUSIVITY — meaning that i will ship with only one portrayal of a canon character. SOME THINGS TO KEEP IN MIND: cora's age ranges from mid 20s to 30s, she identifies as a woman, and is a bisexual ( she's attracted to people regardless of gender. ) we don't need to have written together before for us to start romantically shipping, or even interacted ooc; i find that mushing our dolls together is a great way to break the ice and get over anxiety.
* if we're already shipping: i would appreciate if you liked this post as well, if not because i'm the process of cleaning this blog up, then because a bitch needs some reassurance sometimes. thank you.
WHO IS THIS
speaking of, here's a brand new SHIPPING CALL. new graphics, new me. plus i have a bunch of new mutuals, so. 😋 this post is mainly aimed at romantic shipping. by liking this, you're letting me now that you'd potentially be interested in a romantic ship between our muses, which entails: plotting ( duh ), which may or may not just be me spamming you with things that remind me of our muses' relationship, pinboards, playlists, and the like. basically you're giving me permission to be annoying. as if the lack of thereof ever stopped me. before liking this however, please, keep in mind that i do practice SHIP EXCLUSIVITY — meaning that i will ship with only one portrayal of a canon character. SOME THINGS TO KEEP IN MIND: cora's age ranges from mid 20s to 30s, she identifies as a woman, and is a bisexual ( she's attracted to people regardless of gender. ) we don't need to have written together before for us to start romantically shipping, or even interacted ooc; i find that mushing our dolls together is a great way to break the ice and get over anxiety.
* if we're already shipping: i would appreciate if you liked this post as well, if not because i'm the process of cleaning this blog up, then because a bitch needs some reassurance sometimes. thank you.
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