I Love Blue And Beta!

Welcome to Raptor country! This account is a fanfic random base (means lots of random fandoms. I absolutely love doing it and hopefully this will be a place where you feel safe and enjoyable.

[blueandbetaraptors]

Hey! Welcome to my page! I’m Blueandbetaraptors! But yall can just call me raptor if that’s easier! A little about me. I’m in my 20s. Im female and straight. I have walked through hell and high waters to stay alive. My faith in God has been a huge part of my life and keeping me alive. I try to be kind no matter what. I won’t talk about things if I’m asked not to. Feel free to ask me anything! I’ll be as open as I can. I also write fanfics.

I like to do

Paw Patrol

Emergency! (It’s a 1980s show)

Marvel

These are the main ones but I watch a lot of movies and TV that I have more I can’t remember to list but these are the main three.

Please dont hesitate to send in request for me to write a fanfic for you. Please be aware that it may take time for me to make them! Especially if I get distracted or my single brain cell decides to vaca without me.

I mainly do

Sick fics

Hurt/comfort

Hidden injury/ illness

Mental health related situation

Some big rules I have

Don’t ask me to curse, I don’t like it

No sexual talk or action (if I think it’s potentially inappropriate I refuse to write it and I will either take it a different way or I will refuse it all together)

I don’t like writing ships as I think it’s hard and also potentially weird. I have no problem with mentor/mentee relationships but nothing further

Please no disrespect but I don’t like writing LGBT themes due to my past experiences.

I’m also here to listen if you need an ear… this is a safe place. No matter who you are or what you’re going through.. i am a safe place and always will be.

Anywho! Enjoy! And hope to answer questions for yall!

[blueandbetaraptors]

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 (or more) people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out <3

Aw frick, i dont have many but ill try!

#idk how to paste!

@irondad-and-spiderson @bridgeoverstrawberryfields @iwasmadetobeasoldier

(sorry im a mess I love everyone here!)

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[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

*sneaks in and lays on the floor*

Hate to break it to you, sweetheart, all that sneaking just to lay down seems a little backwards *leans over*

[blueandbetaraptors]

*I look at you*

Unless you wanted floor time but didn’t wanna bother you so hence I sneak in and lay on ur floor

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

*gets on the floor next to you* So what's going on in that pretty head?

[blueandbetaraptors]

I’m so spaced out buck

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Yeah? *he pokes her nose* Disorganized or...? Just far away?

[blueandbetaraptors]

I don’t know, maybe just really overwhelmed

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Too much all at once?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Yea not all of it bad just a lot happening

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Mmhm, fair fair...

Anyway to put some things off to the side? Maybe put a pause on the less priority things?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Problem is, it’s all priority

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Ahhhh, *he rolls on his back* then...maybe share the load if possible?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Wish I could.

Idk buck I’m mentally frustrated and excited cause there are some exciting things coming up

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Understandable, and fair, you got all these things you want to do and sometimes it's just-- yeah what am I telling you for.

So...you want some help or just maybe some floor time and a good nights sleep?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Idk maybe you can smack me and tell me that I’m overthinking

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Well- pfft, no I'm not smacking you

But I can help with a list?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Ok wellllll

My car is in the shop

I need to somehow work 35 hours every week when my job is so random with lessons and I’m also just kinda out of love with the job and it’s just weird

I meet with a volunteer fire dept soon to talk about joining

I have an exam Monday I haven’t done much studying for

I’m battling urges to harm sometimes

Idk like I said

I’m a mess

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

That's not a mess, sugar, that's you being really good at your job that you want to do more

Well- here's a weird question...if your job is rather- how did you put it, random, will it be a wise decision to potentially join the fire department ? I think those guys work sometimes 24 hour on call shifts

I'm sorry about the harmful thoughts too...almost seems the only way to ground yourself?

[blueandbetaraptors]

It’s a volunteer job so I won’t be paid and I would only be able to do night shifts

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Okay, you have a plan for that, maybe when you go talk to them, you could see if you can really try this

I know you want to try, and that's so brave of you to want to be that person, I'm so proud of you

[blueandbetaraptors]

My boss doesn’t want me to cause she wants 110% into my job

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Heck, this is your life not hers

Granted, it's great for her to have an amazing employee, but there's no reason she can make you stay

[blueandbetaraptors]

Yea. I’m sorry buck. Today has been weird I’ve been in like a fog mentally

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

*sneaks in and lays on the floor*

Hate to break it to you, sweetheart, all that sneaking just to lay down seems a little backwards *leans over*

[blueandbetaraptors]

*I look at you*

Unless you wanted floor time but didn’t wanna bother you so hence I sneak in and lay on ur floor

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

*gets on the floor next to you* So what's going on in that pretty head?

[blueandbetaraptors]

I’m so spaced out buck

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Yeah? *he pokes her nose* Disorganized or...? Just far away?

[blueandbetaraptors]

I don’t know, maybe just really overwhelmed

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Too much all at once?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Yea not all of it bad just a lot happening

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Mmhm, fair fair...

Anyway to put some things off to the side? Maybe put a pause on the less priority things?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Problem is, it’s all priority

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Ahhhh, *he rolls on his back* then...maybe share the load if possible?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Wish I could.

Idk buck I’m mentally frustrated and excited cause there are some exciting things coming up

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Understandable, and fair, you got all these things you want to do and sometimes it's just-- yeah what am I telling you for.

So...you want some help or just maybe some floor time and a good nights sleep?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Idk maybe you can smack me and tell me that I’m overthinking

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Well- pfft, no I'm not smacking you

But I can help with a list?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Ok wellllll

My car is in the shop

I need to somehow work 35 hours every week when my job is so random with lessons and I’m also just kinda out of love with the job and it’s just weird

I meet with a volunteer fire dept soon to talk about joining

I have an exam Monday I haven’t done much studying for

I’m battling urges to harm sometimes

Idk like I said

I’m a mess

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

That's not a mess, sugar, that's you being really good at your job that you want to do more

Well- here's a weird question...if your job is rather- how did you put it, random, will it be a wise decision to potentially join the fire department ? I think those guys work sometimes 24 hour on call shifts

I'm sorry about the harmful thoughts too...almost seems the only way to ground yourself?

[blueandbetaraptors]

It’s a volunteer job so I won’t be paid and I would only be able to do night shifts

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Okay, you have a plan for that, maybe when you go talk to them, you could see if you can really try this

I know you want to try, and that's so brave of you to want to be that person, I'm so proud of you

[blueandbetaraptors]

My boss doesn’t want me to cause she wants 110% into my job

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

*sneaks in and lays on the floor*

Hate to break it to you, sweetheart, all that sneaking just to lay down seems a little backwards *leans over*

[blueandbetaraptors]

*I look at you*

Unless you wanted floor time but didn’t wanna bother you so hence I sneak in and lay on ur floor

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

*gets on the floor next to you* So what's going on in that pretty head?

[blueandbetaraptors]

I’m so spaced out buck

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Yeah? *he pokes her nose* Disorganized or...? Just far away?

[blueandbetaraptors]

I don’t know, maybe just really overwhelmed

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Too much all at once?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Yea not all of it bad just a lot happening

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Mmhm, fair fair...

Anyway to put some things off to the side? Maybe put a pause on the less priority things?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Problem is, it’s all priority

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Ahhhh, *he rolls on his back* then...maybe share the load if possible?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Wish I could.

Idk buck I’m mentally frustrated and excited cause there are some exciting things coming up

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Understandable, and fair, you got all these things you want to do and sometimes it's just-- yeah what am I telling you for.

So...you want some help or just maybe some floor time and a good nights sleep?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Idk maybe you can smack me and tell me that I’m overthinking

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Well- pfft, no I'm not smacking you

But I can help with a list?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Ok wellllll

My car is in the shop

I need to somehow work 35 hours every week when my job is so random with lessons and I’m also just kinda out of love with the job and it’s just weird

I meet with a volunteer fire dept soon to talk about joining

I have an exam Monday I haven’t done much studying for

I’m battling urges to harm sometimes

Idk like I said

I’m a mess

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

That's not a mess, sugar, that's you being really good at your job that you want to do more

Well- here's a weird question...if your job is rather- how did you put it, random, will it be a wise decision to potentially join the fire department ? I think those guys work sometimes 24 hour on call shifts

I'm sorry about the harmful thoughts too...almost seems the only way to ground yourself?

[blueandbetaraptors]

It’s a volunteer job so I won’t be paid and I would only be able to do night shifts

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

*sneaks in and lays on the floor*

Hate to break it to you, sweetheart, all that sneaking just to lay down seems a little backwards *leans over*

[blueandbetaraptors]

*I look at you*

Unless you wanted floor time but didn’t wanna bother you so hence I sneak in and lay on ur floor

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

*gets on the floor next to you* So what's going on in that pretty head?

[blueandbetaraptors]

I’m so spaced out buck

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Yeah? *he pokes her nose* Disorganized or...? Just far away?

[blueandbetaraptors]

I don’t know, maybe just really overwhelmed

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Too much all at once?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Yea not all of it bad just a lot happening

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Mmhm, fair fair...

Anyway to put some things off to the side? Maybe put a pause on the less priority things?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Problem is, it’s all priority

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Ahhhh, *he rolls on his back* then...maybe share the load if possible?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Wish I could.

Idk buck I’m mentally frustrated and excited cause there are some exciting things coming up

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Understandable, and fair, you got all these things you want to do and sometimes it's just-- yeah what am I telling you for.

So...you want some help or just maybe some floor time and a good nights sleep?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Idk maybe you can smack me and tell me that I’m overthinking

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Well- pfft, no I'm not smacking you

But I can help with a list?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Ok wellllll

My car is in the shop

I need to somehow work 35 hours every week when my job is so random with lessons and I’m also just kinda out of love with the job and it’s just weird

I meet with a volunteer fire dept soon to talk about joining

I have an exam Monday I haven’t done much studying for

I’m battling urges to harm sometimes

Idk like I said

I’m a mess

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

*sneaks in and lays on the floor*

Hate to break it to you, sweetheart, all that sneaking just to lay down seems a little backwards *leans over*

[blueandbetaraptors]

*I look at you*

Unless you wanted floor time but didn’t wanna bother you so hence I sneak in and lay on ur floor

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

*gets on the floor next to you* So what's going on in that pretty head?

[blueandbetaraptors]

I’m so spaced out buck

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Yeah? *he pokes her nose* Disorganized or...? Just far away?

[blueandbetaraptors]

I don’t know, maybe just really overwhelmed

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Too much all at once?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Yea not all of it bad just a lot happening

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Mmhm, fair fair...

Anyway to put some things off to the side? Maybe put a pause on the less priority things?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Problem is, it’s all priority

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Ahhhh, *he rolls on his back* then...maybe share the load if possible?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Wish I could.

Idk buck I’m mentally frustrated and excited cause there are some exciting things coming up

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Understandable, and fair, you got all these things you want to do and sometimes it's just-- yeah what am I telling you for.

So...you want some help or just maybe some floor time and a good nights sleep?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Idk maybe you can smack me and tell me that I’m overthinking

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

*sneaks in and lays on the floor*

Hate to break it to you, sweetheart, all that sneaking just to lay down seems a little backwards *leans over*

[blueandbetaraptors]

*I look at you*

Unless you wanted floor time but didn’t wanna bother you so hence I sneak in and lay on ur floor

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

*gets on the floor next to you* So what's going on in that pretty head?

[blueandbetaraptors]

I’m so spaced out buck

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Yeah? *he pokes her nose* Disorganized or...? Just far away?

[blueandbetaraptors]

I don’t know, maybe just really overwhelmed

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Too much all at once?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Yea not all of it bad just a lot happening

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Mmhm, fair fair...

Anyway to put some things off to the side? Maybe put a pause on the less priority things?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Problem is, it’s all priority

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Ahhhh, *he rolls on his back* then...maybe share the load if possible?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Wish I could.

Idk buck I’m mentally frustrated and excited cause there are some exciting things coming up

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

*sneaks in and lays on the floor*

Hate to break it to you, sweetheart, all that sneaking just to lay down seems a little backwards *leans over*

[blueandbetaraptors]

*I look at you*

Unless you wanted floor time but didn’t wanna bother you so hence I sneak in and lay on ur floor

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

*gets on the floor next to you* So what's going on in that pretty head?

[blueandbetaraptors]

I’m so spaced out buck

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Yeah? *he pokes her nose* Disorganized or...? Just far away?

[blueandbetaraptors]

I don’t know, maybe just really overwhelmed

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Too much all at once?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Yea not all of it bad just a lot happening

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Mmhm, fair fair...

Anyway to put some things off to the side? Maybe put a pause on the less priority things?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Problem is, it’s all priority

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

*sneaks in and lays on the floor*

Hate to break it to you, sweetheart, all that sneaking just to lay down seems a little backwards *leans over*

[blueandbetaraptors]

*I look at you*

Unless you wanted floor time but didn’t wanna bother you so hence I sneak in and lay on ur floor

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

*gets on the floor next to you* So what's going on in that pretty head?

[blueandbetaraptors]

I’m so spaced out buck

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Yeah? *he pokes her nose* Disorganized or...? Just far away?

[blueandbetaraptors]

I don’t know, maybe just really overwhelmed

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Too much all at once?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Yea not all of it bad just a lot happening

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

*sneaks in and lays on the floor*

Hate to break it to you, sweetheart, all that sneaking just to lay down seems a little backwards *leans over*

[blueandbetaraptors]

*I look at you*

Unless you wanted floor time but didn’t wanna bother you so hence I sneak in and lay on ur floor

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

*gets on the floor next to you* So what's going on in that pretty head?

[blueandbetaraptors]

I’m so spaced out buck

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Yeah? *he pokes her nose* Disorganized or...? Just far away?

[blueandbetaraptors]

I don’t know, maybe just really overwhelmed

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

*sneaks in and lays on the floor*

Hate to break it to you, sweetheart, all that sneaking just to lay down seems a little backwards *leans over*

[blueandbetaraptors]

*I look at you*

Unless you wanted floor time but didn’t wanna bother you so hence I sneak in and lay on ur floor

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

*gets on the floor next to you* So what's going on in that pretty head?

[blueandbetaraptors]

I’m so spaced out buck

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

*sneaks in and lays on the floor*

Hate to break it to you, sweetheart, all that sneaking just to lay down seems a little backwards *leans over*

[blueandbetaraptors]

*I look at you*

Unless you wanted floor time but didn’t wanna bother you so hence I sneak in and lay on ur floor

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

*runs at you full speed*

Happy birthday Bucky!!!! *gets winded*

Sorry… I couldn’t afford a gift for you but I wanted to let you know that you’re flipping amazing and I hope you had a wonderful day!

*catches you* hey, whoa now!

Breathe, doll, it's just me, *chuckles* thank you

[blueandbetaraptors]

*laughs a little* hehe thanks, sorry, just haven’t seen you in a while. My life is crazy!

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

And that's just a fact we gotta live with *whispers:* even though I did miss you *smiles*

[blueandbetaraptors]

I’ve been doing really well in emt class!! I have a 93 overall rn

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Hey that's great! And with the time you have left, I doubt you'll stick around the 93 and scoot on up to the 98-99 area

[blueandbetaraptors]

Idk the exams are super hard! But we shall see

How r u

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

I'm good? I think?

[blueandbetaraptors]

You sure?? *gives you the look*

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

I got hit with a de aging gun

[blueandbetaraptors]

Yuck!

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

It only sent back to 19- *counts his fingers* 42?? Give or take?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Is that good? Or bad? Do I need to get a rescue mission started?

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Well- weird story, believe it or not

The fact that it sent me back that far, meant that I had to "come back" so....

Yeah, I've been through it

[blueandbetaraptors]

Oh dang! Yuckkk

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

I feel like a peeled grape

[blueandbetaraptors]

Anything I can do?

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Eh, I mean, just tell me if I sprout a third arm or something

[blueandbetaraptors]

*checks you over intently*

Nope, not signs of third arm or anything!

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

*runs at you full speed*

Happy birthday Bucky!!!! *gets winded*

Sorry… I couldn’t afford a gift for you but I wanted to let you know that you’re flipping amazing and I hope you had a wonderful day!

*catches you* hey, whoa now!

Breathe, doll, it's just me, *chuckles* thank you

[blueandbetaraptors]

*laughs a little* hehe thanks, sorry, just haven’t seen you in a while. My life is crazy!

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

And that's just a fact we gotta live with *whispers:* even though I did miss you *smiles*

[blueandbetaraptors]

I’ve been doing really well in emt class!! I have a 93 overall rn

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Hey that's great! And with the time you have left, I doubt you'll stick around the 93 and scoot on up to the 98-99 area

[blueandbetaraptors]

Idk the exams are super hard! But we shall see

How r u

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

I'm good? I think?

[blueandbetaraptors]

You sure?? *gives you the look*

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

I got hit with a de aging gun

[blueandbetaraptors]

Yuck!

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

It only sent back to 19- *counts his fingers* 42?? Give or take?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Is that good? Or bad? Do I need to get a rescue mission started?

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Well- weird story, believe it or not

The fact that it sent me back that far, meant that I had to "come back" so....

Yeah, I've been through it

[blueandbetaraptors]

Oh dang! Yuckkk

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

I feel like a peeled grape

[blueandbetaraptors]

Anything I can do?

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

*runs at you full speed*

Happy birthday Bucky!!!! *gets winded*

Sorry… I couldn’t afford a gift for you but I wanted to let you know that you’re flipping amazing and I hope you had a wonderful day!

*catches you* hey, whoa now!

Breathe, doll, it's just me, *chuckles* thank you

[blueandbetaraptors]

*laughs a little* hehe thanks, sorry, just haven’t seen you in a while. My life is crazy!

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

And that's just a fact we gotta live with *whispers:* even though I did miss you *smiles*

[blueandbetaraptors]

I’ve been doing really well in emt class!! I have a 93 overall rn

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Hey that's great! And with the time you have left, I doubt you'll stick around the 93 and scoot on up to the 98-99 area

[blueandbetaraptors]

Idk the exams are super hard! But we shall see

How r u

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

I'm good? I think?

[blueandbetaraptors]

You sure?? *gives you the look*

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

I got hit with a de aging gun

[blueandbetaraptors]

Yuck!

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

It only sent back to 19- *counts his fingers* 42?? Give or take?

[blueandbetaraptors]

Is that good? Or bad? Do I need to get a rescue mission started?

[iwasmadetobeasoldier]

Well- weird story, believe it or not

The fact that it sent me back that far, meant that I had to "come back" so....

Yeah, I've been through it

[blueandbetaraptors]

Oh dang! Yuckkk