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[blueandg0ne]

me sitting here and going im not the problem they were definitely fucking before we broke up and he moved in literally THEY KNEW EACJ OTHER FOR FOUR MOOONTHHHSS theres NO WAYYY they will like each other that long

[blueandg0ne]

my brains so fucjing Big

these cards

reoccuring themes: pentacles, swords, ace of wands, y feeling stuck and controlled, [] feeling in charge and positive

feelings: hes keeping a secret about money, debt? or using money to fuel affection

now: found out, negative feelings, reversed lovers, resentment

things: round 1.........hmmmmm.....

[blueandg0ne]

i have proof infront of me of how much [] complains about and hates him. i dont have to make things up ots there

[blueandg0ne]

yk whats crazy is i have no doubt [] hates when y talks in spanish bc he cant understand it

[blueandg0ne]

seeing the patterns and knowing they r reaching the end....hello y i can tell your getting tired and overwhelmed. i know hes talking to other people behind your back. do you know your not his priority and never was?

does he talk about me still? does he talk about the others? do you know?

[blueandg0ne]

me 🤝 my bro

going thru the same fucking thing qnd yet we are both delusional

[blueandg0ne]

like brother thats why he approached me in the first place is bc he cut ties with [] after all the flirting. wild

[blueandg0ne]

whenever i feel bad and chopped i just remember that no [] was/is infact still flirting and cheating with other guys even while hes with his new partner

[interested-individual]

Im a bludgeon sort of girl Lets beat people over the head !

[blueandg0ne]

me having a dream abt a 2nd person being involved and then pulling the 6 of swords aka the Unfaithful Deception card what the hell

and the 6 of cups aka the Reconnecting With Ur Ex card BROTHER

***FOR SOMEONE ELSE NOT ME

[lamignonette]

[lamignonette]

[blueandg0ne]

thinking about Reconnectings.....how bad of an idea is that i wonder

[blueandg0ne]

everytime something good happens to me i know something bad is happening to my ex bc thats how it Always works out

[blueandg0ne]

actually i WILL pat myself on the back bc in total ive actually saved 3k over 3 months!!! >just did the actual math

[blueandg0ne]

i cant STAND the fact that i didnt care about dating at all and then i have this insane 5 yr relationship and now that im out of it im like I WANT TO DATE SO BAD BUT I ALSO DONT BUT I DOOO

[blueandg0ne]

having this weird nagging feeling to do a tarot reading and pulling the tower.....Hmm.

tower reversed, emperor and 7 of wands....Very Interesting....

my very first impression of this spread is they are putting off disaster after disaster, with the tower and wands

emperor isnt ALWAYS father related but when i pull it in reference to [] it has that air to me bc of how much influence the father has had in the past

but paired together with emperor and 7 of wands it feels also like something related to boundaries were crossed and then put back into place

and then 8 of pentacles queen of cups and 9 of cups reversed....something fucky went on here

no matter what i think it always come back to dissatisfaction hmmmmm

[blueandg0ne]

I GOT REVERESED EMEPEROR AGAAAIINNN??? that is soooo ooo interesting. there sre insane things happening there.

(reversed knight of pentacles and reversed queen of wands)