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[anastasiatasou]

bye bye

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[bluebellquartz]

2020 hasn’t been a great start 👍🏻

[bluebellquartz]

I’m hurting so very much, silly reasons but it feels all too real. Pressing my face into my pillow to cry my heart out so no one will hear me.

This is what my job is doing to me

They don’t get it, they’ll never understand this is what it does to me, I just fucking can’t

[anastasiatasou]

[bluebellquartz]

I spent every waking hour of my days worrying I said the wrong things to you. I felt awful, I wanted to maybe rekindle our friendship, I believed everything you and her said about me. I’m mean and selfish, I’m a bitch. I tend to think I care deeply for peoples feelings and I try my best to love and support them even if I don’t agree with their views on life. I really was there for you, I did so much for you, I was a good friend. But here I am doubting all of what I thought were my good qualities, again. You knew what I’d been through yet you pulled the same old stunt as her. I don’t know how you painted me out to be the bad guy, how is this happening again, why am I so hated. I like to believe people when they say “no you’re not in the wrong” and “they’re manipulative and crazy”. But I can’t believe it I really can’t. I take things to heart and I never forget them. Your words stay with me for life. So here I am playing the victim that I am not, again.

Woe is me, right ?

[bluebellquartz]

[bluebellquartz]

Your words hurt me, and you don’t give a damn

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[anastasiatasou]

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[bluebellquartz]

For three years, all I have ever wanted was for him to look at me

Last night he did more than that

But I still don’t exist to him

[anastasiatasou]

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[anastasiatasou]

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[bluebellquartz]

I’m so mad that I can’t switch off my feelings for you. When there’s a perfectly nice guy that would do absolutely anything for me. 😖