Ticci Toby x fem reader fanfiction ˗ˋˏ ♡ ˎˊ˗
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Tw: in this chapter there will be Stalking, SH, Family abuse/family degrade, Body dysmorphia,and gore
Summary~ After restless night of sleep and paranoia of being watched you go to your annual family event that happens every 4 months. Little did you know you weren't going alone.
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I wake up by my alarm clock for the day I always dread about. My families annual get together,I hated these days. I always got compared to my cousin. I hated her and my weird Step dad... But it's not like I have a choice anyway just fake it till I make it...
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I tried getting my hair to be curled and practice smiling while doing so till Kelly came in, can I ever have peace in this dorm?
"Y/N do you know where my phone went" her breath reeked from alcohol from the frat party last night and her hair was a mess.
"Uhm... Did you leave it at the frat house?"
I say nervously too nervous about my family reunion
"Probably thanks for the idea to check and have fun at your family reunion!"
she said happily while leaving my room.
I sighed to myself and look at the scars on my thighs.. I wonder if this would have happened if I had a different family and life. And a different point if view..
Speaking of point of view I feel like I've been feeling watched or that I'm not alone.. It's probably my paranoia..
You walk to the front door look at your outfit one more time before you leave
A simple dark blue short sleeve and dress with white poka dots
You grabbed your car keys and went outside to your car still feeling watched
Toby's POV ♬♩♪♩ ♩♪♩♬☆♬○♩♬♩♪♩ ♩♪♩♬☆♬○♩
I have been watching this girl for over 24 hours ever since that encounter last night just had me hooked something about her made me curious about her life-
He thought watching her get to her car snapping his head to the side from the treeline.
"The hell you doing kid? Your supposed to be helping me and Brian"
Masky's voiced snapped me out of my thoughts
"Nuh-nothing and I thought BIRDIE- it wuh-was just you and hoodie TCK TCK TCK guh-going" my neck snaps to the side clearly annoyed by being interrupted of watching this beautiful girl.
"Get the fuck out of your thoughts and let's go I'm not dealing with your shenanigans today boss assigned us with a target"
He said while dragging me by the hood I guess I have to pause about watching the pretty lady for now.
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I park in my families drive way seeing everyone and my nieces with my nephews.
I get out my car and lock it heading to my parents well- more like they beat it to me unfortunately
"Y/NNNN MY PRECIOUS BABY WE MISSED YOU" you knew it was fake. you knew your mom to well
"hey mom.." you say half heartily
"Cheer up everyone is here. I don't want to deal with your mopy bullshit already" she says quietly by your ear still hugging you
"Be more like your cousin for once chloe is a great example of what you should be. Now, go hangout with your family now."
she says walking away to your step dad.
you missed your biological dad he was nice till he died when you were 8 from a gun wound to the head during the night.
the hours of being there was being compared to "Perfect Chloe" while being left out of conversations.
around 8 pm you decided to head home for the night so you bid your goodbyes till you were stopped by your step dad
"Y/n" his breath reeked of Beer
"I just wanted to say your body h-has grown so much ,you look just like your mom i-i- hope you know, you should come visit more" just like that you immediately left, your step father was an absolute freak.
you buckled your seat-belt and hurried home, you didn't want a repeat from the past .
Tobys Pov:
A loud crack could be heard from his swinging and screams till it died down. THWACK...
THWACK
CRACK....blood and organs smushed around his hatchet and his feet on the grass
his body twitches as masky and hoodie clean the mess as Toby drowns the floor with gas.
until he found a lacy pink lingerie set.
snagged real quick for his little lady that doesn't know has a admirer
his body twitches again and he whistles randomly or clicking his tongue every now and then.
then he throws a box of lit matches at the house and hops into the red pick-up where mask and hoodie were waiting at, his mind kept wandering off too you though and what you were doing and if you were alone or missed him even though you don't really know who he is.
3rd pov:
You went into your dorm and undressed and disassociated while your thoughts wandered about your body you wished you were curvier...you wished you had less/more weight on you ....you hated your stupid body and thought you only deserved to feel pain not love nor pleasure just a person who's always forgotten..
you grabbed your pink facial razor and sat on the floor and started slicing your left thigh at every negative thought
1. your ugly
2. your useless
3. not enough
4. no one would love you
5. your not to the standards
6. your too skinny/fat
7. Not physically good-looking
the reasons continued going and going....for at least an hour until you heard a knock at your door..
it can't be chloe because shes out with guys like usual and shes staying the night at the guys house
you hastily got a hoodie on and light grey sweats...stupid on your part...
you limped to your front door
and there stood the guy from the frat party balcony that you helped MURDER- I mean find at the frat party..
"hello..?" you say meakily trying your best to subside your tears as he stared down at you through his orange goggles
"are y-you okay?" he said pointing to your left thigh.. your sweats are starting to show blood and you froze trying to hide it
"i-im okay thanks for asking"
He shoved himself into your dorm and grabbed your waist.
You blushed when you know damn well you shouldn't
"Wuh-where is your bedroom." he said clicking his tongue while his head jerked to the side for a few seconds
"on the right" you say frightened to lie from the intrusion stupid you.
He picked you up and carried you to you bedroom seeing your blood on the floor and immediately knew what happened. you feeling ashamed you hid your face in his chest not knowing this guy but felt oddly safe for some reason.
he sat you down on your bed
"wheres th-the first aid? FUCK- sorry"
"on my desk..." you say quietly
he grabbed the first aid and pulled out a pocket knife and ripped the left pant leg where your upper thigh was revealing the cuts. he didn't say anything just grabbed ointment and bandages and bandaged them for you.
"you didn't have to do that.." you say feeling fuzzy that this random guy bandaged your leg
he just nodded and nuzzled his nose against your cheek happily while blushing under his mask.
you both sat together for a bit until
Leaned in and cupped your face...
"your re-really pretty ya know" he said as his neck snapped to the left
CLIFFHANGER HAHA
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