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This is a mental illness centred account. I don’t reblog. I just post. It all sucks. I just talk about being ugly and worthless and how I should die. There’s really no reason to follow me. I will not bring anything new and interesting to your feed.

Please don’t reblog my posts. I can’t stop you, but I just don’t want anybody making fun of me.

I’d prefer if you were an adult if you chose to interact with me, but I’m very sick of older men being the only people to message me. I can no longer feel comfortable with older men messaging me due to how often they want to take things further. Turns out asking for people your age to want to talk to you is actually asking for too much :o/

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I could post fresh, open wound one day and a chair and a rope the next and nobody would even say anything. People only reply to my posts when they disagree with me on something. Funny how that is. No matter what, anger, disappointment, displeasure, anything of the sort is what fuels you to be passionate. I could say I’m killing myself tomorrow and nobody would say anything. I could say I’m killing myself tomorrow, also I dislike this movie abd you’d go into detail about how I missed the point and didn’t understand the symbolism that was taking place. Again. Funny. You all just want to embarrass me over and over again. You follow me, sit idly as you ignore my posts and don’t interact with them, but you claim you see them. I’m just entertainment to you, but I’m barely even that. You can compare yourself to me and realise you are doing a lot better than I am and feel better than before. You can feel better that you are not me. I hate you. I hate everything. I hate being treated like this. I hate being ignored. I hate being laughed at. I hate being made a fool out of. I hate, hate, hate everything that I am and nobody even wants to say anything about that.

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Hello. Seeing a link worker today. Hello. Anybody out there.

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I brush my teeth once a day usually around like 3pm but my dentist has never actually said anything so…

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I don’t think you can post gore on here despite what I’ve seen :o/ confused.

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First person to message me in a while and it was a porn bot. Everybody kill themselves.

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People only give a fuck if you’re attractive. People say “oh but she was so pretty” when somebody dies because that’s seen as a good thing. Better than anything else. You’re only worth discussing if you’re attractive. Being ugly is seen as a moral failure.

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Everybody kill yourself nowwwwwww.

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People who go out of their way to “help” people just like the fact that they can tell people that.

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Nobody wants to help you.

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If everybody on Earth dropped dead it would certainly be bittersweet but it would be for the better.

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If my posts were about hurting somebody else then people would’ve said something by now but because they’re only about myself people cannot find a reason to actually care.

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Notice how even if you beg for attention nobody will give it to you.

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Going to cut myself just to see if anybody will notice.

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I’m deformed and ugly. I try to remind myself that I am a mammal and the traits I dislike are what we share with our fellow animal and I should be happy in that, but I feel like I am uglier than other human beings. No matter where I go I am reminded I am less valuable. I am ignored and told to leave either because of my appearance or because of some other factor. I’m not welcomed anywhere so I’ve only become worse. People automatically know that I’m a terrible person, that’s I’m filth and disgusting before they even talk to me so they try not to engage or they talk down to me like I’m stupid, like they need to have a guard up. I’m a normal person. I like to think so. Maybe a little less than average, but I’m not awful. Everybody treats me like I am though. I’m sick of being ignored. I’m ignored over and over and over again. I hope to do something drastic one day.

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How many times do I have to get ignored for anything to happen?

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I’m seen as inferior.