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𝒋𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒊, bi, they/them || wwa tour: 14.6.2014 stockholm sweden & otra tour 27.6.2015 helsinki finland || this is a sideblog. i follow from jesterssprivilege

[bluegreenlouie]

hi luvs

i have too many sideblogs that i do not update enough so i have decided to just start using my main account as a dumping ground for all the stuff i'd put in my sideblogs. so if you don't already follow me on my main make sure you do if you still want to see me :)

@jesterssprivilege

[faiths2wl-deactivated20260430]

This is my favourite thing I’ve ever made

[zouislut]

loving 1d is the best thing ever <3

[ralphiesbae]

Happy 12 year anniversary ❤️ 💖

[liketwotiedships]

[greeneyesfriedrice]

god my heart hurts . it hurts so much

[youmakemestrong]

i’ve never existed on this earth without liam payne and i’m upset that i have to start now

[golddustdyke]

 thinkin about how niall once talked about how cool it was that a lot of the fans grew up with them and then how in best song ever when they say “i hope you remember how we danced” like…yeah . of course i’ll remember . i grew up with you guys . you were my best friends . 

[fuckyeahxfactor-blog]

New 'Bootcamp' boyband.

According to sources a new boyband has been formed at Bootcamp with 5 solo contestants thought to be more promising as a group.

The boyband made up of auditionees: Louis Tomlinson, Harry Styles, Liam Payne, Niall Horan and Zayn Malik

(Liam being one of this years re-auditonee’s) The boyband are yet unamed.

Previous groups formed at Bootcamp have usually been doomed from the start and although usually making it through to the live shows don’t go much further. Futureproof, Hope and Miss Frank to name the most well known,

[kindofsharethat]

i feel like i’m missing a limb, and it’s stupid because i didn’t know him, but something is gone where it should be

[howdididisco]

It's really really hard to go about your life after this . What makes it harder is how my life is physically not at all affected by him being gone. It's so difficult to digest that. He wasn't part of my life physically. None of my friends feel things like I do because he wasn't part of their lives at all. That's the reason i keep coming back. To the people who lost him like I did. Tumblr has always been a safe place. But now in times like this, it's a whole another level of a comfort. A hug, that's what it's like being here. Like we're all in a virtual room, all saddened and all missing him. I'm thankful for this place.

[dailytomlinson]

Louis' tribute to Liam via instagram - 17.10

[fuchsea]

ZAYN PLEASE

[thespermdonorstorylineisstupid]

not sure if listening to the entire one direction discography rn is going to be cathartic or send me into a tailspin but

[noukeeeh]

you know the post that's like: one day I'll be 45 at a party and ill hear a one direction song and ill be dancing my heart out because I never learned to love anything as much as I love one direction?......... yeah.......thinking of that right now

[bluegreenlouie]

part of me feels stupid and pathetic for being this broken over a celebrity dying but he wasn't just a random celebrity. he helped me during my most formative years. he shaped me to be who i am right now. he was my everything growing up. he is the reason i am here today. of course that fucking hurts more than anyone outside of this fandom can ever imagine. i have been lucky and so far haven't lost any close family members so this is my first big grief and fuck it hurts so fucking much.

i don't believe in heaven but i hope you're in a better place now. i will love you forever liam.

[tiredandlonelymuse]

i loved one direction with an all-consuming force when i was younger. it hurts deeply to mourn someone you were a massive fan of as teenager, and became a peer of as an adult.

i know people change and grief is unsure or complicated when it’s attached to a fond memory or the feeling a person gave you and not tangibly the person themself. i can see many of you on here are struggling with that right now and i understand.

a few years ago i purchased a home that Liam previously owned. there were rumors the house was haunted. He assured me it was not, and i believed him. because i know the ghosts that haunt us aren’t tethered to buildings. They live in parts of us that are harder to reach and they go wherever we do.

as a parent, a fellow artist, and a fan, i simply cannot fathom this untimely loss. my heart goes out to his family, friends, and the fans. 💔

[ot5era]

its weird because usually when something sad happens i listen to one direction, still, after over 10 years. it's light, it's nostalgic, it's mindless and i know it better than the back of my hand

but now it doesn't feel like the comforting blanket that it usually is. now it feels hard and painful and i'm not sure what to do with that